I am currently working on my own story "PAST THE SORROW" (Angst/Romance) for Big Time Rush :D It centers around the idea of true love, family, and friendship, and it will involve all of the characters of BTR because they're all awesome :) I update every Saturday night. I'm enjoying A LOT of the stories in the BTR archive. Everyone's imaginations are fantastic. My own story is KendallxOC, but I am NOT afraid to dive into and read SLASH ;D. I write "For the Lovers of Kogan","For the Lovers of Jagan", "For the Lovers of Jarlos", "For the Lovers of Kenlos", "For the Lovers of Kames", "For the Lovers of Cargan", and "For the Lovers of Kage". Although Kendall is my number one guy, I LOVE ALL OF THE BOYS. Sometimes saying Kendall is my number one makes me feel bad because that means Logan, James, and Carlos are "beneath" him, and it doesn't seem right :( but I have to be honest about my preference for the boy ;)

My favorite pairings to read currently, starting with what i like the most: KendallxLogan, JamesxLogan, JamesxCarlos, LoganxCarlos, KendallxJames, and KendallxCarlos... As you can tell, I'm pretty much into reading ANYTHING as long as the story's nice. I'm open minded about everything. Love is wonderful no matter who it's with :D

http:/// I've got a TUMBLR now, if that interests you :) I'll mostly be blogging about PTS and BTR, aka- what consumes my life right now :P

...direct link to Past the Sorrow related posts: http:///tagged/past_the_sorrow

...direct link to Past the Sorrow GRAPHICS posts: http:///tagged/past_the_sorrow_graphics

SONGS:

Kendall/Sage song (Ch. 9 - unused but suggested): "Tonight I Love You" by The Latency - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ad3RM9HCt-8

Kendall's Song (Ch. 11): "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRehmX3zlwE

Sage's Song (Ch. 13): "6 Months" by Hey Monday - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Y9Y2XSNz0E

Kendall/Sage song (Ch. 15): "Lullaby" by Chase coy - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAPGRIzI1Jk

Kendall's Song (Ch. 34): "Beside You" by Marianas Trench - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfDe8e-gW40

Sage's Song (Ch. 42): "Fixed at Zero" by VersaEmerge (ACOUSTIC) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VodHLPWScW0

To whom it may concern...

I got asked by a fan through fanfiction.net (who was really sweet, and I thank them for their interest) if they could put my story in a “book of fanfics” they and a friend were compiling/making. They acknowledged that they needed my “permission” to do this, and I denied it.

I enjoy peoples’ interest in “Past the Sorrow”, but I will not, nor have I ever given, permission to “publish” it to other people for any reason (especially if I do not know their true intent).

This person seemed really nice, and I’m sure they meant nothing bad by this, but I can’t give permission to spread my story around. It’s on fanfiction.net, and that is the only place I’d ever put it because it offers me the most amount of safety when it comes to people taking ownership of what is not theirs.

So…. If you guys see the story ANYWHERE but there, it’s NOT me posting it :) I just felt like I should put this out here so I’d feel more comfortable after getting that message :)