Maka was walking down the street with a grocery bag, it had taken her so long to convince Soul that she would be alright walking to the grocery store by herself. He had told her she couldn't be too careful, they still didn't know where Asura was. After much convincing though he had stayed home. She heard something in the alley to her left and sped up her pace. Maybe Soul was right. Maka felt herself grabbed and let out a piercing wail.

There was an unsettling feeling that reached deep into very pit of his soul. Maka had been gone a long time, maybe it was time for him to investigate. Just then the door slammed open and Maka came inside, slamming it behind her quickly. She dropped the bag on the table. IT was now that Soul realized he couldn't see her eyes. Something strange was going on.

"The bag dropped and the eggs broke, I'm sorry." She whispered.

"It's cool Maka." Soul said, there was something about her voice that instinctively disturbed him.

"I don't think I'm going to eat. I'm just going to bed." She said as she disappeared before he had a chance to say anything to her.

"Ooookay." Soul said as he watched her walk away. Something inside of him knew that there was something wrong with her but he wanted to respect her privacy. It was then that Soul's stomach made itself aware. He decided that he would put away the groceries and fix himself something to eat. Afterwards he would try and coax Maka out of her room.

There were sounds coming from Maka's room and Soul was confused. It sounded like crying but Maka didn't cry unless she had had a nightmare and she had never been shy about coming to him or calling out his name as she woke up. As he tried the door he noticed that it was locked, this was odd for Maka never locked her door on him. He transformed his arm into the scythe and easily picked the lock. As soul walked in he saw Maka shaking and holding a pillow to her chest and trying to quiet the sobs that wracked her body. He instantly went to her side and crouched by the bed.

"Maka, what is it? What's wrong?" He whispered and retreated a few inches as she looked at him. Her green eyes were like pools of water and she looked absolutely desolate. The thing that disturbed him was that she shirked away from his touch.

"N-Nothing..." She sobbed and he felt his heart break.

"Maka..." He whispered. "...It's alright, you can tell me." He placed a hand on her cheek and wiped away her tears, ignoring how she shrunk away again.

"I-I-I don't w-want to." She cried. "C-can you just go Soul? I need to be alone." She whispered and he sighed, although he wanted to be there for her he also respected her. As he walked out of the room and shut it he heard her soft and broken voice.

Then I lost it all
Dead and broken.
My back's against the wall.
Cut me open.
I'm just trying to breathe,
Just trying to figure it out
Because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.
I said, "Then I lost it all."
And who can save me now.

A/N: So here's the first chapter guys! This is going to get really intense and I'm going to slowly reveal what happened to Maka. The next one will be longer I promise. Until the next time please read and review. The song is Lost it All by Black Veil brides which I don't own. I also don't own soul eater at all. Also if you guys have any songs you like me to use in some way in the chapters please comment them and I will see how I can work them in :)