Chapter 1

Bella's POV

I walked through the cold streets, huddled in on myself, shying away from anyone who wandered too close to me. I avoided all forms of physical contact; I could not be touched without remembering what had happened to me before I left Forks.


"How can you pick that leach over me?"

"I told you Jake, Edward and I aren't back together."

"Then why wont you admit you love me?"

"Because I don't love you Jacob, you are like a brother to me, nothing more."

"You're wrong Bella, you love me, you just don't know it yet."

"Jacob let go of me!"

"No! You need to see, I need to show you that you love me."

"Jacob don't! Just stop! Get off me!"

"No Bella. You need to see how much you love me."

"Jacob, please..."

"This is the way it has to be Bella. We are meant for each other, you'll see."

"No! Stop! Don't!"

"Stop fighting me Bella, this has to happen. You have to see, I have to show you."

"Please stop..."

"Stop crying Bella, it's okay, it will all be okay."

"No! Jacob no! Stop! It hurts!"

"Shh, Bella it's okay. It's supposed to hurt but it will feel good soon, I promise."

"Stop it Jacob, you're hurting me."

"It's okay Bella, it's going to be fine, just relax and it'll feel good."

"Jacob stop! It hurts! It hurts!"

"Just relax and stop fighting me Bella, then it wont hurt."

"No! Stop! Please! Your tearing me in half!"

"No I'm not Bella, there isn't even that much blood, you'll be fine."

"Please stop, it hurts so much."

"Just relax Bella, enjoy it. If you stop fighting you'll like it."

"I don't want it Jacob!"

"Yes you do Bella, you just don't know it yet."

"I don't want this!"

"You'll love it if you just relax. Stop fighting me and you'll enjoy it too."

"I don't want you!"

"You don't mean that Bella, this how we are meant to be, together."

"No! Jacob stop... Please..."

"It's okay Bella, it will all be over soon."

"Jacob don't!"

"Shh Bella, I'm nearly done, just calm down."

"No! Jacob don't! NO!"

"See Bella, that wasn't so bad. You would have liked it too if you would have just relaxed."

"Please, just leave me alone."

"Alright Bella, but I'll see you tomorrow. We are together now, this where we belong."

"Just go... Please..."

"Hey don't cry, I'll see you tomorrow my love."


I shook off the memory and wiped away my tears, I just had to get somewhere safe, I had to find somewhere to hide that Jacob will never find me.

I was shivering from the cold, my legs were weak and achy from walking so long, and my breath was coming heavy from my tears which made me light-headed. I hadn't slept or eaten for far too long and in my exhaustion I tripped and fell into the snow.

"Are you alright?" A musical voice asked and I looked up to see a golden-haired, golden-eyed, beauty. "Are you okay?" she asked again and that was the last thing I remember before finally giving into my exhaustion.


Authors Note: This is another Challenge submitted by Ariel Wolf.

~SophieAngel69