GAAAHHHHHH! I hate writer's block so much. Sorry for the delay guys.

Oh well, back on track now. Enjoy!

Also big shout out to SuperCal3 who gave me this super cute idea and it surprises me how well it fits in with my story plan.

DISCLAIMER: Pshhhh. I may OWN a few books and a Usa-chan plush...but I didn't publish Ouran High School Host Club...or did I? Dun Dunn DUUUUUUUUUUN!

My Boyfriend? My Brother!

Chapter Three – What's Wrong With You?

Kaoru

I tossed and turned in my sheets, my legs twitching constantly as I tried to run, tried to outrun the horror in my head. The fangs, the claws, the ability to be in every angle of my sight and the piercing yellow eyes made my head spin in dizzying circles. Every time the fowl being entered my line of sight I would try to run, only for my legs to turn to mush and I'd fall all over again.

Desperation to escape dragged me on, gave me some will to try and escape but I knew it would fail. Before long I found myself trapped, helpless in a corner with the monster inches from me. I tried to scream but no sound came, I was frozen with no place to run or hide. The creature lifted up his arms, ready to come crashing down on my body, claws extended and glistening sharp in the moonlight. I tried to call out again and this time, one name forced its way from my hoarse throat.

"Hikaru."

But no one came, my call went unanswered. The brother who was always there for me failed to come to my aid.

Instead I was once again left alone to face the hand of the beast as it came down upon me, sending my world into darkness.

xXx

Hikaru

I felt myself being pulled deeper in to the sweet sounds of pleasure, calling me like a siren and I couldn't help but fall deeper and deeper in love with the sweet sound resonating from the boy's lips. It was like bliss, a welcome symphony of moans and soft growls. I wanted to hear more, feel more...I wanted all of it, all of Kaoru.

The pulsing in my boxers shook me awake and I groaned out loud. Why wasn't this working? It was the third night in a row that I slept alone and the third night in a row where I had woken up alone in a shivering sweat and a pulsing erection. I just wasn't winning this war with my hormones.

At least Kaoru wasn't here to see me like this. I sighed and decided to relieve myself the only way I knew. I reached beneath my boxers and took a hold, thrusting my hand back and forth slowly as I thought about what every teenage boy think about.

I let the images of bikini clad women fill my head and with each thrust I felt my relief coming closer and closer. My eyes rolled back as I thought of sexy outfits and calls of their pleasure and I soon felt the final wall inside break down. A shiver resonated throughout my body as I came in my hands and bit down on my lower lip to stop my screams of pleasure.

Erection subsiding, I relaxed a lot more knowing that I didn't think of a guy during my slip of the imagination. It was an ever growing sign that these dreams were worthless and I felt nothing towards my brother.

Grabbing a nearby tissue I quickly cleaned up the white substance and threw the tissue basketball style into the trash can. I was about to lie down and drift off to sleep again when there was a knock at my bedroom door.

Oh God! Did one of the maids hear me? Crap!

"C-come in." I stuttered, wiping my hands nervously. The door slowly creaked open, only for Kaoru to be standing in the door way with his favourite blanket wrapped around his shoulders and a scared look on his face. "Kaoru, what are you doing here?" I asked.

"I...I can't sleep alone anymore, can I sleep with you?"

Ignoring the immediate innuendo filled thoughts, I sighed as I sat up properly to answer him "Kaoru I..."

"Please." He replied almost pleadingly. His eyes were starting to well up, his shivering grasp growing tighter on his blanket.

I knew that behaviour all too well, and hell I would kick myself if i just gave him the cold shoulder. That guilt would play heavy on my shoulders if I shunned him away for my own sake, I had to do something. I was his brother after all.

"Here, take the bed." I told him as I climbed out, gesturing to the sheets. Instead he looked up at me confused.

"Where...where are you going to sleep?"

"I'll sleep on the love seat." I replied nonchalantly as I made my way to my wardrobe to get a spare blanket.

"But I want to share the bed with you."

Damn it. I couldn't ignore him when he was speaking in that cutesy voice, it made me want to hold him closer and tell him that the monsters won't get him as long as I was there. I wanted to caress and stroke his hair, letting my hands slip down to the side of his face, stroking his cheeks with my thumb as I leaned in and...

CRACK

"Take it or leave it Kaoru. It's as good as you're gonna get." I growled in frustration.

Kaoru just stared at me in shock, looking back and forth from my fist still buried within the wood of my wardrobe door and my scrunched, angered face.

"Okay." He replied softly, taking slow footsteps towards the bed. I didn't move an inch, I was too scared...no, too petrified to move in fear of having another sexual onslaught of imagery course through my brain and body.

I waited, patiently for Kaoru to settle down in the bed sheets before I made my way to the loveseat. In my angered state, I had forgotten about the blanket but I didn't care anymore. I was already cold.

Finding a cosy position, I lay my head down on a silk cushion and closed my eyes. "Goodnight Hikaru." Kaoru whispered sleepily.

I didn't care enough to reply.

xXx

Kaoru

It was no surprise that the room was empty when I woke up the next morning. The nightmare had since subsided and was now just a secondary thought in my subconscious. The primary thought? What was going on with Hikaru?

I just didn't get my brothers behaviour at all. It was abnormal and unlike him, border line schizophrenic. Was it anxiety? It was as if one minute he was my sweet and caring...albeit immature brother and the next he was cold and withdrawn, ignoring me all the time and trying to avoid me.

And I hated it.

I just wanted my brother back.

His behaviour was one big mystery to me and it had affected everyone. At the host club it felt like he was drifting further away. The whole 'brotherly love' persona was falling apart slowly but surely and it angered both Tamaki and Kyoya. Tamaki hated the fact that a vital column in his proverbial coliseum was falling apart and Kyoya was just annoyed that all those recent behind the scenes magazines he had recently printed had to be changed.

Okay, even I admit it's funny and slightly rewarding to watch a pissed of Tamaki but Kyoya was just a devil in disguise when he got angry...that, was scary.

Although those two probably cared more about business than Hikaru's mental wellbeing, I did spot one person who was more worried for Hikaru than even me.

Haruhi.

Every time I looked over at her in class, at the host club or anywhere around the Academy, she was always looking out for Hikaru, asking if he was okay and bringing him snacks, even if he always turned them down. She really did care for him.

My brother really needed some help, but even Honey's sweet smile and energetic attitude couldn't get through to him. Then who would?

I sighed out loud when no answer came to mind, I decided it would be best to try and figure this whole ordeal out later when I wasn't so worried and had a bit more free time to think. For now, school awaited.

I got out of Hikaru's bed, his smell still lingering on my pyjamas and made my way out and down the hall to my own, empty bedroom.

Still stuck deep in my train of thought, I was unaware of an approaching presence until the figure had knocked into me, zapping me back into the realm of reality.

"Oh Kaoru, you're awake."

Hikaru

"Sorry." I stated simply, noticing that my twin was already dressed in his uniform and his book bag held over his shoulder. "You're up and ready early".

Hikaru blushed. "Erm...yeah I told Mori that I would help him with his history assignment. We're meeting up early in the library so we can work on it in quiet."

"Well...that's nice of you. You probably didn't have to get up so early though."

"It's not that early..."

"I always wake up at six."

"Early bird catches the worm." Hikaru replied in a cocky manner, before I could even reply he slipped past me to the staircase and was out the front door before I could even comment on his strange and unusual behaviour.

He was definitely avoiding me. Mori was smart, really smart and never needed help with assignments. Even so, if he was helping out Mori there was no way Hikaru would get up so early, he was in no way a morning person and could even rival Honey's hostile attitude when woken.

I really couldn't stop thinking about this whole situation; even as I got dressed into my own uniform I just could not stop thinking about Hikaru and his wellbeing. I couldn't help but think over and over about how he so desperately wanted to become an independent person, and somehow that seemed to mean taking me out of the whole picture completely, which was unfair.

But at the same time his reasoning when he had first suggested the idea was comprehendible, I understood his ideology and the fact that we wouldn't be together all the time. I saw it as a way to adjust early on into adult life...now it seemed more like a complete withdrawal from one another.

Maybe it was just the fact that he wasn't coping with trying to become independent, I mean we had always been together and had cared for each other for our whole lives. Maybe he just didn't know how to live his life without having someone right by his side to keep an eye on him and care for him.

Maybe he needed someone, someone else.

"THAT'S IT!" I cried out loud. Hikaru needed someone else to care for him, if it wasn't me, then it had to be someone else.

And only one person immediately came to mind.

I grabbed my phone from my bedside table and hit the speed dial. It rang a few times before a familiar voice answered.

"Hello? Oh Kaoru, what are you calling me so early for? You know I need my beauty sleep."

"Tamaki...I need your help with a plan."

xXx

OK honestly, I really am trying not to slip into bad habits but this just...happened so a big apology for the late update.

Also I am in the middle of waiting to hear back from a job interview and if I get it I will have less time to write and update but I will make sure that there is still a weekly chapter update. I can't leave my fans; I love you guys too much!

So as always please favourite and review, reading all your reviews make me smile and motivate me! :D

Stay tuned for the next update...just what is Kaoru's big plan?

Hatsuharu Lover OUT! xx

Tamaki: Does this plan involve my spears?

Hatsuharu Lover: Oh hell no, I'm not having you start world war three.

Tamaki: Damn! Does it include Haruuuuhhhhiiiiiii!

Hatsuharu Lover: You get no say in this! Now wait patiently and you will find out. *confiscates spear* you get this back when the next chapter is out.

Tamaki: *whines and starts cultivating mushrooms in a corner*