After a crazy dream I had about Kerry and tony i decided to write this , it supposed to be a one shot but you never know how these things go;). This is fictional, imagination can take you all EVERYWHERE. It took me here :) _

Tony and Kerry had a beautiful relationship, if they weren't married with other people, you would certainly think they were together. They were friends, but still something about their friendship was special. Everyone once in a lifetime had this kind of relationship , the kind where you stand in between , you're not together,but you're not apart. You share with them one of the oddest but still fascinating relationship you could ever have. It's odd and weird as they often said in interviews but its perfect , its something you cant fake , you cant deny , its there and you feel it every time the other one is in the same room. They usually didn't like to talk about it , maybe because there was no need to or maybe because they were scared something would change if they did. Other than that, they were not cheating on their respective spouses , what Kerry and Tony had ,ended when they walked out of the building work, what they had didn't hurt anyone, it was just a guilty pleasure they shared and kept for themselves only.

That day they had to shoot 3x08, "vermont is for lovers too", 2 days before they had the table-reading and they both couldn't wait to shoot the scenes between Olivia and Fitz.

"Hello beautiful" Tony said approaching her. He was a gentle and kind man , he liked to make people around him feel loved and appreciated. He didn't hide that and everyone knew he loved and respected Kerry so much.

"Hey" She simply said , hugging him tightly. She pulled away just to say "we missed you" lookin deeply in his grey eyes. He smiled back "more like you missed me". She laughed and turned away and made her way to the hair and makeup station, she had to get ready to shoot.

He was working at another project so they hadn't spent a lot of time together lately and they hadn't shoot an intimacy scene like this one in what felt like forever.

"OK, everybody , we're ready to shoot" Ava Duvernay, the director, said.

Kerry and Tony were ready, Kerry had on this beautiful coat and Tony a sweater that hugged his arms perfectly and a pair of brown pants.

"are you ready?" Kerry said, looking at him with a daring gaze. "im super ready, are you?" he answered , with the same daring look and just walked to discuss a few things with the cameraman guys.

They shoot the first sequences of the Olitz scenes. Now they only had 2 more to shoot.

"I want it to be romantic, and erotic. Let's do it!" Ava said.

"you will not have problems with that, these two are..." Shonda who was now standing right behind the director said,she had problems to find the right words, which was weird for a writer but it wasnt easy to define what they were.

"...something" and with that she left the room.

When kerry and Tony were shooting these kind of scenes , only a few crew members were allowed to see it. This allowed the two of them to have more "intimacy", scenes like these were not easy to shoot, actually they were the hardest and the oddest.

The scene started on the floor, they were fully dressed. "you better be careful of what you do" Tony said, while lying down on the floor. She looked at her questionably , while she set her tighs on each side of him, positioning her ass on his crotch "just... don't move too much" she smiled and nodded at him.

"ACTION" someone yelled. Kerry started caressing his chest running her hands through his sweater while he caressed his thighs , up and down, both moving in sync. "CUT"

"you know, i think this would look better if Tony had his sweater off "Kerry said, smirking at him. The director who was a woman and had a little crush on Tony , (Autor note: who doesn't DOH!) "i think you're right, you two stand in that position , Tony take off that shirt, Kerry you take off his belt and aaaaction" .

He was now shirtless, Tony was 53 but had a sculpted body of a 30 years old. He worked out and keep his body healthy and hot to look at. She ran her fingers through his chest , until her fingers reached his pants and then rested on his belt, working to unbuckle it . He was watching her, the writers were very clear on that point, they wanted the eye contact and that was not hard to achieve. It was a pleasure for Tony to watch her . And his brain was saving all of that for later. "Cut" "Tony take off her shirt" He sat up making 0 space between their bodies. Without breaking eye-contact he undid the bottoms of her blouse, and slowly took it off . Tony nosed her and made her smile, releasing all the frustration. He started the kiss and she depened it. He was good, he used his tongue in the right ways. They had it all , they were into each others embrace and the world around them just disappeared for a few seconds , it was that easy, he made it easy for her and she made it easy for him. But something in all of this was hard , and it was not easy to hide, his ears were red and his pants were definitely tighter. What was hard to do was not to stake her in front of anyone right there and there. She was on fire, she had the power to make him aroused in a couple of seconds and he had always to contain himself from going crazy.

Also they've been doing this for some time now so the desire for her was beyond unthinkable. "okay guys that's a wrap" the director said before taking a deep breath,composing herself after what she had seen. While everyone was going out of the room , they stayed there. Still laying on the floor , lost in each others. He was on top of her and she laid facing the floor. "Tony" "need a second" He said , rolling off of her. She turned her face toward him and smiled , then she said "you're getting old " "Im not, i could…. am not" he was so careful with words , he didn't want to embarrass her. She did this to him , she made him loose his breath, and fight really hard not to do what his body wanted really hard to . She sat up and crossed her legs , indian style, only then she ran her eyes all over his exhausted body , her eyes were caught by a detail on his pants , she couldn't help but stare. Tony caught her looking and sat up too, "I'm sorry…. i don't want you to feel…." "I feel pleased " she cut him off and caressed his right cheek and then his ear which was on fire right now. She replaced her hand with her lips, kissing his cheek and then his ear. "I'm going to take a cold shower" she said before leaving. He let out a long sigh and watched her walking away.