So I decided to do Junjou Egoist before Sekaiichi Hatsukoi.

I hope you will like it. :D

And now Enjoy!


Chapter 1

„ Hiro-san...I love you!" Nowaki embraced Hiroki from behind and pulled him closer.

„ Hai,hai..." Hiroki sighed. The past week his lover was even more clingy than usual.

Wonder what's with him lately.

„ Ne...Hiro-san do you love me?"

The brunette blushed bright red and hit Nowaki on the head.

„ Don't go around and just say such embarrassing things"

He freed himself from Nowaki and turned around.

„ I have to go now so-" He paused when he saw how sad the other looked.

That can't possibily have hurt him, right? I mean I'm always like this...

Hiroki couldn't bear seeing his brat so down.

While blushing heavily he took one step forward and kissed Nowaki on the lips. It was just a light one, but for Hiroki it was embarrassing nevertheless.

„ I have to go to work now... I'll see you later." He the turned around and walked out of the apartment not noticing that Nowaki still looked sad.


As Hiroki returned home Nowaki greeted him with his usual bright smile.

On the table was a big meal which the older one looked at in surprise.

„ Why the big meal? Is there a special occasion?", he asked while hanging up his coat.

Nowaki didn't answer and just looked at his boyfriend with those sad eyes that seemed to pierce Hirokis heart.

Without realizing he made two steps towards Nowaki and was pulled in a tight embrace.

The younger one burried his face on his shoulder.

Nowaki? It's like his fighting with himself...

Hiroki returned the hug, trying to comfort his lover although he didn't know the reason.

He just felt helpless when his usual cheerful and confident brat was so sad and unsure.

He couldn't help blushing when Nowaki pulled him even closer, nearly choking him with the embrace.

„ Hiro-san...I want you..." The youngers voice was deep and dark, dripping of desire. The brunette blushed even more at that.

That voice turned him on so badly... it was so sexy...

He felt how he became erect. But Nowaki wouldn't notice. His own bulge pressed against his lovers leg.

„ Let's ear first...", Hiroki said while pushing the dark haired man away.

Otherwise I'll get nothing today...

„ Hiro-san...", Nowaki whined and tried to get closer again.

„ Don't you dare touch me until after the meal!" The brunette gave him a glare, feeling guilty at the same time to make Nowaki endure his hard cock.

He sometimes worried that Nowaki would leave him because of his bad temper. He knew that Nowaki was popular with girls and boys. If the boy would ever decide to break up he couldn't change that. And it scarred him terribly.

But he won't leave me because of things like that. I mean that's part of me... and he said he loves all of me...so... Hiroki tried to reassure himself.

He felt Nowakis stare on him, making him hot all over, clearly showing it on his face but he didn't respond to that wanting eyes.

Even though he tried to stay calm he couldn't help but eat faster thatn usual. He just hoped Nowaki wouldn't notice. That would be far to embarrassing.

He may sometimes act cold but he wanted the other man as much as he was wanted.

As soon as he finished Nowaki pulled him up and kissed him passionatly. Swirling their tongues around each other.

With one hand in Hirokis hair he held his lover closer, keeping him from escaping. But much to his surprise the older one didn't resist.

He withdraw for a moment to catch his breath.

Hiroki was red as hell. His eyes wanting, his breath irregular.

Nowaki again thrusted his tongue in his lover mouth, tasting him, again interwining their tongues.

Hirkoi trembled and his legs gave in. He now was only supported by Nowakis strong arms.

„ Hiro-san.", the deep, huskily voice mumled against his lips. The older one shivered as he heard it, as he saw the strong desire in the blue eyes.

A small moan escaped his mouth making Nowaki rock hard.

He pressed against Hirokis leg trying to find some relief, but that made even more painful.

So he lifted the brunette up and carried him to the bed in bridal style.

Hirkoi didn't resist. He wanted Nowaki...NOW.

He didn't even care as Nowaki threw him on the bed, not gently like usual but impatient. It hurt a little but for him it was a sign how much he was wanted so he couldn't care less.

„ Nowaki...", he said out of breath.

Nowaki crwaled over him, bending over to kiss him passoinatly. Then he placed sweet kisses on Hirkos collarbone, making him shiver all over.

„ Ahn..." Hiroki twisted his legs to make his hard cock less painful but Nowaki parted them instantly and placed himself between them.

„ Hiro-san...", he mumbled while his hand went in the others pants and began to stroke over the underwear.

„ Ahh...nnn..." Hiroki placed a hand over his mouth to stop his cries as he couldn't hold them in.

He felt how Nowaki undressed him and then sucked on his nipples, making them hard.

„ Nowaki...nnn...ahh..."

Nowaki groaned as he heard his lovers voice. His erection throbbed painfully.

„ Hiro-san... I can't..." He reached over for the lubricant.

Although he couldn't hold back anymore he wanted Hiroki to enjoy this. The last thing he wanted was to hurt the older guy.

One of his fingers pushed against his partners entrance while his mouth sorrounded the others cock.

„ Ahh...Nowaki...there..." Nowaki pushed against Hirkois prostate making the man shiver and sream out in pleasure.

„ AHN...AHh... Nowaki..." The younger one sucked on his balls and then placed his mouth around his erection again.

Hirko bend his back as he came inside his lovers mouth, panting hard.

Nowaki already had three fingers inside him and he now moved them inside the man, making him hard again.

As he reached over for the condom his hand was helt back by Hiroki who blushed crimson red.

Nowaki looked at him wondering what he wanted.

„ Don't...bother... I want you...now..." Hirokis voice was very quiet, but Nowaki understood him.

„ Hiro-san...you should stop seducing me like that.", he said while shivering. Then he placed his cock on Hirkos entrance.

„ Ah...ah...nn..."

Nowaki groaned loudly as he felt his lovers tightness around him. He couldn't hold back his voice. Neither of them did.

With slow thrusts he went inside his lover until his full length was inside, hitting on Hirkos prostate.

„ Ahhh...MHM...Nowaki...right there...", the brunette moaned, not caring about his pride right now.

He pulled the younger one down and pressed their lips together.

He felt Nowakis shirt brush his chest and whined in frustration.

In my way...

Nowaki who seemed to have read his mind let go of Hiroki for a moment and threw his shirt on the ground.

Hiroki grabbed his shoulders and pulled him down again. So that they were chest on chest.

Nowaki held on to his lovers waist and thrusted inside his lover with all strenth. Making the one figure beneath him come again.

Hirkos insides went even tighter around Nowakis cock and he made one last, forceful push and then came inside the other one while he groaned again.

„ Hiro-san.", he whispered and kissed his boyfriend softly on the lips.

„ I love you."

Nowaki rolled down of Hiroki and pulled him in a tight embrace.

The older man couldn't help admiring his lovers broad shoulders and his manly chest.

He gently run his fingers over his lover body, which made the other shiver.

Then Hiroki felt something hard against his leg.

He first looked down and than up to Nowaki in great surprise.

„ Again?", he asked slightly shy.

„ Ignore it!", Nowaki said and pulled him closer.

„ But thats going to hurt...", Hiroki mumbled, blushing at his own words.

„ I don't mind. As long as I can hold you close like this.

But I mind..., the brunette thought.

His hand went down and grabbed Nowaki cock, stroking it with one hand.

Nowaki grunted at the touch.

„ Hiro-san...", he said while rolling over and pressing against the other mans hole.

Too embarrassed to speak Hiroki put his hands around Nowakis waist and pulled him inside him.


Late in the night Hiroki woke up. He felt cold and turned around to cuddle against his warm lover as he realized that the bed was empty.

His hips hurt quite bad and he frowned, trying to ignore how he blushed at the thought of their love-making.

Damn that Nowaki. Doing me seven times in a row...

He looked at the clock, noticing that it was only 4am.

„ Nowaki?", he asked into the empty room with a sleepy voice.

He didn't get an answer and sat up.

At that moment the door was opened and he saw Nowakis silhouette.

Alone the presence of the other male calmed him down and he laid back again.

He felt how Nowaki crawled onto the bed and kissed him on the ckeek.

„ Sorry to wake you...but I have to go now..."

Hiroki opened his eyes again, just half ways though because he was to tired to look at his lover properly.

„ I'll write you" Nowaki kissed Hiroki on the lips and stood up going to the door. Then he turned around once again and looked at his lover, who was falling asleep.

„ Goodbye...", he whispered and closed the door. Hiroki heard his lover leave but was to tired to notice what the boy had said and in which voice he did.

If he did he propably would have jumped up and ran after his lover.

But Hiroki fell asleep just like that and only realized how cold it was with his lover not next to him.


So that was chapter 1 of my Egoist fanfiction. I hope you liked it. Please review. :D