ZZ960107
What in the world is wrong with Suzaku I don't get him messing with a girl and say he loves Lelouch, god how much I want to slap him even though I love him xD, when you updated I didn't read just slightly keeping it for later I don't like reading just a glance but now I read it and remembered how much I love this story x3 will you update soon please?

R: sorry for the long time it takes me to update hopefully 2 chapters to go.

2xprincewolf09
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD, MAN! (screaming, after reading all 34 chap letting all the frustrations out while banging my head on the hardbound James Patterson's book)

CURSE YOU SUZAKU!(biased, doesn't want to blame Lelouch)

ok (has calmed down) gosh your story is so awesome (bow down before you) and it would be awesome for thee to update soon.

Oh yeah, it's been bugging me but what does Zero looks like? xP

R: he has red hair, I am partial to redheads :D thank you for the review.

c34Guest
I love this book, every book you write I end up loving it! When zero had red hair I thought of Diabolik Lovers and I thought of that one guy that had orange hair and he was in code geass for one episode I think his name was something to do with a Lion. I don't know, I don't remember, I know that Kallen killed him though. Anyways I really love this book I read it in two hours. another thing I love is the OCxOC, it's super cute but how old is lelouch's brother?

R: Ericus is 26 and Shubi is 8, quite a large age gap. Felt Ericus deserved to be blueballed for a while since he can't mate with a little kid.

May 13 c34 1I-Love-Trunks1
I hope the baby doesn't die. Poor Suzaku and Lelouch.

I love this story so much!

Cant wait for more!

R: Well its based on fans.

WHO WANTS Lelouch'S BABY TO SURVIVE?

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Feeling very self-conscious, as soon as I snuck back and laid down I heard the soft knock on the door, Suzaku opened the door soon after. I knew it was too soon for him to discover the bitch was dead. Hopefully I will play it off as a vampire attack, how I couldn't smell her true nature the minute I saw her was what left me confused.

She definitely was no pure blood, you do not kill them by crushing their hearts. You tear them to pieces and EAT their hearts or they keep living. In turn you are eternally corrupted and cursed. So she shouldn't have been able to hide her scent so well. My eyes fell to Suzaku who looked nervous as he approached me.

"Lelouch, I don't know what to say. I don't know how to say this. I couldn't protect you; I don't think I will be fit to lead this pack. First with Arthur; and now with Zero, Lelouch if I inherit this pack when I am 18. How do I protect my people if I cannot protect you, the single most important person to me." Suzaku bit his bottom lip and sat at the foot of the bed, eyes cast downwards to the ground in shame. Lelouch moved towards Suzaku, he wrapped his arms around Suzaku's shoulders.

Lelouch wasn't sure words would help so he sang.

Oh no, did I get too close?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry
Never made me blink one time

Lelouch's hands began to slowly unbutton Suzaku's shirt, the alpha froze. He looked full of so much pain. "I didn't know you could sing, I haven't been making you very happy have I? you deserve so much better." Lelouch held him in his chest and continued to sing.

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally

"I don't deserve to be loved" he pushed away from Lelouch trying to carefully let the dark haired male know he wanted to be let go of. Lelouch held him in place refusing to let go instead he pressed a kiss to Suzaku's forehead. "I am sorry I couldn't protect you"

Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies
Know that you are worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through the storm I would
I do it all because I love you, I love you

The lyrics broke Suzaku's heart as Lelouch continued to sing, who had ever heard of an alpha crying in his mate's chest like some cub. Yet here Suzaku was crying in Lelouch's arms receiving love and comfort in the song lyrics Lelouch was singing to him with love. He wasn't sure how he and Lelouch had gotten to this position, with him resting his head on his lover's laps as he continued to sing to the alpha in love and adoration. He didn't know how he would tell Lelouch he would lose their child. He didn't know how he would be the support pillar when he, himself was falling apart. He wasn't sure if he wanted to tell Lelouch at all.

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
Acceptance is the key to be
To be truly free
Will you do the same for me?

Lelouch paused the singing, "What is upsetting you so much?" Lelouch asked. It made Suzaku's heart break into a million pieces. He would never want Lelouch hurt and yet he had hurt his lover on so many occasions. He was still young and dealing with emotions were difficult, most mates just wait till 18 and yet he had jumped the gun. He should have courted Lelouch properly. Taken time to know his lover better, surely a lot of the heart break would be avoided if he wasn't so eager. Having no one to give him proper advice was properly what led up to this.

"I-" he choked on the words.

"Do you want me to keep singing to you?" Lelouch asked. Suzaku silently nodded his head, just wanting to spend forever in Lelouch's hands as he sang love songs to him feeding his ego.

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
And there is no fear now
Let go and just be free
'Cause I will love you unconditionally (oh yeah)
I will love you (unconditionally)
I will love you
I will love you unconditionally

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Suzaku smiled as he woke up beside Lelouch. That peace was there for a while, then the thoughts of him losing his child sunk in and he felt so alone. He shut his eyes and just wanted to remain in this presence then he realized he needed to fuck Lelouch again. He needed his mate to start devising battle strategies because with the war coming, it was clear that most of the werewolves would die off.

Suzaku POV

I had to be strong, what happened yesterday could never happen again. I have to be an impenetrable wall for Lelouch's sake. I sat up and took a deep breath, Lelouch should be waking up soon. "What the hell are you doing here?" I watched as Lelouch turned to glare at me with angry purple eyes.

"I am sorry" I whispered and reached out to grab him and pin his struggling body to the bed, he was screaming for me to stop. I ignored him and ripped off his clothes and mine too his hand got a smack to my face. I growled and circled my hand around his throat. He smiled.

"I prefer you kill me than touch me. Only Zero will ever be good enough for me" he said. I chuckled and kissed him before slipping my fingers into his tight hole, and stretching him out. He was already leaking.

"Your body still knows who it belongs to." I mocked him before Pulling my fingers out he stared with wide eyes at my slicked sticky fingers. Fingers I licked clean, he made a face and remained silent. "Your body will always know it was made to satisfy only my alpha sized penis and not some fucking blood sucker."

My hand left his throat and spread his legs, he wasn't struggling just staring at me with hatred, knowing I was right. I pushed into him and he shut his eyes back arching back as he let out a long moan. "how do you want it baby?" I mocked. His arms reached out around my back and grabbed me. I waited till he attempted movement.

I pulled back and slammed into him hitting his pleasure point immediately, he screamed loudly. Clawing at my back his eyes filled with unshed tears and emotions. "Suzaku!" he said as I pulled back slowly and slammed back in hitting there again.

I flipped him to his side and put his leg on my shoulder so I could fuck him even deeper, if I was going to have to do this every morning might as well enjoy it.

Soon enough I was coming in him and he was moaning louder as he spilled his sterile seed all over his stomach.

The baby bump. Our baby….

If anyone would eat Zero's heart it would be me. I don't care if it corrupts me, I want him dead and gone. I pulled out softly, and Lelouch turned to me looking shocked. "Did you just- as I slept- you-"

"Did I fuck you as you were unconscious? Yes. I plan to keep doing that for a while." I said trying to smile, he looked confused.

"Is this some new kink with you?" Lelouch asked me and it made me smile and nod my head know it was a lie. I was raping him and I hated it, though the sex was amazing and I was getting laid more than I did usually.

"I think this war needs to be done as soon as possible, the longer we wait the more likely it is for them to have the element of surprise call a meeting today that we need to set out in 2 days and have a plan today. We should have the formation of the warriors of every wolf pack and everyone alerted that Zero isn't on our team." Lelouch was speaking but all I could think was how lucky I was to have him by my side and how much I loved him, how much I needed him and how much I would give to protect him.

"Can you repeat what you said again, I got lost in your eyes." I said, it made him elbow me in the gut and kick me out of bed, really.

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Ericus hated this snot nosed brats, right now he was trying to get this hot girl's number when the brat pops up and throws a milkshake at her face. I glared at him irritably, he wasn't going to fucking put out so why the bloody hell was he cock blocking me? Taking a deep breath I stared at the girl stomp off.

"What the- why would you-" I growled at him and he smirked back. Fucking 8 years old and he was already too cocky for his own good.

"You bit me, if you are going to go flirting with older women I will let JJ touch me and kiss me" he said as he glared at me, really? He was threatening me with a little snot nosed boy in his class that made a spectacle of asking my mate to be his in the middle of the parking lot. I would have ripped him to pieces if Clovis and the others hadn't held me back.

"I dare his fucking ass and I dare yours you brat. Try it and you will regret it." I snapped, he knew he got me by the fucking balls when he sat back with a smile.

"The lady on the next table has been staring at you, why don't you go and introduce yourself" he said. It's no fucking wonder my brother is an idiot for Konan, I fucking thought dominates ruled the fucking world.

"Fuck you kid" standing up I grabbed his hand and we were going home with me still blue balled, at least with this fucking war I would know where to direct this sexual frustration.

"I thought so satan, we I am going to be in hell so will you" he replied.

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Tbc

Well sorry for the delay, hopefully 2 more chapters to go.