Look How Far We Have Come.

This is my first fanfic so please review and tell me how I can improve thanx

Rating: M

Paring: tama/haru,

Enjoy!

"Tamaki-kun what's your favorite type of music?" one of the girls asked. The boy replied by ghosting his hand over her cheek and cupping her jaw so that their faces were inches apart.

"The one you prefer the most princess." The blond haired boy replied.

"Ahhhh!" all six girls screamed in moe.

That was all I could witnessed before I couldn't take it anymore and turned back to face my guests. They must have seen the hurt expression on my face because…

"Are you all right Haruhi-kun?" asked one of the girls that was sitting at the table in front of me, slightly flushed, embarrassed by her question.

"Oh well you see my dad is out for a week on businesses so i'm all on my own." I replied sheepishly. No way was I going to tell them what the reason was.

Every time I see him with a costumer I always feel I pang of jealousy. I've been in love with him for as long as I've known him. I only realized when he nearly left us for good. (I know I can sometimes be oblivious with my feelings. Well most of the time.) I couldn't bear to see him flirt with other girls it broke my heart and it hurt so much.

I couldn't take it, it hurts too much and I couldn't look at him anymore. So I stood up suddenly. I could feel the tears sting my eyes but there was no way I was going to let them spill. So I ran, I ran through the door slamming them behind me. I could hear people shout after me but I ignored all noises. I sprinted down the halls out the gate and into the street after about 10 minutes of running me body had given up.

It was pouring down I was scared of confronting my feelings scared that I would be rejected and on top of that scared that there might be thunder.

I feel my knees give in, no one was around to witness my fall so I let myself go I cried for the first time since my mum died and fell to my knees my head bowed in defeat hands against the wet pavement. I have no idea why I'm crying any more all he did was do his job but right now I hate him so much. How can he not see I'm suffering?

BOOM!

"ahhhhh" no, no, no it can't be thundering right now were I'm I, I need to get home and fast.

The rain is pouring down harder battering against my back and head. I hear footsteps run over to me mixed in with the sound of the rain hitting the floor.

"Haruhi what's wrong with you?!" Tamaki shouted at me, I've never heard him so angry. It's not like I did it on porpoise it all your fault! I shouted at him in my head, this caused me to let out a louder sob. All I could do was look up at him tears mixed with rain making it hard to see if I was crying or not but my facial expression and sobs gave it all away.

"You can't just run of all by yourself to an unknown part of town!" he said still shouting. All I could do is sit up and stare at the ground. I knew he was right but I couldn't go back in time, I had to face my faults head on.

I can't just hope that pretending it never happened is going to make it all go away.

My thoughts were interrupted when I felt him wrap his arms around me and carry me bridal-style to the limo he had obviously came in. The thunder was still booming outside and with every BOOM! I hid deeper into his chest soaking his clearly expensive shirt with my tears. I could hear his heartbeat, to hear the heartbeat of the man I love and his sweet cologne that smelt of roses and another rich cent I couldn't quite catch, calmed me down incredibly. "To Haruhi's please" I heard him order his driver.

"Yes sir."

"I'm sorry for shouting at you," he started, his smooth voice just above a whisper "but please tell me why you ran off?" he finished, stroking my head as if I were a distressed cat or dog.

I mumbled my answer into his shirt but I'm guessing he didn't hear me because he asked me to repeat.

"I said, I was jealous." I said through my sobs. What he did next came to me as a shock. He captured my lips in a kiss although it was short I could tell he poured his whole heart into that one kiss, and all I could do was stare wide eyed into his closed ones.

"Jealous of what?" he whispered into my ear only after kissing it.

"you." I responded while he kissed down my neck sending shivers down my spine.

"Why?"

"Because…" I gasped as he bit down hard on my collar bone then kissing the spot he had just bit. "Because, it's hard watching you flirt with all those girls." I continued now burring my head into his shoulder.

I had now recovered from my tears and the thunder had now stooped. He pulled back from his kissing and looked me strait in the eye I knew he could see my deep blush even in the darkness of the car. (limo)

"But you know it's just for fun. The girls there know it is not real, yes some may go overboard, but the truth is…"he started kissing back up my neck "You're…" Now at my jaw nibbling softly at the skin there sending waves of pleasure to my abdomen "the only girl for me." He then captured my lips in a soft loving kiss and this time I gladly replied to his kiss by parting my lips slightly. As I felt his tongue start to enter my mouth the driver had interrupted us."

"Master Tamaki we have arrived at fujioka residence." he said in a monotone voice.

Both I and Tamaki parted and he thanked the driver as soon as he opened the door for us to get out. Tamaki had insisted he'd be a gentle man and walk me to my door I tried to resist but he just turned his famous 'puppy dog face' and we already knew who won.

Once we were at the door I started digging through my satchel for school for my keys one I got them I stuck the right one into the door and started to turn the key as I felt Tamaki grab my wrist and pull me to him and engulfed me in a hug he kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear.

"I love you." I was so surprised and a felt myself stiffen in his grasp I could tell he felt it to as he pulled back from the hug.

"Do you feel the same?" he asked I could see the fear of being rejected written all over his face. All I could do was nod my head.

He then pulled me into a tighter hug and started spinning around shouting 'Haruhi loves me!' he finally put me down and smiled brightly.

"So I only have one last question."

"Hmm?" I questioned

"Will you be my girlfriend?" he asked

"Yes!" I said with a sly smile that soon turned into a bright one as he gently pushed me against the wall resting his forehead against mine as he brushed his soft lips over my slightly parched one's lightly then harder. I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling of his lips against mine. I then felt his tongue graze against my lips as my heart began to beat louder I parted my lips for him to enter.

he kissed me gently with all the love and companion he had in him. he is french, he would know how to french-kiss the best. it was like nothing i had ever imagined before. his tongue gently stroked mine as he explored my mouth. he pulled back slowly so we could catch are breath. and then soon went back to kissing me.

soon he puled away, both of us panting lightly.

"What about all the girls at the host club?" I asked the blond man that was currently hovering above me.

"Well we will just have to tell them wont we."

"Wont they think were gay, and that can't be too good for the club" I said skeptically.

"Hmm, well we could always tell them you're a girl" he responded taping his index finger against his chin "I'll bring you the dress in the morning, bye!" he placed a quick kiss on my lip and ran back down to his waiting limo before I could utter a word.

I finished turning the key after the limo had drove out of my line of sight, and went straight to bed ignoring the look my dad gave me over his tea cup. tomorrow is going to be a long day. I thought to myself before drifting into a light sleep.

so that's the first chapter tell me what you think plz.

and btw this is probably not best tama/haru story ever but none the less enjoy! :)