He was gone...
He was gone and he was never coming back...
Why now? Why on any holy day on earth did he have to leave today? I had just walked out from a meeting with Gibbs and Vance when I looked at the breaking news bulletin that was on the tv. McGee and Abby watched it intently, I read the information that was racing across the screen: American Army plane shot down over the Pacific ocean, so far no survivors found, believed to be a terrorist plot, investigators are working on the remains that have been found. I remembered what Gibbs had told me just a couple of days ago, "Don't worry Zi; Tony will be home in three days and he will be here for the baby". Now though it all came crashing down, tha plane was the plane he was on, the one that would bring him home to me, six months away and he was supposed to be home here with me, to be here for the birth of our child, and he was going to miss it. He was DEAD. I felt faint, dizzy and as if the whole world was slipping out from underneath me. The last thing I heard was a scream from Abby as I hit the ground.

*NCIS*

I woke to a pain in my stomach, it hurt all I wanted to do was sit up and clutch my stomach. I felt hands on my shoulder and then heard Gibbs
"Its alright Ziva, calm down sweetie. You fainted and went into labour at the same time. Your in hospital now sweetie" He said. I opened my eyes and saw Gibbs smiling down at me
"Tony?" I asked, the look on his face told me that he believed he was dead too and I really felt like hitting something instead I felt the warm moist tears stream down my face, Gibbs sat next to me and held me close reassuring me as best he could, but everytime I looked at his face I knew how much he doubted the words that were coming out of his mouth.
"Ms David, here is your little girl" the nurse said once I had calmed down and was ready to see my baby girl. I held out my arms and watched as Gibbs smiled happily. I smiled at the young girl in my arms and looked into the blue eyes that she had inherited from her father, I smiled happily as I stroked the light brown hair that sat atop her head. She was adorable.
"I love her so much Gibbs" I said not looking up from the little girl in my arms.
"What are you naming her?" he asked, the pride on his face clearly showing through.
"I like the name Sadi Toni DiNozzo" I said smiling happily at the little girl.
"That is such a cute name Ziver. I'm sure Tony will love it too" he said kissing the top of my head before looking toward the door, I looked over his shoulder and saw McGee and Abby waiting to come in. I nodded at Gibbs and he let them in. Abby rushed to my side and kissed the top of my head.
"I thought I lost you Ziva, never ever freak us out like this again" Abby said still hugging me, it was only when she felt Sadi squirm beneath her arms that she pulled away
"Isn't she just the cutest little thing that you ever saw?" she gushed and I smiled.
"Here, hold her. Aunty Abby meet your niece Sadi Toni DiNozzo" I said handing Abby my daughter.
"What about me?" McGee asked from behind Abby,
"You get to hold her later Uncle Timmy" I said smiling

A/N: Ok well I don't know what you guys will think about this maybe you will like it or not, please leave a review and tell me what you think