I know I said I wouldn't get back together with Finn. I say things and don't mean them all the time. That saying, the grass isn't always greener on the other side, suddenly makes sense. I told Finn I was ruling the Fire Kingdom with Cinnamon Bun. Cinnamon Bun is a good friend and all, even though he's naïve, but I now hate my life. It's dull without Finn, the only reason my flames still burned. I also have to deal with my annoying dad's presence. He always complains and wants me to let him out of the lantern, but I had no choice. Dad needed to feel my pain. He doesn't understand the feeling of having no friends, not being able to go wander in the world, and intimidating people just because I have a bad temper and happen to be a Fire Elemental. My only hope of happiness was from when I met Finn. He was the only person I met at the time who didn't seem scared of me. But the problem is, he's human, and like I said before, I'm a Fire Elemental. It hurts to be in a relationship that meant the world to you, and just a hug would hurt the person you love. People always think I'm mad and evil, but there's more to me. Finn was the only one who showed me that. Our breakup left me depressed forever. My one wish is that I could be human and date Finn normally, where I wouldn't burn him. But I have my dad and my elemental matrix in the way. Dad obviously hates Finn, and my elemental matrix can't handle extreme romance. People thinks it's easy being a girl that can burn whatever she wants. But in my life, it's all about depression, fighting, and wanting to discover the world. Finn was the only way I beat depression. But now that I left him, I haven't smiled since. Not even for a second. Breaking up with him was the worst decision of my life. If only he knew, my life would return to how it should've been the whole time...