The day went fast and boring. I can't even believe that the day is about to come to an end and glee club practice is on. With my eyes roaming the now empty hallway, I tried to supress a yawn as I open my locker, the cold metal swung open revealing stacks of books and few accessories I used to tuck inside. Pictures of Brittany, Dani and me taped on the either side, and I can't help the small smile that lingers my lips recalling how close we got, well not before I admitted my feelings on Brittany knowing that she actually felt the same thing, then after a year we just broke up like that, because of the lemon haired boy with that gargantuan mouth. Since, everything never went normal, even it still kind of does I know that there got to be something that has changed.
If there's something constant in being in a relationship with one of your best friends, you'll never ever be friends again, never. So at least save those feelings away, just to keep your friendship a little bit safe. And talking about that I heard the slamming of someone's locker followed by the familiar footsteps behind me.
"Hey." Brittany greeted brightly, standing beside me and I can't help the way my body froze whilst I still got my chemistry book hanging in the air.
"Hey, B." I smiled a little bit tense completely facing her.
"Are you okay?" she asked.
"What? I'm fine." I countered before slamming my locker a little louder than I intended to.
"San, about what happened last month, about us breaking up." She trailed and I just nod to keep her talking. "I hope you're coping up. Because, Santana you are my best friend and I want you to be happy and I'm just not the person to do that." she said with an apologetic look.
I can't help the pain searing inside my chest. I wanted that the floor would just wide open and swallow me whole. Why does she even have to do this?
"Of course, I'm happy that you made your choice even it's not me. But just like what you said I wanted you to be happy too." I mumbled as I adjust the strap of my backpack, my voice went out a little strong and I can see the glint of doubt in Brittany's deep blue eyes, I can feel that she's thinking that I'm still not over her, well I am. But I'm trying to move on, okay?
"Are you sure?" she inquired and I just nodded my head a little frantic than normal.
Brittany gave me a small smile just when she was about to hug me, Sam appeared out of nowhere pecking Brittany on the cheek his arm wrapping on her waist.
Is it an actual crime if I could kill this person in front of me, well more of beside Brittany. I mean I can actually help America, it's just a matter of time Sam could swallow the whole world, accidentally.
"Hey, Santana." He greeted, those set of pearl white teeth showing, I just gave a tight lip smile with the hint of sarcasm in it, and of course Sam being the most genius of them all, bought it.
"I was just saying 'Hi' to Santana." Brittany smiled as she leant on his touch and I just wanted to puke, like seriously. "So see you in glee club, San?" she asked and I just nod in response groaning internally when they started to take the opposite way.
I closed my eyes to gain a little composure, my fist turning into a ball as I tried to keep myself a little upright. There's the little coiling inside my stomach as I recall the way her eyes glowing when he saw Sam, she used to look at me like that. Like I'm the only person existing in her world.
A single tap on my shoulder traced me out of my daze, and I can't help the gasp that escaped my lips.
"Jesus Dan!? Can you like not do that?" I sighed as I gave my chest some soothing circles.
"Do what?" she asked with the innocence dripping in her voice.
"Sneaking on me, I could have gone all ninja on you."
"You're not even a ninja, Santana." She laughed adjusting the strap of her guitar.
"Fine, but that doesn't stop me from tackling you." I laughed along before tugging her towards the hallway.
"You made your point." She giggled. "What was Brittany telling you?"
I gulped dryly at hearing her words. "Nothing, she was asking me if I'm 'coping up' after the break up." I mumbled as I quoted those words Brittany used.
Dani, she sighed a little louder before tugging on the hem of my top stopping my trance. "Are you?" she asked, her deep brown eyes staring at me, she got a single brow quirked like she was accusing me of something I did.
"I'm trying, okay? It's just been a month and that's not that easy." I sighed. "-it takes a typical person 17 months and 26 days to get over an ex they were in love with." I informed her like it was the simplest thing here in earth.
"Are you in love with her?" she asked and I found my mouth slightly agape.
"What kind of question is that?" I asked with my brows furrowed.
"Right. Sorry!" She chuckled and just that I froze in my place. "San." She called when she's finally two steps away from me.
Am I in love with Brittany? I don't know.
"Santana."
"Wh-what?" I stuttered out.
"We're gonna be late." She mumbled.
I shook my head throwing any thoughts bubbling inside my head, and I ended up following Dani's stance through the choir room. It was a minute or two of silence when I heard Dani clearing her throat.
"Do you maybe want to hang out tonight?" She asked, she got her head bowed down fidgeting the hem of her shirt.
I stare at her for a second before nodding anyways, and I mean its Friday using this night to mope around my room is not an option. "Sure, why not." I answered straightaway just in time we enter the choir room, and I was immediately greeted by Sam and Brittany's flirting session on the front row, my jaw clenched in an instant, thanks to Dani who was fast to shove me on the shoulder throwing me back to reality.
"Not too subtle, San." She whispered.
Judging by the amount of times I yawned, this happens to be the longest glee rehearsal I've been to, it's like every syllable escaping Mr Schue's lips were like tons and tons of paragraph. So when the bell rang, blaring inside the room, I was fast to grab my things and walked towards the door when someone held me by the wrist.
"Hey."
"Hey? What's up?"
"I was just thinking if you wanted to maybe hang out tonight? Watch movie and stuff"
"Sounds good." I mumbled almost right away, Brittany sent me a wink before walking out the room where Sam has been waiting.
Wait what? I just said yes to Dani, right?
Way to go Santana.
A/N: Now what? Thoughts?