A/N: I love NaLu so I decided to write this! It's not a collab. It's a fic I (Rin) wrote myself. The name is from a song. I liked one of the verses and is somewhat inspired in the story. It's by a band called, Pierce the Veil (punk/post-hardcore). If you're interested in listening to it. c: Lucy's POV. I will update this on Friday with the second chapter. I hope you like it! -Rin

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Fairy Tail or Pierce the Veil (though I wish I did ;3).

"I love you. I don't care who knows or who sees us anymore!" a boy grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him. He used his free hand to caress my cheek and put his lips on mine. The lighting was bright so I couldn't see but I knew that voice, all to well. I heard gasps first followed by taunts all around me. The lighting got darker and I realized I was in school and all the students were giving me dirty looks and calling me horrible names. "Whore!" "Slut!" I heard all around. Echoing. No no no! This can't be happening! It can't! Suddenly the boy disappeared and it was just me. I crouched on the cold tile and all the students circled around me, throwing potatoes. Wait. Potatoes?!

"BEEP, BEEP, BEEP!" Shut up! I smashed the off button on my alarm. It was only a dream -more like a nightmare- I repeated to myself. I got up and looked in the mirror like every morning. I loved looking at my bed head. I've woken up with my hair in a matted mess of a nest at times and other days I would actually look pretty decent. But of course I always brushed it and styled it. Being the captain of the girls softball team and having my own seat at the popular table at lunch I couldn't possibly go without brushing my hair. I brushed my teeth and then brushed my blonde hair parting it in half horizontally, putting the upper half in a side ponytail. My signature hairstyle. I applied some mascara and red lipstick to go with. Something I was also known for. My red lips. Sadly, my school had a uniform policy so I got out the dark green baby poop plaid skirt that reached my knees and a button down white shirt with a black tie and a light brown blazer with the famous Fairy Tail Education Facility crest in the front pocket. Education facility just being a nicer word for school. It was still a deadbeat high school. I put on my uniform all buttoned up and knee high white socks with some ugly brown shoes to go with. I got my backpack and walked out.

"'Kay mom, bye!" I slammed the front door and ran as fast as I could before she lectured me about my uniform looking nice or about eating breakfast. I never ate breakfast.

A shiny blue car rolled in front of me, it was my boyfriend, Gray Fullbuster. I should be thrilled that a girl like me has a guy to pick her up and take her to school and in such a nice car too... I get in the car and he smiles at me. I sit in the passenger seat and he grabbed my chin and kissed me, a hard kiss. He was so rough sometimes. But that was what made me like him at first. "Ugh, don't do that, Gray!" I snapped. Feeling like I may have overreacted.

"What? I can't kiss my girlfriend now?" He looked at me with furrowed brows and then looked at the road and hit the gas pedal.

"It's not that." I whispered. He didn't respond. I got my lipstick from my backpack and fixed my make up. This is how it always was. We always fought. We fought about everything. We couldn't even go a date without arguing about why'd I take so long to eat or a random guy was staring at me at the movie theaters. It was a long quiet car ride.

I got out the car and waited for him to get out. While I waited I folded my skirt from the waistline to make it shorter and took off a few buttons off my shirt. There. Now I was me. I stared at my cleavage in the car window. I really felt uncomfortable buttoning my shirt all the way up and then having to wear a suffocating tie.

"Thank you for the ride." I got close and grabbed him by his neck, pressing my lips on his. I still liked to kiss him even though it wasn't how it was before. He deepened the kiss pushing me into the side of the car and lowering his hand from my waist. I pulled away.

"We should go before someone sees us." I said staring at a parking lot with no people in sight, I grabbed his uniform tie and wiped the lipstick off his lips. He wore his uniform wrong. More than a few of the buttons on his shirt were undone. Showing the features on his chest and a silver cross necklace he always wore.

"Aww, come on. We got like 5 minutes left before the bell rings!" he grabbed my waist. No I don't want to continue anymore. I know if I do my mind will just drift to that one person and I can't let that happen. What if I say His name. "No, I- I can't. I forgot I have to ask the softball coach about tryouts starting soon." I lied.

"Fine." his stared at me with his icy indigo eyes and walked ahead of me. "Don't be like that, Gray!" I yelled behind him. He was so short tempered. He did have a gorgeous face and a really athletic body. He was in the baseball team. That's one thing we shared. We'd practice together. Well he was in his field and I was in mine. But we were the cute baseball/softball couple of the school. Everyone loved us...

I got to first period and sat right by the window seat because I knew He would sit right in front of me. Contrary to popular belief, I actually did some of my classwork, despite being "popular". In order to stay in softball I had to have decent grades.

"Hey Lu-chan!" I stared up and it was my blue haired friend smiling at me. "Hi, Levy-chan!" I replied with a smile. I loved Levy. She really was my only true friend. She was supportive about mostly everything except that one thing... "I had another dream again." I whispered to her. She sat next to me. "What was it about this time?" she grabbed my arm, her eyes stern. "It was the same thing as before but always a different ending. This time they were throwing potatoes at me." I stared waiting for a concerned face but instead got a whole bunch of laughter. "Oh my goodness, potatoes?!" she cupped her mouth with her hands to strain her laughter, "Be glad you weren't naked this time!" she laughed some more and then stopped, seriousness returning to her eyes. "But, Lu-chan. You really should put an end to all this soon." she gave me a concerned look. "I know, Levy-chan, I kn-" I stopped and saw Him, Natsu Dragneel. His spiky rosy hair and his bright smile. His uniform was always worn wrong. His shirt wasn't tucked in and instead of a tie he wore a white scarf with thin black patterned lines that looked like scales. A gift from his dad. I swear every time I saw him my heart would flutter like crazy. If this were a cartoon, I'd have heart eyes and my heart would be pumping out of my chest! I was about to greet him but I saw his girlfriend followed suit, Lisanna Strauss.

"Hey Natsu!" "Hey Lisanna!" I heard some classmates say. I stayed quiet and just looked at him and smiled. His gorgeous jet-black eyes gleamed when he saw me and I felt my heart flutter even more. I got up and greeted Lisanna who hugged me back. She was my height with short silvery hair and blue eyes. We were somewhat friends. Well, I don't like to think of her as my friend because that just makes things worse for me in my case. "I saw this bag at the mall the other day that I know you're going to love!" she exclaimed sitting down in front of Levy. She got to sit right next to Natsu. It wasn't fair. Then again I wasn't fair to her. I never once thought to think about her and her feelings. I was so deep in thought that I didn't notice class had started and the teacher was in roll call until Levy nudged me on my arm, "What?" I said as I looked up and then realized I should have said "Here." instead.

"Umm, Mr. Makarov. May I use the bathroom?" I stood up. I need to walk a little, get my head straight. "Go ahead, just don't make your skirt any shorter." the old man smirked. I swear I saw a slight blush on his face. The class just stayed quiet apart from some laughter from Natsu and some others. I sometimes really think Mr. Makarov is a big pervert. He always said stuff like that. I walked out and headed to the bathroom, which was a bit far from my class. I was about to open the door when someone grabbed my hand and opened the door to the maintenance room next to it and stuck me there. Shit. What's going on? I couldn't see and I was pretty much scared for my life. I grabbed a chain from a light bulb in the ceiling and turned it on. I put my arms up in a kung-fu stance. I didn't even know kung-fu. The room was very small. It was dim but my eyes adjusted and there he was. My arms fell down my sides like jelly. "Hey beautiful!" it was Natsu.