Disclaimer: I don't own NCIS LA or its characters

A/N: hey guys this is my second story for NCIS: LA so please be nice guys. I hope that everything not to out of character in this story guys. This story is set in alternate universe.

Secrets Reveled

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

~ Alfred Lord Tennyson~

Chapter 1

Friday June 3, 2011

Deeks Apartment (8:50 pm)

Deeks looked over at his partner and saw that she was enjoying watching Greys Anatomy reruns with him.

Deeks thought that his partner looked good cute setting at the end of the couch her feet curled under her and Monty next to her with his head on her lap.

Ten mins later

The episode of Greys Anatomy that Kensi and Deeks were watching went off and they stood up and stretched.

They silently started to pick up their empty containers of food to be thrown away in the trash.

They throw away their containers in Deeks kitchen garbage can and made their way back in to Deeks living room.

When they entered Deeks living room they see Monty setting at the front door waiting for them to come back in to the room.

They watch as Monty sees them re-enter the room and then he barked at them letting them know that he has to use the bathroom.

"Hold on Monty boy let me get my shoes and your leash and we can go. Hey Kensi want to come with me to take Monty out on his nightly walk." Said Deeks as he put on his shoes and grabbed Monty's leash.

"Sure I'm game Deeks." Said Kensi as she slipped on her flip-flops and watched Deeks as he put Monty's leash on him.

Deeks looked up at Kensi and smiled at her as she made her way over to him and Monty.

Kensi stopped next to Deeks and Monty at the front door.

Deeks opened the door letting Kensi out first and then he followed her out with Monty by his side.

Kensi watched as her partner closed and locked his door behind them.

Beach Near Deeks apartment (9:15 pm)

Deeks Kensi and Monty all walked near the water line on the beach close to Deeks apartment.

Both Kensi and Deeks had their shoes off and in their hands as they let their feet touch the sand as they walked the beach with Monty not far ahead of them.

They walked side by side silently as they walked on the beach near Deeks place.

Deeks and Kensi were both deep in their thoughts as they watched Monty run through the water a few feet in front of them.

Their hands brushed as they contended to walk in silence on the beach.

Few mins later

Deeks and Kensi stopped walking and stood next to Monty who had laid down in the sand taking a break from walking.

Deeks and Kensi wordlessly set down in the sand with Monty in between them as they looked out at the moon over the shore.

They both were enjoying each other's company instead of their empty and lonely apartments.

Deeks couldn't take the silence anymore.

"Hey kens I have something to tell you and I want you to hear everything I have to say before you speak please." Asked Deeks in a soft low voice as he looked to his partner.

Kensi looked away from the moon and over to her partner Deeks after he was done talking.

Kensi sensing how important it was that she hear what Deeks about to tell her nodded to Deeks.

"Okay partner I'm lessening start talking." Said Kensi as she and Deeks locked eyes.

Deeks broke his and Kensi eye contact before he started talking.

"Kensi these past few months I've been thinking about our partnership and friendship and I've come to realize that what I feel for you is stronger than friendship or our partnership. What I'm trying to say is that I love you and I been in love with you since the moment I saw you in that MMA gym as Jason Wyler and you as Tracy. I just thought that I was about time I come clean to you and tell you how I feel about you." said Deeks in a nervous voice as he looked anywhere but at Kensi.

Few seconds pass in silence without either of them saying anything.

Then Deeks looks over to his partner and see that Kensi is standing up and dusting the sand off of her.

Deeks quickly stands up and reaches out and grabs a hold of Kensi elbow gently.

"Kensi wait! We need to talk about what I just confessed to you." said Deeks softly to his partner Kensi.

Deeks watched as his partner Kensi whipped her head around and glared at him and pulled away from Deeks.

"There's nothing to talk about Deeks. We are friends and partners and that all we can ever be. So just drop it already and forget what you just said to me okay? Good." Said Kensi sternly as she looked Deeks in the eyes.

Kensi started to walk away from Deeks and back to his apartment so she can get in her car and leave.

Deeks and Monty jog to catch up with Kensi. Who is a few feet ahead of them.

Deeks grabs Kensi arm and pulled her to a stop next to him.

"No Kensi I wont forget what I told you. I love you Kensi Marie Blye more than I've ever loved anyone before in my entire life. I'm scared of what I feel for you. I haven't had a lot of love in my life and I'm terrified of being hurt all the time. I've had too much hurt in my life. So I need you to know that I'm nothing like jack and I will never leave you ever Kensi. So please don't brush this off and forget about it. We can make this work I now we can kens." Said Deeks softly with lots of emotion in his voice as he looked at his partner who was looking anywhere but at him.

Kensi yanked her arm away from Deeks and looked at him as she backed away slowly from him.

"I'm sorry Deeks but I can't do this. Goodnight. I'll see you tomorrow at work." Said Kensi as she ran as fast as she could in the direction of Deeks apartment without looking back to see if her partner was following her.

Deeks stood there in shook as he was his partner run in the direction of his apartment and away from him.

Deeks was pulled out of his shock by Monty letting out a bark next to him.

Deeks reached down and petted Monty on the head and then attached his leash back to his collar.

Deeks fell to his knees next to Monty as tears made their way down his face.

He cried because he had just lost the best thing that ever happened to him.

Deeks sobbed as he realized that he just mast up his friendship and partnership with Kensi and nothing was ever going to be the same again.

Deeks set on the sand and pulled his knees up to his chest and held them there as he cried letting out all the emotions that he's held in for years.

15 mins later

Deeks had calmed down from his crying fest and was Lessing to the water lap at the shore line with Monty setting next to him.

Deeks has his impenetrable walls back up and no one is going to get through them or break them down ever again he knows better than to let anyone in again after Kensi rejection.

Deeks looks at his watch and see that it's getting late and he needs to get some sleep before work tomorrow.

So he gets up and grabs ahold of Monty's leash and they start making their way back to Deeks apartment.

Outside Deeks apartment (10:48 pm)

Deeks looked around the parking lot for his partner's car and he sees that it not there anymore and he realizes that she left already.

Deeks sighs before he starts walking up the starts of his apartment building.

Few mins later Deeks and Monty reach Deeks apartment door on the second floor.

They stop outside Deeks door as Deeks gets his keys out and starts to unlock the door.

Deeks is to busy trying to get his door unlocked that he didn't hear someone coming up behind him.

Deeks finally gets the door open and Monty goes running in and hops up on the couch and lays down.

Deeks keeps jiggling his key in the door trying to get his key out of the door-nob.

Before he knows what's happening he is hit over the head with something hard.

"I love you Kensi." whispered Deeks before he fell to the floor unconscious.

TBC…..

A/N: thanks for reading I hope you all liked it and that it was okay so far. More to come soon.