Your lights are on, but you're not home
Your mind is not your own
Your heart sweats, your body shakes
Another kiss is what it takes
You can't sleep, you can't eat
There's no doubt, you're in deep
Your throat is tight, you can't breathe
Another kiss is all you need...

Love... Love is complicated and hard to understand, you think you do what is the best for the person that you love with everything inside but then it just turns around and hits you right in the face because you were wrong and you hurt the person you loved the most.

Hurting the person you love the most hurts you more than it hurt them because you know you did something wrong, something that they would never forgive but they do... They forgive you and welcome you back in their arms. They hold you in their arms and promise you to never get angry again, to never scream at you. They promise that the next time, they will hear you out.

So I hold the love of my life in my arms as she wraps them around my waist and kiss her forehead. I don't know how she forgives me time after time even when I know that I don't deserve her forgiveness but I also know that I couldn't live without her so I let her forgive me for my mistakes.

"I love you." I whisper and kiss her lips, she moans in her sleep and I smile... My sweet, innocent girlfriend, my Anastasia.

I can't fall asleep; I can't sleep because I hurt her. Even when she tells me its okay, the guilt is eating my soul away and I still know she isn't telling me the truth... She wanted to tell me something important and she backed away because I scared her. I'm scared of getting too close, scared of losing her because she is the most important person in my life.

I hope tomorrow will be better; I hope tomorrow our routine will change and we will stop screaming our throats out at each other. That for once that I will agree with her or that she will once again agree with me.

I close my eyes and dream of the better and easier days. I wonder if it would be easier if I wouldn't have my own company and if I wasn't this rich. If my relationship with Ana would be easier if I wouldn't be me.

I know that I'm busy with all the other stories but I decided that I should sometimes change the stories around. I can honestly say that I need a change from True Love, I can't write all happy stories so this one will have a lot of drama but it will not be as heartbreaking as True Love.

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