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Remus

It was the beginning of sixth year. Today I was going to tell the guys. I was going to tell them my biggest secret – other than being a werewolf. I just had to find the right word to say it, and Merlin knows how long that would take. So, I was standing there, in the bathroom of the door, looking in the mirror, trying to find the right words to say. It just wasn't working for me. Normally, I was good at finding things to say, but obviously, today...my brain didn't want to co-operate with me!

"Ok. Guys, I need to tell you something." I said, to the mirror. "I've been thinking about this for a while now and I think I've finally figured it out. You see, the thing is that...I think anyway...that I...um...that I'm gay."

I stood there for a second in the silence, before groaning to myself. I gently placed my head on the cool surface of the counter, lacing my fingers together on the back of my head. It was hard and I didn't like it. I really didn't like it. I just wished it could all be over already, just so I didn't have to find a way to tell them and then actually tell the three of them. I was hoping that they would take the news well. I mean, it would be weird if they accepted the fact that I was a werewolf but not the fact that that I was gay. But I still had the worries, you know.

"It would be easier if I could just say 'guys I'm gay', instead of going through a whole bloody speech." I scolded myself, quietly. "But no, I have to go through the bloody speech don't I!"

"Well maybe you don't have to, mate." James' voice came from the door.

My head snapped up.

"Shit!" I breathed.

"Moony, open the door!"James called.

"No!" I yelled back.

As soon as I had seen the three of them standing there, I had slammed the door as quickly as I could and locked it. I had been locked in the bathroom in the dorm for fifteen minutes now, curled in the corner furthest away from the door, knees dragged up to my chest.

"Come on! Just open the door!" James called, again.

"No!" I yelled, again. "Can't make me!"

"Remus, open the door or we'll open it." Sirius said."

"No!"

"Have it your way then."

I could hear the three of them trying various spells on the door, though they didn't work. They then turned to trying to bash the door down. I did not think that they would try that. So, because the door wasn't as strong as it could be, it didn't take long before it was swinging on its hinges. Sirius stood there rubbing his right arm, frowning at the door. James and Peter were right behind him. I refused to look at any of them, resting my forehead on my knees, glaring down at my lap. I didn't really want to look at them. The embarrassment was bad enough. I heard footsteps come closer and felt someone poke the top of my head. I did laugh a little, but you would if someone came up and did it to you.

"So, you're gay." it was James.

Still not looking up, I nodded. I gripped my knees tighter, pressing my forehead further into my knees. This was not how I wanted this conversation to go and I didn't really picture them finding out while the three of us were in the bathroom, with me refusing to look up at them.

"Why didn't you tell us?" Peter asked.

I just shrugged. To be honest, I didn't actually know why I didn't tell them from the start, other than thinking about what their reactions would be. I honestly didn't know. At all. I sighed, curling in on myself even more, pressing back into the wall. If the wall or floor would open up and swallow me whole, it would have been great, but no. I had to stay sitting there. That was not a good thing for me.

"You're a stupid bastard for keeping this from us." James muttered. "You know we wouldn't care."

I just sat there. I didn't feel like talking. I felt like crawling under the covers of my bed and hiding there forever, until this all blew over and they forgot it. Though I don't think that would ever happen really. I mean, you couldn't really forget that one of your three best mates was gay, could you. Lucky me, huh?

"Wanna talk about it?" Peter asked.

I shook my head. Like I said, I didn't feel like talking. I couldn't help but notice that Sirius hadn't said anything. To be honest, he was the one I was most worried about. While both James and Sirius were pureblood, James' family were more accepting of other people: muggles, muggleborns...me – even though, in his family, James was the only one that knew about me being a werewolf. Sirius had been taught, from an early age, that purebloods were better than anything/anyone else and that you shouldn't associate with anyone that wasn't of pureblood, etcetera. Even though Sirius abandoned all of that – thank God – I still didn't know if he'd be fine with this new bit of information about me. And the fact he wasn't talking made me worried.

"Look, Moons, we're going down to the lake." James said. "If you want, join us. Or you can stay here and we can talk about this later."

I nodded, not making any move to leave.

"We'll see you later, then, mate." James told me.

I heard the three of them leave, but I didn't move until I heard the dorm door close. When I did, I groaned and stood up, dragging myself out of the bathroom and chucking myself down on my bed. I just had to keep reminding myself that it could have gone worse.

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