Ana's POV

As soon as we arrive outside his mansion like house he is out the car and opening the door before I can blink. He proceeds to pull me out then marches me inside to his living area, if you can call a space so big a living area. At one point I have to yank on his arm to slow him down but instead he stops completely and turns to look at me with a confused expression on his face.

"You don't need to hurry, I'm staying to listen to what you have to say. I promise I'm not going anywhere", I say softly. He lets out a relieved breath and smiles slightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm just anxious. I need you to know the truth". Even though I have no idea if I am going to like what he has to say, I can see he is struggling so I reach up and caress his cheek softly. His eyes close slowly and he leans into my hand.

"I'm right here".

He nods and pulls me onto the couch next to him. We sit for a while as he gathers his thoughts and I wait anxiously. We are a couple of inches apart. I don't want to sit too close in case this all goes wrong, after all he could tell me what I saw was true. After what feels like eternity, he finally speaks.

"I suppose I should start by finishing the story I started to tell you. You already know about my adoption so there is no need to rehash that." I take his hand out of instinct squeezing it for reassurance.

"After my adoptive parents were arrested for abuse I got put back in the system, where I stayed until I was eighteen. At that point I inherited my biological parent's money. I didn't want it at first, it felt like I was getting paid for my parent's death. I thought about it for a while and realised I could use the money to educate myself and in time educate others. I eventually got my degree and was able to become a teacher. That's when I met Elena".

I freeze, hating the sound of her name. Although I feel a lot better when I realise how disgusted he sounds as he says it.

"She latched onto me pretty quickly after I started. I know that even then everything I did, I did in a way I knew I could control. She noticed my obvious dominant demeanour and asked right out if I was a dominant."

"What?", I say shocked and move in closer to him without realising it.

"Yeah I know. I had no idea what she was talking about but she made me believe that she could help me. She took me to a BDSM club and straight away I could tell that this would be a way to help me release my anger. I'd had enough girlfriends in college and afterwards so I wasn't a stranger to sex but there was always something missing. "

"So I trained to be dominant and it came naturally to me. I got the playroom build not long after and Elena started providing the submissives. I didn't notice how Elena felt towards me at first. I just saw her as someone who wanted to help me but then after a while it became obvious in the way she looked at me as if she was undressing me with her eyes. I was repulsed. I had decided that I wasn't going to get any more submissives from her just before you showed up."

Through all his story I've clung tight to his hand and he's been stroking my hair which I assume is a way for him to get through this without stopping.

"That brings us up to date. She came into my classroom the morning you didn't show up and for the first time her advances became psychical, she was all over me".

"I know".

"What?", he says looking down at me.

"That's why I wasn't in class that day, I saw her touching you and I thought you were messing with me".

"My God, Ana I'm so sorry I didn't-"

"It's okay, I'm more interested in what I saw when I came back", I say, my body going ridged. He takes a deep breath then continues.

"I found her in my office at the end of the day, I knew immediately that she was up to something just from the way she was standing. She kept taunting me, telling me she knew I wanted her. Of course that wasn't true and I told her to leave. She didn't. Instead she walked up to me and before I could stop her she put her hand on my chest. I froze. I didn't know what to do Ana. I don't know how long I stood there freaking out in my own head but then I lost it. I just wanted her off of me so I grabbed her hands and held them at her sides and pinned her to my desk. I know how it must have looked but-

He pauses and turns to me grasping my face between his hands. His eyes burn into mine begging me to believe.

"It wasn't sexual Ana, there was no pent up sexual anger or whatever, I just needed to make sure she couldn't touch me again, it was the only way to control the situation. All I felt was disgust. I'm pretty sure my balls dropped off at some point".

I look up at him and I believe him because how could I not. The way he is holding me and the way his eyes burn with passion make me realise how devoted he is to me. I lean forward and brush my lips lightly against his. His eyebrows shoot up in surprise.

"You forgive me?" he asks uncertain. I nod slightly, smiling at him. It takes him a second to register what I've said then he smiles back at me and his lips caress mine for the first time in too long. I expected him to be rough but instead he savours the feeling of my lips and I'm glad because I've missed him so much.

Next thing I know I'm being yanked upwards and onto his lap. My hands grip his shoulders and my thighs hug his. He moves his hands to my ass cupping my cheeks and pulling me into him so I can feel how hard he is. Clearly he has missed me too.

I grind against him shamelessly, moaning into his mouth every time I can catch a breath. My hands move as if they have a mind of their own and when I reach his chest he freezes. I pull back in shock.

"I'm sorry", I say sitting back so I can see his face. He looks at me his expression unreadable as he clenches his hand around my hips.

"No I'm sorry, I really want you to touch me…. I just can't". My heart pounds as I hear the longing in his voice. He really does want this.

"You still haven't told me why I can't touch you", I say hopeful that this time I'll get an answer.

"Every time someone touches my chest for too long its like I'm being pulled back into my past. I have flash backs that I can't stop. It terrifies me".

"My god Christian I'm sorry".

He doesn't say anything, instead a look of determination covers his face and he reaches back to pull off his shirt. I'm mesmerised by his toned chest, the only imperfections being the tiny scars from when he was burned. Except they aren't imperfect to me….they're perfect.

He grasps my hand and hovers it over his chest

"I want to try?", he says.

"Are you sure?", I say cautiously and he nods.

Gently I place my hand on his chest and his face contorts in pain. Instinctively I start to pull away but he covers his hand over mine pushing it back. His breathing is shallow as I move my fingers softly over his chest feeling the slight covering of hair tickle my hand. He lets out a strangled moan and tilts his head back.

"No more please Ana", he breathes and I remove my hand immediately.

"That was different. I almost felt some sort of pleasure, we can try again later", he smirks.

I reach forward and grasp his face, slamming my lips into his. He starts to peel my clothes away and soon I'm naked above him, my dripping against his trouser covered cock. This time I cant resist.

I slide off of his lap and onto my knees in front of him. He looks down at me confused, until I reach for his zipper and recognition fills his eyes.

"Ana-"

"I want to", I insist before he can say anymore. I pull him free from his boxers and stare at his gorgeous cock before licking the pre cum off of the tip. I watch his head tip back and his eyes roll, and this time when he moans it's from pure pleasure. My left hand cups his balls as I take him in my mouth as far as possible. He sits up his fingers grasping my hair.

"Fuck Ana that feels amazing", he groans guiding my head up and down his shaft.

I start to move faster and he falls back onto the sofa his breathing harsh. After swirling my tongue around the tip I remove my mouth and suck on his balls before licking him from base to tip and back into my mouth again.

By this point his hips are lifting off the sofa and I smile inside because it's me making him feel this way.

"Ana stop I'm gonna cum", he says urgently. Good I think to myself and continue my rhythm.

"Ana, Ana-"

I squeeze his balls in my hand and that's all it takes. He grasps my head and thrusts one final time before I feel the hot liquid sliding down my throat.

He releases me and sits back catching his breath. I sit on my knees smiling smugly up at him.

"Oh you think it's funny Miss Steele?". His voice is soft but there is a menacing edge to it that makes me shiver. I watch as his eyes glaze over and his mouth curls up slightly on one side.

Dominant Christian is back.

He lunges forward off the sofa and pins me to the floor with his body. He pulls my hands up above my head holding them in one of his. His other hand trails my body, pinching my nipples and moving lower to caress my core. His fingers part my lips and he dips one in feeling how wet I am.

"You're so wet baby". All I can do is nod as sensation shoots through my body caused just by having him close.

He teases my entrance with his fingers and releases my hands. He moves his free hand to curl gently around my neck. He looks me straight in the eyes gaining all of my attention.

"Keep your hands where they are, if you don't I will punish you".

"Yes, Sir", I whisper linking my hands together above my head to keep them in place. The hand curling around my neck flexes slightly making sure I know exactly who's in charge. The first time he held me there I was afraid of what he would do, now strangely it makes me feel safe.

His fingers slide inside me slowly and my mouth falls open. Christian never takes his eyes off of me showing me the desire swimming there.

His nose skims over my cheek as he pumps his fingers into me slowly making me moan as he drags out my pleasure. I enjoy the feeling of being completely possessed by him more than I've enjoyed anything before.

He curls his fingers inside me, making me cry out. I no longer want his fingers, I want his cock drilling into me. I can feel it throbbing against my thigh and I know he wants it to but I can't ask as I'm not the one in charge.

His mouth captures mine, his tongue diving to meet mine. His fingers pump more rapidly and I know I'll come soon but I want to come on his cock. When he releases my mouth I beg.

"Please, Sir"

"What do you want?"

"You, Sir"

"You already have me", he says coyly pretending not to understand. He smirks down at me.

"I want your cock, Sir".

"I thought you'd never ask".

He removes his fingers and kicks his trousers off all the way. He pulls a condom from the back pocket and slides it on. Always prepared.

Climbing back on top of me he slides the head of his cock over my clit teasing me. I gasp and arch my hips into him.

"Please, Sir"

He looks down at me as his cock teases me. His fingers tighten on my neck and he says…

"Who do you belong to?"

"You, Sir", I almost shout, desperate now.

"Mine", he groans and slams into me as deep as possible. We both groan into the air and he starts pumping into me. It is at this point I begin to struggle with my hands. I want to touch him but I know I can do this.

He rocks into me firmly alternating between fast and slow. When his hips circle he hits the deep spot inside me and I cry out. He fucks me like an animal yet I know I'm much more cherished than that. I see it in his eyes. I feel it in the way his fingers squeeze my neck just enough to keep me focused on him and only him. Not that I could think of much else with him above me, a tornado could burst through the house and I wouldn't notice. Still he knows my insecurities and tends to them.

I don't know how long he fucks me but I know the feeling inside me is ready to explode at any moment. He feels it too.

"Touch me", he moans releasing my neck and placing his hands on either side of my head. I do, my hands roam his shoulders and down his sides finally gripping his ass. His forehead leans against mine as his pace speeds up one last time. I almost beg him to let me come but before I can say anything he speaks first.

"Come with me baby"

He thrusts deep and I grip him to me as my orgasm takes over. He explodes too, his hands grasp my hair holding himself against me. His teeth sink into my shoulder the sharp pain prolonging my orgasm. He burrows his head in my neck breathing deeply. I hug him to me caressing his hair as we both catch our breath.

We lie snuggled together on the floor until a thought hits me.

"Shit, I have to go home. God knows what my mother is up to". I jump up and start grabbing my clothes but Christian stops me.

"Do you really have to go?", he says softly clearly not happy.

"Yes baby, not only is my mother crazy but I can't do anything to make her suspicious. She can't know I'm dating my teacher."

He nods once then pulls me into his arms squeezing me tight. We both dress and head to his car, throughout the whole ride to my house we hold hands. We may have made up but we still have to be careful.

After a long goodbye I brace myself for what I might find when I enter the house. Nothing is out of the ordinary, having a passed out mother on the couch and bottles to pick up is normal for me.

After I make her drink a pint of water and put her to bed I start doing some homework. I plough through most of it until I get to a certain section that confuses me. I guess I'll just have to ask for help. I lie back on my bed and smile as I realise I have a good excuse to see Christian after class tomorrow.

Christian's POV

I drift off to sleep thinking of the events of the day. I have Ana back and nothing could make me happier. I just wish she could have stayed, I miss her already. Still I'm pretty sure I was sleeping with a smile on my face.

That's until I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing. I glance at the clock before I answer and see it's two in the morning. Then I see it's Ana and I panic, something must be wrong.

I wish I had been wrong but unfortunately she cries…

"Christian it's my mum, she's not breathing!".

Leave a review and tell me what you think. I'm not so sure about my writing in this chapter, I feel as if it's went downhill but I tried my best xx

Also what do you guys think of the new Fifty shades trailer? I love it!