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Chapter 1

Do this. Do that. That's all I hear from everyone of the people in my life. I'm getting tired of them treating me as if I wasn't a human like they are. Yes, I'm a princess, but it doesn't mean I should have to act like one the whole time. I need to have fun in life. Be what I want to be. Yes, I'm also Sailor Moon, the champion of justice, but I'm getting tired of that too. It's hard being a princess and protecting the world at the same time. No one understands what I have to go through every day. The girls don't try to understand. Darien doesn't get it either. Also he doesn't get that I need him to help me. He doesn't get it even though he's the prince of the Earth. Can't he try to understand me? Rini should be able to understand, but she just does the same things to me as the other girls. She's my daughter she should be on my side, but she isn't.

I heard my phone ringing, but I didn't want to answer it because it was probably Raye. She was mad at me for ditching them after the fight with the youma. We were supposed to have a serious discussion after the fight, but I wasn't up to it. I could hear what she was going to say to me now. "Serena, where were you? You know we had an important meeting at the temple. You are the leader of the Sailor Scouts. You need to take responsibility for the team. Everything rests on your shoulders, but you ditched us, but for what reason? It wasn't important enough for you. Maybe we aren't important. You are also the princess and we have to protect you, but why should I when you can't even protect us? You did terrible in the fight last night too. What was wrong with you? Also you attacked us last night. What kind of friend are you? "

I looked at my phone to see that Raye was calling. I just ignored the call. Raye didn't understand the stress that I went through when I was trying to be a great leader. I am trying to do everything in my power to make our team stronger. Every time that I give a good idea…it gets shot down by the whole team. The meeting wasn't even my decision. It was for the rest of them. Also the only reason that I had attacked them was because the youma took over my body. No one seemed to realize that. Not even Amy…could see that I was being controlled. It doesn't matter anymore though. Nothing matters in life.

I looked out the window to the moon. I couldn't help, but keep the tears from falling. I heard my phone beep and it was a text from Raye. I didn't even look at the words that sent me. I didn't want to read it because I was not in the mood. The tears were flowing harder.

I couldn't take this stress. I didn't want to anymore. No one understands what I'm going through and they expect me to do everything right. What kind of friend am I? Well what kind of friends are they if they don't take the time to listen to me. Yeah, they were there for me when Darien dumped me, but now they aren't even helping me.

Luna was glaring at me from the corner of her eyes when she came back from Raye's. I didn't even bother looking at her because I know she is disappointed. "Serena, you knew that you had an important meeting to attend. Why didn't you show up? It was about the next attack that the scouts think is going to happen. Don't you even care about what is happening to the people that love you the most? Raye believes that Molly is going to come under attack soon. Why do you think they were going to have this meeting? Plus what were you thinking last night? You attacked the girls for no reason. Like you hated them for some reason."

"Luna, don't you understand that the youma took over me last night? Why doesn't anyone ever believe me! I was telling the truth last night after the fight. When it was defeated I wasn't in its control anymore. And about the meeting…don't I deserve a break every now and then? Yes, Molly is important to me. I'm sleeping over her house the night that anyways. I asked her to have a girl's day, but no you don't trust me. And another thing…none of you respects me. Why should I be the one that always has to be respectful?" I asked Luna. She looked at me as if I was the stupidest person on the planet.

"It doesn't mean that Molly won't get attacked. It's not like you can change into Sailor Moon in front of her. How could you make a stupid decision like that? And they would respect you if you didn't do so many stupid things or make so many stupid decisions. You never have any good ideas and whenever you start to try to think of something you get distracted. You turn into the sniveling girl that doesn't know what she wants in life," Luna said. My heart broke into tiny pieces and I felt like an idiot. Luna was right. I am an idiot.

I heard my phone beep again and I was getting another phone call. This time it was one of the other scouts and I wasn't going to answer them either. Luna glared at me and then I just tossed my phone at her. That scared her a little bit.

"I'm done, Luna, you and everyone else is always putting pressure on me. I'm your princess and you are always trying to bring me down. Every one of you has never made me feel like I was anything worth it. I have to work so hard and every time I try…you all shoot me down. I'm the leader and you treat me as if I'm not a very good leader. Maybe I'm not, but you still could respect me and my decisions. Even Darien doesn't treat me with respect. So you know I'm done," I told her. Luna looked at me wide eyed.

"Serena, you are the princess. That is why we are trying to make you into the perfect princess."

"Why should I always have to fall back to that? I don't want to be your princess…because all you do is treat me terribly. And I can't take it anymore," I responded. I walked out of my room. There were so many thoughts running through my head. How many times did I become weak because of my duties? I never got the chance to live my life the way that I wanted. It was all chosen for me.

I just ran out of the house. So many bad memories were haunting me. I didn't want the stress of the princess to be my life. I just wanted for once to be a normal girl. I knew that would never happen. Tears were rolling down my face. I looked up at the moon again. Then everything became clear. I went into my room…I took a rope from my room. I was put the rope around my neck…

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Serena hung herself in the closet. She knew that Luna wasn't going to be home after their last conversation with each other. Serena couldn't take the stress of being a princess. She didn't want her destiny to come true. And she felt like no one loved her for her. Serena was done. She was done with life. And she knew that no one would understand. So she took her own life to prove a point…that she was not going to live her destiny.