Are you okay it thought I'd lost you…
Never …never never never

1980

But she was wrong he had lost her all because of some damned coin-oh how he loved her- needed her... he'd gone crazy these past few days-longing for her remembering her eyes- those eyes that captured him .

How he'd fallen for her just from that picture-that picture that was taken when she was looking at him-so many things that she left behind with him-the strange mystery behind everything.

How he'd later return the watch to her-how he had introduced her to his favorite music-her very essence-her laughter-and her touch oh her touch-to finally reach and feel her smooth cheek to brush his fingers along her face and feel the warmth when the blood rushed to it-it was so different he felt at awe whenever he could touch her to hold such beauty in his arms-her kiss-their first kiss how she had felt against him-the way she said his name "Mister Collier" and how he'd convinced her to say his first name...how she'd whispered it when they had made love that night several times that night.

She was more than a dream come through-she was the love of his life.

Their love was something that had transcended through time-

She had approached him begging him to come back to her-she had waited for him-"love is patient…."

She made him go mad –He was crazy enough that he almost starved himself to death but they were able to revive him-that's when he came to his senses…she had patiently waited for him…he would return to her again-he would find a way she had been an obsession –but now, she was his life-and their lives were meant to be entwined together they how they were meant for each other. -

As she had changed his life and the first words that she had said to him

"is it you?"

And later on when he'd gained her trust and when she no longer was afraid of him-everything about her had drastically changed him made him- he wouldn't let her sink into that despair-how she had become subdued lost all the energy, vivacity, fun and charm-quit everything that made her her-including her acting. Bus she wasn't acting at the time of the play for-How she had said I love you how by those words reflected what had laid in the very depths of his heart, his being- his very soul …and his whole body had heated up and tingled

And with an ache in his heart- as he recalled how she had screamed for him as he was pulled back to the present-how all he had now was the picture which had once been such a blessing was now a curse …his heart-which had been breaking everyday without her within his reach - He would save her….

"Wait my love… Elise I'm going back to you" he whispered … he would find a way. He closed his eyes as he did every night and wished with all his might and with his heart that he would wake up beside her once again and that his love would find her and that she would hear him somewhere in time