Hi Everyone. Ok so i have had some different views on the story etc and im enjoying the general response from people. This next chapter will be in Sherlocks P.O.V. Dont forget to review afterwards it is very much based on what you guys think.

Chapter 16 - A Different Side.

John watched his friend from the other side of the living room, Sherlock was sitting motionlessly facing the window, he had not spoken for 12 hours, not even at the t.v. He had not eaten and had spent loads of time on his violin, however they where not currently on a case so the baffling question is, what was he thinking about?

''What?'' John physically jumped at the sound of Sherlocks voice.

''Nothing, just thinking''

''That makes two of us'' John went to answer but found his friend walking down the hallway, a door slaming shut.

Once again taking a place on a chair in his bedroom Sherlock steepled his fingers under his chin, trying to figure out exactly what was bugging him about the whole situation with Molly. He had spoken logically to her, supported her while she cried, yet he still felt bad, guilty, sad it was strange. He let out a fustrated sigh. He had not seen Molly since the talk, for the first few days nothing came up in his head, he continued his days as normal not really thinking. But one morning it came all at once and he found himself deeply regretful about not having the responsibilty of a child or the strong connection he had with Molly. Ruining it had been his fault and he still wasnt sure why he did that however in his heart he knew he was grieving over something and that something was Molly and her unborn child.

He shook his head violently, trying to remove the strong thoughts out of his head. The one thing that really irritated Sherlock was not knowing, therefore trying to pretend it wasnt happening or didnt ever happen meant there was no way to really think about topics and situations he felt where not as important compared to others. But no matter what people said, he was only human and he could not deduce himself. He could not see the fine details that he could in others and it shocked him to not know how he was feeling.

Either way there was nothing he could do about what happened to Molly know. It would be a long, hard and tiring journey for Molly to get over such a great loss in her life, no matter what she said or how she looked her feelings inside would be normally different. Just like any other mother loosing her child, it was only natural. But he didnt think he would feel so down and regretful about it. Being selfish was one thing but Molly had told him such devestating news in a few minuites of seeing him, and had been strong about it, brushing the termoil in her heart away just to deliver the news to him. To show no emotion and only talk rationally was more than selfish. He was a total twat to her, and it hurt him to know how he treated her.

The main issue now was, how to move forward from these feelings, he surely felt bad but Molly must feel terrible. Would offering her support work, or was it just a reminder of everything? Or pretending like it hadnt happened would that help? Surely not, covering ones feelings is just avoiding the topic and not helping in any way.

Sherlock was in a strange situation. Hundreds of people suffered this horrible situation. How did they move on from it, or forget about it. Did the relationships work out? Love is a generally easy topic to masture, and as well as lust, it is simple biology however when it got into deeper things, like greiving, pain and guilt there where so many options and things to think about rather than just plain ignoring them. He never really looked into peoples relationships, to boring and simple. However he could do with the knowledge right now.

No matter how sherlock felt he knew what he would do, avoiding the topic was best, and if it made Molly happy and forgetful of the recent events then he wished to pursue his idea.

In need of a deep distraction sherlock stood and grabbed his coat, deciding to go and find another mystery to solve.

This story will finish however a follow up will be uploaded almost immediatly afterwards with the title of What To Do Now. I hope all my current readers will enjoy my next story just as much. Xx