Disclaimer:

I don't own Shugo Chara.

Sometimes, I wonder if there is going to be a guy as perfect as my dream guy. Soft,dark hair. Gorgeous eyes. A smile that can turn Antarctica a pool of water in a few seconds. I wonder if my shitty life is ever gonna be a life worth living. Whenever I see a happy couple holding hands, kissing, lovingly staring at each other, I just want to scream. Sometimes, I just want to hide in a deep dark hole. I'm in the park right now, in the middle of fucking December. Why does it have to be so damn cold outside? Park benches are weird things, they just sit there, kinda like my love life. "Hey there, stranger. Come here often?" I turn my head and see this sexy guy, sitting right next to me, and blush. I lower my voice and reply back a quick no. "Well, in that case: here." He wraps his arm around my waist. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" I yell. "I just want to get to know you and your body." He winks. "Aggghhhh! Pervert!" He lets go and gives me a wink. "See ya, cutie-pie." "The hell was that?" I murmur to myself. Now that I think about it, he was cute and I guess he was being friendly, in a weird, sexual way. I decide to trudge through the foot-deep snow, and then I see the same guy, leaning against a wall. I walk over there and say a quick "hey." He turns and brushes his bangs away and smiles. "I knew you would come back; they always come back." He states dramatically. I glance towards the picturesque sky, the teeny-tiny snowflakes falling down. 'Snow makes you happy too?" The handsome stranger asks. I nod solemnly. He says something, but I can't hear him. His lips are moving and I catch the word 'Ikuto'. "Your name's Ikuto?" I ask staring into his eyes. He nods slowly. "Oh! Well then, Ikuto-kun, I guess I'll be going." I tell him and he chuckles. "Why'd you laugh?" "No one calls me that except you, so its special." I swear, he has this habit of making me blush every fucking time... He offers to walk me home, and I cautiously agree.