Chapter 1

"It's not Ruby!" shouts Dean and Sam's head whips around to stare at her, but it's too late, Lilith slams Sam up against the wall and knocks Dean and I onto the table.

"How long have you been in her?" demands Dean and she smiles.

"Not long," she says, "But I like it… It's all grown up and pretty." She looks up and her eyes are completely white.

Sam turns to Dean and I, his face worried. "And where's Ruby?" he asks and I almost roll my eyes, trust him to be worried about his demon friend.

"She's been a very bad girl, so I sent her far, far away." Lilith says in a sing-song voice.

"That's disgusting." I say but she glares at me and I gasp as I feel her mentally squeezing on my heart.

"Stop it." Says Sam and she obeys him. "Sam," she says as she walks towards him, "I've wanted to meet you for such a long time…" Then Lilith leans in and kisses him and beside me I can feel Dean cringe in disgust. After she pulls away Sam turns his head away from her. "So, you have me. Let them go."

"If you want to bargain, you need to have something that I want, but you don't." Lilith says.

Dean tries to buy some time, "Is this your big plan, huh? Drag me to Hell; kill my family, and then what- become queen bitch?"

I nudge him to shut him up.

"I don't have to answer to puppy chow." Says Lilith and she walks over to the door. "Sick him, boys." Then she opens the door.

All of a sudden, Dean is dragged from the table onto the floor, screaming the whole time.

"Dean!" I shout, struggling to get up off the table.

"Stop it!" shouts Sam and Dean yells out as his shirt rips open and the Hell-hounds drag his body across the floor.

Tears are streaming down my face as I watch this torture. We are all screaming, me sobbing my heart out, Sam just freaking out and Dean, well, need I say it? He's screaming out in pain.

The dogs (if you could even call them that) roll his body over and over, the whole time new cuts appear all over him, blood spurting everywhere, and the whole time, Dean just yells.

"No! Stop it!" Sam shouts, obviously struggling to get off the wall.

"Oh, yes!" Lilith hisses gleefully, and honestly I want to rip out her heart. Not that she has one…

All of a sudden there's this bright Demon light, coming from the palm of Lilith's hand. I know what this light can do, and right now it's shining on the only brother I have left. "Sam!" I scream, hurting my throat.

"Shut up, little bitch." Lilith says and with a flick of her hand slams me harder against the table. The light stops and Lilith's eyes turn back to normal. She opens her mouth slightly and glares at Sam, who is now sitting on the floor with his arms over his head.

He looks up and I whisper his name softly. There is no way he should still be alive. He stands and walks towards Lilith slowly and amazingly, she looks scared.

"Back." She says, trying out more Demon moves but nothing happens. Sam keeps walking and she gets even more nervous. "I said, get back!"

Again, nothing happens and I almost laugh despite everything. He bends down and picks up the Demon Knife that the real Ruby gave him. "I don't think so."

Sam goes to stab her with the knife, but just before he does, she leaves the body, a trail of black smoke following her. The noise is deafening and Sam covers his head, I close my eyes and try to block it all out. Then it's over and I slowly open my eyes.

There's nothing holding me down onto the table anymore and I sit up. Dean's body is on the floor, not moving. I feel my breath catch in my throat as I realise he must be… I can't even think it. Sam walks over to him slowly and I just watch him. It's all I can do. He starts to cry and that's when I know. He is dead, my big brother.

"No…" I whisper but my voice breaks and all that comes out is air. I slide onto the floor where I am, about a foot away from them. I can't look at Dean, with his eyes staring blankly, so I just watch Sam who is slowly breaking down. He says the same thing as me, repeats again and again, as if it might somehow change things. "No."

Yeah well, I wish.