This is my take on what I think would happen if Cam didn't succeed in committing suicide and how it would change the events of the other things that happen.

Plot A: Cam attempts to kill himself in the green house but Maya stops him. Zig, Dallas, Katie, Tristan and Tori will also be apart of this plot.

Plot B: Clare and Eli make a plan for the 'Next step' in their relationship and she knows she'll eventually tell Helen and stop wearing her purity ring. Alli will also be apart of this plot along with Jenna.

Plot C: Becky begins to feel like her parents are treating her differently for deciding to be with Adam. Her parents, Luke, Adam and Jenna will also be apart of this plot.

Campbell Saunders sighed as he stared at the ceiling. He was laying on his bed and he was really depressed. He couldn't stop thinking about what Zig had told him and Cam was beginning to think Zig was right. Maybe Cam was a psycho. He was also tired of feeling like crap and like he failed everyone; especially the hockey team and mostly Dallas. Dallas had gone a little easier on him this morning for some odd reason.

Cam was just very tired of everything. He didn't know why he was still alive for if all he did was let everyone down. The whole school probably hated him now and were afraid of him for what he did to Zig's eye. Zig had it coming though for trying to get Maya to ditch him even though that would never happen.

Cam didn't know that though. He thought maybe Maya deserved better than him. Cam knew he wasn't that romantic like Zig, that was one of the reasons Maya dumped Cam cause she felt unappreciated. But this was her first relationship so she probably thought being with someone meant a lot of kissing, holding hands and beautiful flowers. He didn't mind doing that stuff for her; she was worth it. Their relationship had became better since they got back together shortly after she came to his door in tears. He really loved Maya a lot. He was just very shy and awkward because this was all knew for him too.

He wasn't the kind of guy who wanted to get with a lot of girls, party hard and get in their pants. It just wasn't him. When he got to know Maya Matlin he knew in his heart that he loved her and she was the girl he wanted. To protect, love, hold her, get married someday, have kids and grow old with. He wanted to be with her till his last dying breath but he also knew that sometimes when you truly love someone you will do what is best for them; even if that means letting them go or leaving them.

That's one of the reasons Cam decided it was over. He didn't want her to deal with him and his problems. He didn't want to burden anyone; especially the people he loved most. It was hard for him to not reply to Maya's messages and calls but he had to do this for her own good. He glanced at his digital clock. It was going on ten o'clock.

His billet family was asleep so he snuck out of the house with his backpack that had his hockey skate which he had accidentally cut himself with in the locker room. He already had it planned out. He was going to kill himself in the school's green house. It was late and no one was there. The janitors had finished cleaning hours ago and it would be perfect. No one would see him or be able to stop him or so he thought.

What he didn't know was that a certain someone he planned on leaving was going crazy. Maya Matlin had trouble sleeping. She could not stop thinking about Cam at all. She knew something was wrong and was worried. She called a thousand times but he would not pick up. She was upset cause she wanted to know what went wrong and why he dumped her? She wasn't mad at him for blowing her off; she was just confused and hurt. She decided to go to Degrassi to take a walk and look in the green house. Her sister Katie was sound asleep so Maya had no trouble sneaking out of the house.

She really loved Cam and something was obviously bothering him. She wasn't going to let him keep things to himself. She was going to help him no matter how huge his problems were!

Before she knew it, she had arrived Degrassi and made her way towards where the green house was. Cam was already in there, staring down at his hockey skate that he planned on slitting his wrists with so he could bleed to death. A part of him was hesitant but there was no backing out now. He had to do this.

Tears poured from his eyes as he stared at Hoot who was in his other hand. He smiled a little thinking about the fun night they had. He was really going to miss Maya. She made him happy and was one of the reasons he was still alive. He probably would have killed himself sooner if he never met someone as amazing as her. He sighed and looked at his skate once again. "I'm sorry Maya." He told himself, sadly.

He was just about to cut into his wrist until he heard a familiar voice calling his name. "Cam?"

He turned around. It couldn't be? He saw Maya Matlin, the girl he loved with all his heart and soul. The main reason why he was standing here in this green house getting ready to commit suicide. "Maya." Please tell me she didn't see what I was about to do? Was what he was thinking.

She looked a bit shocked and hurt. She had seen the entire thing and heard him sobbing as he stared down at the skate he was about to cut himself with. "Cam?"

He couldn't bare to see her like this. "Maya," He began. "I was just, it's not what you're thinking."

"You were going to kill yourself?" She asked, her eyes filling with tears just thinking about that. "Why?"

"Maya, I-" He couldn't take it anymore. He didn't care if it wasn't the 'manly' thing to do. He broke down and Maya could see tears pouring from his eyes. He was a wreck and his face was all red from crying. She felt bad for him.

"Cam." She rushed over and he collapsed in her arms, crying.

"I don't know what's wrong with me Maya! I'm a mess! I just couldn't take it anymore!" He cried. "Zig was right. I am a psycho. You don't deserve me! Nobody does!"

Maya became angry as soon as Cam cried about what Zig told him. He just wouldn't give up. She didn't know how many times she had to tell him she didn't like him that way. He just crossed the line making Cam feel this way. She was going to have a serious talk with Zig tomorrow.

"That's not true Cam. You're not a psycho. Don't listen to Zig. He's just a jerk. I love you Cam and I was worried sick about you all day and night." She felt like crying herself right now.

His eyes widened in surprise by what she said. So she really does care about him? But why? "Did you just say you love me?"

She nodded as tears filled her eyes. She realized she never told him she loved him before. He didn't either but she knew they would someday.

"But how could you love me! Just look at me!" He cried out. "I'm a wreck! I'm crazy! I'm a loser Maya, how could you say you love me? I don't deserve you Maya! You're a great and amazing girl. You deserve someone more romantic like Zig! I barely showed you affection until you told me it bothered you that I wasn't!"

"I just thought I wasn't good enough for you Cam! I thought I was doing something wrong. I thought maybe I wasn't good enough for you or pretty enough! That's why I had Tori give me a make over and decided to enter the stupid beauty pageant in the first place! Because I didn't want to lose you to a punk bunny or someone better! I realized I was wrong. You're not like other guys Cam, you're better. That's why I'm so upset by what you were just about to do! You know; most guys just care about big boobs, hotness and sex. You're not like that! You're very sweet and nice and you're not afraid to cry!"

He sniffled. "I guess I'm not like most guys."

She smiled a little through her tears. "Good to know. I'm not going to let you go. I'm not going to leave you! You're not alone! I'll help you and I'll listen to your problems and feelings."

He lifted his head from her chest and looked right in her eyes. "Maya-" He began.

She looked at him as well, wondering what he wanted to say.

"I- I love you too." He admitted. He was still crying but he felt a bit better now.

They embraced and they were both sobbing. They were happy to be in each others arms for comfort. "It's going to be okay Cam." She assured him. "We'll get through this."

"Maya, I'm not going to leave you either." He promised. "I won't ever try anything like this again."

They just spent the rest of the night in each others arms and they eventually fell asleep.

Soon it was 7 in the morning and students arrived the campus. Eli Goldsworthy caught up with Clare Edwards who was heading off somewhere. He had a breakfast tray with him and wanted to apologize for reading her journal. She forgave him and they were going to have breakfast and make a plan about the 'next step' they were going to take in their relationship.

Eli looked surprised when they were nearing the green house area. He saw both Maya Matlin and Campbell Saunders in the green house sleeping in each others arms. They looked really content and at peace. Eli smiled a little, seeing this. Clare wondered why Eli stopped walking and looked in the direction he was looking in. She smiled as she saw Maya and Cam sleeping.

"Should we wake them up?" Eli wondered.

"Probably." Clare replied.

"Aw but they look so happy and peaceful." He said.

"Zip it. All good things must come to an end." She joked.

He sighed. "Fine." He suddenly smirked. "But not all good things. We still have to make a plan for tonight." He winked at her.

She playfully elbowed him in the sides and they walked towards the sleeping couple to wake them up. They gently tapped on their shoulders.

Maya and Cam both woke up as they felt someone tapping their shoulders. Eli and Clare waited for them to let out their yawns and rub their eyes to adjust to the morning light.

"Ugh, what time is it?" Maya wondered. "Katie, how long was I sleeping?" She glanced around at her surroundings and Cam and remembered what happened last night. She saw Eli and Clare patiently waiting for them to wake up.

"So did you guys like sleep walk here?" Eli joked.

"No, um, we both decided to come here." Maya lied knowing she couldn't tell anyone what happened.

Clare could detect something in Maya's tone but brushed it off. "O-kay." She replied slowly.

"I need to practice for my cello audition in about an hour." Maya said, glancing at the time on her watch. "You want to come and watch?" She asked Cam who nodded in reply.

"Sure."

They helped each other up and skipped off, holding hands. Clare glanced at Eli, still feeling like Maya was hiding something. She didn't really talk to Maya much but she knew that she was Katie's little sister and if something was going on; Katie would want to know.

"I think something's wrong."

Eli was confused. "What do you mean?"

She shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe I'm just being paranoid." She suddenly smiled. "Let's start making a plan." She put a hand near his chest and he smiled.

"Yeah," He replied. "Let's."

They sat down at a bench and started thinking of a great plan for them to be alone tonight. They both agreed on doing it at his place in his room but he wanted it to be very romantic and special; especially since it was going to be her first time. He wanted his parents out of the house so he was going to tell them that Clare wants to be 'alone' with him.

Clare was going to tell Alli about this and knew since Alli was a good friend she would play along in the 'girls sleepover night' lie. Clare and Alli did have sleep overs; especially on Friday's so her mother wouldn't think it was unusual.

Clare also knew that after she does it with Eli; she'd have to stop wearing her purity ring. It wouldn't be right away but she'd feel guilty wearing the ring when she won't be a virgin anymore and she was going to come clean to her mom and tell her the truth; just not right away.

She hoped her mom wouldn't be too upset. Clare really loved Eli and even though she and her parents had beliefs about divorce and sex before marriage being a sin; her parents drifted apart, got divorced and Helen remarried to Jake's dad so would it be really terrible if Clare does 'it' before marriage?

She really loved Eli and he loved her and it wasn't like she would be just doing it to do it. She'd be doing it because she's in love with him and that's all that really matters, right?

Meanwhile in the building while Maya and Cam were walking through the hall, holding hands; she saw Zig standing by his locker and gave him a dirty look. She was going to talk to him.