A/N: I hope you like the stories. I'm sorry I can't write really well… Especially in a guy's POV
Also, I'm against GUMIXLen (RinXLen :D) but most of the songs were like that so yeh…
(Sorry if that offended you…)
Well enjoy :)
~A Solution for Jealousy~
Have any of you guys out there seen the perfect girl? I'm hoping you know what I'm talking about. Well, on that fateful day, I found her. She was literally perfect in every way, to me anyways, but there was one problem… she liked someone else. Truthfully I think she did, wait I was sure she did. Unfortunately I was one of those 'shy guys' so I couldn't do nothing. Still, an uncomfortable feeling arose every time I saw her and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't forget her… Man, who ever thought liking someone could be such a pain? Now, that's all in the past and this is a message for all you guys out there… I call it: 'A Solution for Jealousy.'
Winter had already begun. Almost everyone was trying to warm up or trying their best at least. I was one of the less fortunate; my scarf didn't help at all. To make it all worse, she appeared. Oh don't get me wrong, I was pleased to see her. It was just what she was talking about. In the midst of all the giggling and girl jokes, I could hear their conversation. Man, I felt like such a stalker but I couldn't help it you know?
"Hey Gumi, who do like right now?"
"Yeah who? Who?"
"Arrrggghhhh! No! I hate conversations like these. Yet why do I keep listening?"
Even though I kept asking myself those questions I already knew why, I already knew how I felt. It's this ugly thing they called Jealousy…
"What's wrong?"
Meh. Gakupo was here.
"Nothing much…"
I buried my face into my too thin scarf and didn't say anything else.
"You sure?"
This is why I don't like Gakupo. He's a great friend but sometimes he can be so… annoying…
"Hey Len, speak to me. Hello? Earth to Len?"
I continued to say nothing and attempted to bury my face deeper into my scarf. It took five minutes for Gakupo to give up and five more minutes for class to begin. Maths… All maths does is give you a headache from killing your brain with numbers and letters which mean numbers. I hate math.
"And so, X is equal to 11. This is going to be in the test next week so study hard everyone."
The whole classed groaned in unison. At least this is one thing we all agree on. I slowly walked to the change room. P.E... Who would want to do that in this cold weather? The whole class was split, boys and girls. Girls do tennis, boys do dodge ball. It began. The ball bounced around the field and everyone shouted at each other.
"Kaito! I'm going to get you!"
"Not in your life you nitwit!"
"What did you just call me?"
The insults continued. I took a glance at the girls… I really felt like a stalker then… Wait, there she was; tennis champion and smiling like she ruled the world. Seeing her made me drift off into thought again.
'I'm sorry, forgive me for liking you even when I'm a selfish person…"
The ball hit my face and I fell to the ground but that just made me think more negatively.
'I can't cheer you on about the guy that you like… I can only half-heartedly do so… forgive me… I have the worst personality a guy could possibly have!'
I felt my eyes water. Why am I crying over something like this?
"Woah, you ok Len? You're nose is bleeding."
I could only sniffle and cover my eyes.
"Hey, don't cry because the ball hit you in the face."
"I'm not crying!"
"You are too! Just admit it, it was a good shot anyhow."
"I said I'm not…"
I couldn't stop myself. Kaito and Gakupo picked me up, blood poured out of my nose.
"This isn't going to work…"
Kaito then smiled evilly, and whispered something into Gakupo's ear.
"Ready… set... hup!"
"Hey, what are you guys doing? Eh? Oi! Stop it!"
Oblivious to all my cries, the two friends picked me up and carried me as though I was some kind of hammock. Eventually they were both holding me high above their heads and began walking to the nurse's office.
"Oi! Stop it!"
I could hear the sound of laughter and giggling behind my back. Man, I was so going to kill them after this. Another long annoying day finally came to an end.
I got to school earlier than I usually did the next day, as I walked to my homeroom I saw her again.
"Good morning, you have bed head, you know that?"
What kind of first conversation is that? I mentally slapped myself right then and there as was almost about to punch myself when she smiled at me.
"It's a secret."
Waah! She was scratching her head, her finger was to her lips and she said it all with a slight blush. I almost died and struggled to hide my own face from becoming red. Saying it like that is kind of unfair you know? My days seemed to light up after that and in my head Milk and Panda became a white bear, the world is so fun! Wait, what am I saying… I sound so lame… well I think most of you get the point. With that, the bell rang for class.
I spent most of my day thinking of her. This is really starting to get annoying but still my thoughts wouldn't stop…
"I'm sorry. I'm just a jerk who hopes the guy you like has someone else…
'It's pointless…'
'I know…'
Talking to myself like some kind of idiot… This is really no good.
Being jealous of who? I don't even know…"
Still I continued to face these meaningless feelings.
"Why was I trying so hard to continue for her sake? I can't get some peace of my own. I always want to talk to you, to see you, looking for you… Arrrggghhhh! It makes me feel so stupid! I give up! I want to have you all to myself…"
I stood up. I made my decision; the clock above the board ticked unknowingly. Wait! It's already this late? Oh man, I'm gonna have to run. So I did. I ran down the stairs, through the hallways, past the noticeboards until finally, I found her.
"Wait!"
She turned to face me.
"I have something to tell you, meet me here after school in this classroom, at 4.10."
She didn't even speak, just a nod and walked away. I did it… what am I going to say at 4.10? My head was in a whirl and I could hear my heart beat faster than ever. I tried my best to calm myself down.
"Come on Len! Get yourself together!"
The day went faster than ever until it arrived… 4.05pm. The clock seemed to laugh at me. My horoscope had said five minutes before the big moment would help. I trembled and the cold wasn't helping me.
"Hey, you know… if you do accept this confession I'd show you that I would make you smile every day…"
I took a deep breath. It was time to go…
"Umm, Will you go out with me?"
That's exactly what happened. The solution was there all along… I just had to say it… Now I'm directing this at all the guys who had my problem! Here's the solution! It's your turn to solve your jealousy! Don't worry, I'll be cheering for you so go for it!
Fin.
I know the ending is a little lame but I couldn't think of anything else to say… I really need to work on my endings…
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