Chasing a Dream

(A/N: This story has past Non-con/Rape and a little bit of violance, there most likely be more violance in later chapters.)

Chapter 1:

Billa adjusted her coat as she walked to her car in the back of Bofur's shop. Why did she stay so late? It was a long drive back to the hotel. She needed lot of rest she had a match on Sunday. She needed to be rest so she could go to the gym tomorrow.

She blew onto her hands rubbing them together. Fall had come early his year.

Billa jumped when someone tapped her shoulder.

"Excuse me, could you help me? I have seemed to have lost my way. My name is Thorin, could you help me find…" She turned to face the man. He was tall, dark and handsome. He really couldn't be more cliché if he tried. However, Billa couldn't hear the rest of what he was saying. Her mind trapped her in a painful flashback. When he moved to touch her, her body went into auto-pilot.

She pinched the pressure point on his hand to stop him, he hissed in pain slightly. Billa could only see him, not the man in front of her. She stomped on his foot with the heel of her sneakers. Using her free she punched him in the jaw, sending him into the wall.

He stumbled, catching himself against the wall. Billa was bouncing on her feet in a fighting position. Before He could come at her again, she roundhouse-kicked him in the face. She fled when he fell to the ground.

She pulled her keys out of her satchel with shaking hands, getting into her blue hybrid.

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Her body was still in auto-pilot when she pulled into the parking garage for the hotel. She sprinted up four flights of stairs to her room. When she was behind the safety of the door, she pressed her back against the door trying to calm down. She was starting to hyperventilate.

She slumped down against the door trying to slow her heart beat.

It had almost happened again, but it wasn't him. She had beat up a random stranger in an alley. That man wasn't Him, the poor man had just been in the wrong place at the wrong time. He had just gotten lost and asked the wrong person for help.

Billa felt bad about it, but it wasn't like she could go back and apologize, saying it was an accident. Elrond wouldn't be happy to hear that she had another flash back, that caused her to hurt someone.

Billa rubbed her face. "Shit. Shit, shit, shit, shit, SHIT!" she cursed.

It was all of his fault. Billa hated that man more than anything. He had taken so much from her, her innocence, her safety, her trust.

Elrond was the only one who knew what he did to Billa. All of her friends and family thought that Frodo was the result of an ex-boyfriend, and that's the way it was going to stay. Billa shook her head. It wasn't good to think of that now. She wiped away the tears-when had she started crying?- and stood up.

Billa was so thankful for Elrond. Her mother's friend had always been there for her, especially after him.

Elrond had even set up a deal with her, she could stay in anyone of his three hotels in the city and she would pay rent. Elrond had offered her the deal so she would stay in the city where he could help protect her.

He wouldn't be able to hurt her if he couldn't find her. Constantly moving helped keep him off of her trail.

Billa moved into her bedroom, Frodo was being watched by the hotel manager's son Legolas tonight so she could have a break from her five year old son.

She decided as she curled in bed, not even bothering to change her clothes, that she avoid going to Bofur's for a while. She was sure he would understand.

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Thorin groaned in pain as he laid on the cold, wet, ground of the alley. He had just asked for directions and that man had attacked him.

He heard the sound of tires driving away fast. Was this planed? Was he somehow targeted?

Thorin fished his phone out of his pocket, speed dialing Bofur's number.

" Ello?" Bofur's cheery voice answered the phone.

"Bofur, I think I just got mugged."

"What? Are you okay Thorin?! What happened?" Thorin pushed himself into a sitting position against the wall.

"Got lost, asked for help, the person attacked me, then they just ran off."

"Where are you? I'll send Fili and Dwalin to get you."

"I. Don't. Know. I'm lost!" He was in pain and cold, even Bofur's concern was irritating.

Thorin could hear Bofur tell Fili and Dwalin to get the car. He heard the shop bell ring, signaling someone had left. He blinked. He had heard it on the phone and around the corner. Thorin blinked again as Dwalin and Fili sprinted past him.

"Dwalin!" Thorin called out.

The older man skidded to a halt causing the younger to bump into him. They both turned around and ran to Thorin's side.

"Thorin? You're literally outside of Bofur's." Fili told him as they helped Thorin to his feet.

Thorin was blinded slightly when they helped him into the shop. He blinked away the light, Oin already had the medical kit out, Ori was sitting next to his brothers at the bar, Kili was clearing one of the benches for them to sit Thorin down on, Gloin was helping his brother, Bofur and Bombur were looking concerned from behind the counter, Bifur was sitting with Balin and Grey at a nearby table, Dis was pushing Fili away to help her brother sit down.

"Thorin, you look awful." Frerin grimaced coming out of the bathroom, wiping his hands on a paper towel.

"No." Dis said sarcastically.

Oin started to look over Thorin's wounds.

"Who did this to you Uncle?" Kili asked.

"Yeah Thorin, I thought you were a good fighter." Fili laughed.

"I am. They took me by surprise. "

Oin tilted Thorin's head back to look at the already forming bruises. "Strong lad, ta leave these bruises would take a good amount a' force. Bombur, some ice if ya'll please." The cook nodded heading into the kitchen.

"What about Bilbo? Did ya see Mr. Boggins?" Kili asked.

"Who?" Thorin was confused.

"Bofur's friend, just left minutes before your call." Frerin explained, completely unconcered for his Brother's well being.

"Miss." Grey corrected, sipping at his tea.

"What?" Dwalin asked.

"Miss. Bilbo's name is Billa, Billa Baggins. Bilbo is a stage name." Bofur explained, tossing Oin the ice pack his brother had handed him.

"Yes. I believe you had just met Miss Baggins. She is most likely the one who gave you those injuries." Grey said, taking another sip of his tea, trying to hide him smirk.

Frerin burst out laughing. "You got beat to shit by a girl!" he was laughing so hard he fell off his chair, which only caused him to laugh harder.

"Do not fear Thorin. You're pride is still intact." Grey told him stand up to pat Thorin on the shoulder. "Billa is a professional fighter."

"I want to meet her."

(A/N: Hi Thanks for reading! This is just to clarify a few things.

Fili and Kili are not related in this fic, it didn't want to write modern day incest. Fili is the adopted son of Dwalin and Ori. They grew up as best friends. They have been dating since they were 18. Fili is five months older than Kili.

Gollum is Frodo's biological father. He raped Billa five years ago; she became pregnant and gave birth to Frodo. When Frodo was two, Gollum tried to sue for parental rights. Billa was awarded full custody and a restraining order because of his mental instability and past rape charges (he was never proven guilty of her rape.) Gollum started stalking and harassing Billa to get his son.

Billa became a Kickboxer after learning to protect herself from Gollum. She had amazing skill so why not put it to good use? Billa chose not to let what happened to her define her.

Elrond offered her a way to stay in the city, but also so Gollum wouldn't be able to find her. Thranduli, Elrond, and Galadriel run the hotels Billa switches between; they are called the 'Home Houses'.

Gandalf goes by Grey Ganhelmalf. Hamfast runs a training gym. Since Billa is constantly moving I wanted Sam and Frodo to still be friends. So the best way for them to meet was through Billa and Hamfast, thus Hamfast owns the gym Billa uses.

Billa and Frodo share a birthday still, it's coming up in a few months.)