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Natsu

"Are you drunk?" was everything I managed to say after a couple minutes of silence.

"I love you, Natsu" She ignore my question and I realize it was probably not the best thing I should ask at this moment. "I really do. I mean not in like a 'hey, let's have an underpants party' or whatever grownups do when they're in love, but I love you as one loves another person whom one simply cannot do without"

"But…" I paused because the words I want to say stuck on my throat. "But you told me to have this apart-time,"

"Because I'm a screwed-up person, Natsu" she sobbed. "I can't communicate well with the people I love. But I meant everything I told you in that text. I know I should come to see you on Christmas night, but I'm not, I know and I'm sorry." Her eyes already fill with tiny tears. "I may get mad at such silly things, or cry at some ridiculous shit, but when I apologize for something I've done, I truly mean it."

I don't know what to response as I look at her who still sobbing quietly. It somehow terrifies me that she tells the truth about almost everything right now.

Here's a thought: I can't imagine Gray yelling and saying something that is so potentially self-damaging to Lucy, because clearly she seems so vulnerable right now. But I still am proud at Gray for defending me and stood up for me, because I really love the way of saying, "Bros before hoes"

Suddenly for some crazy reason I really want to ask Lucy to go get a drink, and drink until we can't feel feelings anymore, but I know that is not a good thing to do at the moment.

She looked up at me as I still keep quiet, and maybe she's waiting for an answer or some simple respond by looking at me, but nothing comes out from my mouth as she say, "I really am fucking sorry" she echoed. Even though she cursed and said the f-word, her voice quivers like somehow she really is saying the truth and really meant it, and yet probably felt more true than any normal girls would say "sorry"

And for practically million reason I can come up with, I tell Lucy everything. "I guess I love you too. I'm sorry for being a slow thinker and I'm sorry that it took me so long to realize my own feeling. I'm just stuck… I don't exactly know what I meant by that, but I mean it," I paused but she say nothing so I continue to keep on talking, "It never occurred to me about how you're going to leave all so suddenly, and I though we're always going to be best friend. But then you said you want the apart time, I thought I can handle it, but I can't. Because I realized that the apart time is slowly killing me, and to make it worse you told me you love me when you're drunk, you know how I feel that time? Fucking ruined, Luce. I thought this world is stupid and I think God hated me and never smiled at me, because bad things keeps happening to me, but then here you are standing in front me…" I didn't finish my words as I stare into her big brown eyes.

"So you love me?"

"Yeah"

"Okay" she step forward, and I abruptly stop her.

"If you come any closer, I'm not letting you go, ever again" My words shiver from the colds as a thought crossed my mind: There are almost 6 billion people in this world, 6 fucking billion people and still, someone who is absolutely and seriously I will ever considered to be my wife is standing in front of me, who is my best-friend that soon turns into more than just a best-friend. She didn't respond as she step forward again and finally, our eyes met and our faces was in mere inches. "You smell nice, I like you" I murmured with my eyes fixed in hers. And so just like that, we touch at the lips as a sign of love and sexual desire. It wasn't an intimate tongue kiss, although I would have been up for that if it had it been offered. She kissed me ever so softly and tenderly that I was taken back with a mixture of shock and utter delight. It was only a lip kiss, but it was so much more than just a lip kiss. It sent blood rushing in certain directions very quickly. She lingered kissing me so tenderly on my lips that I lost all track of time.

She stop the kissing as she say, "I just fucking miss you so much" and happiness hit me like a bullet through my head. Then I realized, that what I want is to be needed by her. What I need is to indispensable to her, that I'm fine with her eating up my free time, my ego and my attention. I really want her addicted to me, and we will have this mutual addiction. Because I am so fucking addicted to her.

"Now what?" I asked at her as she laughs while my hands securely grasped her body.

"You like poems?" she asked.

"I hate poetry"

"Any chance you want to hear what my dad said to my mom?"

"Even if I said no, you will still say it right?" she nodded and grinned.

"I want to be your only constant, in this ever changing universe," she start so slowly as she put her hands on my chest. "Either the sun that awakens the light in your eyes, or the moon that soothes you into slumber at night. Or maybe the rings around Saturn with the way they'd find a way to gently enwrap you, or the row of constellations you always look for, to guide you back home, to the place where we both know you've always belonged."

"Is that supposed to sound romantic? I stopped understanding when you said Saturn…" I mumbled.

"You idiot!" she punches my chest so lightly, almost feel weightless. "You ruined the moment"

I laughed. "So, you're up for partying in this new years eve?"

"With you? As in together?"

"Yeah" I tilt my head to the side. "I told Erza I come, I'd be dead if I broke the promise" I murmured.

"With you together? In front of everyone?"

"Aw come on. We'd look cute together"

"You really think so?"

"Yeah. I really do believe you belong to me" I snickered at her as she laughed endlessly, the kind of laugh that I will get used to.

We hug, and I relaxed into the hug. As I swear it was the best hug I have so far.

"You're so warm" she mumbled snuggling up more to my chest. "I really need you, Natsu" she continued.

And maybe Lucy is the kind of girl who will always want to be with me and wait with me even though in this crazy and bizarre weather. I can't think anyone but Lucy, because I believe there is no one out there who would be willing to wait with me in the cold like Lucy did, not even in their best day, and I just can't think of anyone who can ever come in understanding my ridiculously abstract life.

"I need you too. Come on. Warming up is over, let's go!" I pulled her away from me as I stare down at her, grinning.

"Before we go to the party…" she trailed off as she shoved her right hand into her coat big pockets. "Here's your Christmas present… I'm know it's late and all but… I thought I just gonna give you this anyway…I'm sorry I didn't wrap it up or even write any cards, because well you know, I am your fucked up friend who doesn't wrap present and write cards…" she laughed, cynically.

I smiled looking at her tiny hands holding a small red dragon plush doll, and I accepted it gladly by grinning toothily at her. "Don't you mean, my fucked up girlfriend?"