As Sasuke opened his eyes, he wished he could just close them again and fall back to sleep again. Forever. The pain made it difficult to move his head up because just as he tried to get up, everything was spinning around him.

He decided to lay back again and breathed deeply and slowly as a kind of therapy. He didn't need to think about what happened yesterday, instead he just needed to look at the sheets that were right next to the bed.

They were folded and painted in blood. Sasuke looked down at himself and saw that he was covered in fresh bedding and even his wound has been bandaged. So Madara was actually caring after his toys. After all it had nothing to do with welfare just the fact that he needed him for the war was enough to change his bandages.

The Uchiha sighed and slowly stretched his aching body. IT was strange that his mood was kinda uplifted. Maybe it was the little fact that his yesterdays outburst has given him new strength and new unseen memories.

Just as he activated his Sharingan more and more picture's kept flying around his head. Maybe he wasn't so unaware? But one thing was sure, he could imagine what kind of human being he was and that was what made him even more miserable.

With his fingertips, he brushed gently over his bandaged wound and tapped on it. After all the incidents with touching his wound, Sasuke noticed that he could see more and more things from his past. However, the bad thing was that he couldn't sort them.

Slowly turning the white sheets down, Sasuke managed to move out of the bed and walked towards the giant mirror behind the table he laid yesterday. With his coal-black eyes, his gaze wandered from his toes up to his face and he could see that Madara changed his pants as well.

Only his upper half has been exposed. He reached his hand forward and touched the cold mirror. He was being called a monster. He could clearly hear his master's words just as he was about to faint. Normally, Sasuke would be in a trance whenever Madara was using those three orders.

But not this time. Because of his activated powers, he could perceive everything around him. Only his body had been brought to a halt. Yeah, he agreed, he was a monster. A monster that was sure a bad and terrible creature, chained to this place and especially to this man.

But what was about this blonde guy that was desperately calling his name and clinging onto him. Was he a regular? His regular? Sasuke couldn't think further about this as he suddenly heard how the elevator doors opened.

The black haired male turned around, ready to face his master again but to his surprise this man hadn't black hair. Just as Sasuke thought about that one guy, he was standing right there, observing the whole room and finally looking at Sasuke.

He frowned as the blonde smiled at him and slowly walked over to him. Ready to protect himself, Sasuke stepped back and covered reflexively his stomach.

"Sasuke!" The sound of the warm tone of this guy somehow managed to melt Sasuke's frown. "I finally found you!"

The other male stepped over to him and smiled even brighter than before. He looked like he wanted to embrace him but mustered Sasuke's position. "It's me! Uzumaki Naruto! Listen...I know that something's not right with you and I guess you have no idea who I am but everything you have to know is that I'm here to help getting you out of here!"

The Uchiha still didn't say a word but let his arms down. This was Naruto's opportunity to hug him. He placed his arms around the black-haired male and pressed himself tightly into the other body. At first, SAsuke wanted to struggle and push him away but the warmth that this guy was emanating was quite comfortable.

"ouch..." Sasuke managed to get out as Naruto squeezed him too hard. The blonde immediately backed away but kept his arms around him. "Sorry...uhm do you...remember anything?"

The Uchiha leant his head back to look at the other one. "It doesn't matter. Besides, how did you manage to get up here?" This answer didn't satisfy Naruto in which the grip around his body tightens. "It does! And don't worry about this, there are more important things right now."

Naruto looked around again and while his blue ice were scanning the scene, Sasuke titled his head to the side. Something about this guy fascinated him but he couldn't say why? Maybe the fact that he could come and go or maybe that his face was covered in vital energy whereby Sasuke's was covered in depression.

Suddenly, He could feel the tension from the blonde and watched how Narut's expression hardened. Sasuke followed his gaze which lead him to the dirtied sheets beside the bed. Naruto grabbed the other male and placed him on the table.

Somehow he managed to place himself between Sasuke's legs who was completely perplexed and couldn't move. Naruto put his hands on Sasuke's shoulders and looked him deep in the eyes. A mix of anger and sadness in his own blue eyes.

"Don't you understand? I mean...I know you can't right now but..." His hands slid down slowly to his arms and then again down to his stomach. That was when Sasuke's breath hitched. This place was hit and reopened so many times that he got scared when something was near it.

He watched how Naruto bowed down to kiss the bandage. "Please...you have to remember. I beg you..."

Sasuke couldn't understand how this guy could make him so vulnerable just by saying those words with such a desperate and pleading voice. "Tell me how..." he whispered back. He felt Naruto's arms around his waist and his forehead against his stomach.

"How many times will you be taken away from me? I can't witness how often you have been tortured...It just drives me insane!" Was he crying? Sasuke furrowed again and tried to look at the other face which was hidden from him.

"Please...there has to be a way to get your memories back! Sasuke...I adore you since the first time I saw you, even before you got in this situation."

Naruto breathed in deeply. "The first time we became one, we promised each other something. It's not that long ago and I'm damned happy that you told me that you're mine and I will do hell to get you to remember this."

It was touching how many emotions this guy took in his words that Sasuke did everything to remember If he told the truth. He said that they became one and that Sasuke even admit he would belong to him which would mean that they're lovers? But could he trust this person when his mind consisted of holes?

"Is...that true?" Sasuke said after a long pause and touched Naruto's blonde hair. Out of reflex he patted it and watched as Naruto moved to look at him.

"Yes! You know...you used to hate me but it was actually you who said that you love me."

The big smile appeared again which melted Sasuke's heart again. The blond leant forward so that their noses touched and kissed him softly on the lips. For a brief moment, Sasuke was smiling, too, just by looking at the other male who was totally happy because of the small response.

The Uchiha was moved by those words and couldn't believe that a monster like him could have a lover who was caring after him? But then again, he could count one and one together and imagine that he was a horrible creature.

He leant back and placed his hands on Naruto's chest to push him back. "I don't know what have gotten into me to say such a thing because I-"

Naruto took one of Sasuke's hands and cut him off. "I know everything about your past, your struggle and your loss and still, I loved you every day and I still love!"

The black-haired male shook his head. This guy was admirable for his courage. "You don't understand and I guess you're blind! You know everything about me?" Without noticing, Sasuke's voice got louder. "I'm a murderer, I'm hopeless and I'm a fucking whore! I have orders to destroy and to kill and when my switch is turned on, I will have no mercy!"

That was everything he could think of himself which was still not a big deal for Naruto who just came closer to him.

"I will get you out of here and-"
"I can't come with you."
"What? But why?"

Sasuke remembered the orders that were implanted into his bones ans hook his head. Even If would flee, his instinct would scream at him to come back.

"I have my orders and I don't want to know what will happen If I don't follow them! Didn't you hear me?" Was is it even possible to fight back against those orders? Madara wouldn't make mistakes, right? But what was that with his Sharingan and how could he activate it? Could it be that his mighty boss overlooked something?

Naruto sighed. "I know you can't reciprocate right now but keep in mind, that I will free you out of this hell...I swear."

He kissed him again. This time more passionately and Sasuke even respond to it. As they broke the kiss, Naruto made a sad face. "I really hoped I could take you with me today...but." He took Sasuke's face into his hands. "I will come back!"

"Just why are you so fixated on me?" Naruto had to chuckle at those words he heard a long time ago. "Because I'm yours and you're mine."

"You know that I will-"
"Shh...everything will turn out, okay?"

Sasuke hoped so and yet he had the feeling that something terrible was about to happen. Naruto kissed the Uchiha once more before he quickly made his way to the elevator and disappeared again. He watched him and felt terribly lonely as he was sitting alone on the table.

The warmth was gone so that he needed to put on a shirt and his cloak. Sasuke decided to wait some minutes before he could enter the elevator and go down as well. He didn't want Naruto to get into trouble and looked after the blonde around the bar and thankfully couldn't find him.

Instead he saw the face of his master and promptly he recalled the words in his head:
You're ready. The other Uchiha gracefully walked towards him and enfold him with his own cloak. He had the creeping horrors as he watched the smile on the man's face.

"Sasuke, I hope you could recover because today I will show you your place of action."

Every normal human being would give him rest at least a day but this man was different and Sasuke knew that. "I hope you can unload all your anger out once I've set your inner powers free."

"Yes, Master."

That was everything that Sasuke could reply. He knew his purpose, and he knew the plan which he wanted to tell Naruto but this guy was somewhere else with his emotions and didn't let Sasuke to explain.

"Shall we?" Madara asked as he opened the door and stepped out with him.

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hm another bloody chapter is waiting...

thanks for reading :)