He said he loved me. That's right. I feel the need to write it down so I can let it sink in. He said he loved me. Sebastian Kydd said he loved me.
Sebastian is this rad guy who has a bad boy image, which makes him much more attractive than he already is. Oh, did I mention he is extremely good looking, sexy and attractive? Because he is, so much that I can barely control myself when I'm around him. And he finally said it, he said "I love you", the three words every girl wants to hear. I can't move, I can't speak. I can't eve-
"Bradshaw" Sebastian said snapping me out of my daydream. I was back on Earth. Or was I? He is so cute I feel like I'm in heaven. He is such a rebel, but at the same time he is sooo cute and funny an-
"Carrie!" he said worringly. God, I was doing it again. "You okay there?" he asked grabbing my hand.
I stood there not knowing what to say. Do I love him? Of course I do, what kind of idiot wouldn't? I'm gonna say it. Here we go.
"Yeah, I'm fine" I answer instead. What just happened!? "Want to go grab something to eat? I'm starving." Ok, now I can't say it. I ruined the moment, way to go Carrie!
"Sure, let's get outta here" he said wrapping his arms around me.
We walked to the diner in silence. We didn't talk, but I felt something had changed, in a good way. I felt loved by him, I felt a really strong connection between us. I only hoped he knew that I loved him back. But why would he, Carrie!? You didn't even say it back to him, that's worse than saying thanks. No, wait, nothing is worse than that. Argh, I hate myself. I love him. I'm going to tell him when the moment is right, I'm gonna make it special. I've been waiting for this moment to come, and now that it's finally here I can honestly say that I'm ready for it. I'm ready to lose my virginity to Sebastian Kydd.
"I wanna have sex with you" I blurted out.
He... just stood there smirking.