huhuhuhuhuhuhu

Thank you again for your reviews, favs and follows *°* Sometimes in the morning I look at my mails and I see this and I'm like "PEOPLE YOU'RE GETTING TOO NICE *^^*"

This chapter was horrendous to write, I was always having the impression my English teacher was behind me like "WUT ASTRID (because yes it's my name) WHAT ARE YOU WRITING hum by the way you made a mistake here" so please fulfill my wish NEVER WRITE FANFICTIONS

oh and yes I suppose I must say that

LEMON WARNING LALALALA

Time passed and things turned out well. Spring came, opening its flowers as opening people's heart. Since Yukiteru was going out with Akise, he has been unexpectedly happy and confident. He has finally found someone that would love him and it was something he has always hoped for from the bottom of his heart.

It was actually strange how one single person could change another one. The feeling of being loved was making people thinking they were finally worth it, they were truly useful to the eyes of someone. People are always searching for love but, as soon as they discover the bad and painful sides, which make love whole, they tend to avoid it, fearing being hurt.

Yukiteru knew he would be hurt in the end in any way being with Akise. However, comparing to the happiness and pleasure it could bring while being with him, it was surely meaningless.

Yukiteru couldn't really understand people who were dating each other just because they were looking good together, without real feelings behind it. He couldn't help but not feeling concerned at all when they were breaking up and the girl was (faking?) crying around. Probably he had an old vision of the whole thing but whatever. For now he was happy and, as long it was during, he couldn't ask for more.

The pleasure Yukiteru had everyday, it was when he was meeting Akise between classes and they were kissing secretly. At these moments, his heart was pounding in a oh so deafening way in his chest by the fear of being seen. Yukiteru wouldn't really have minded that people knew. However, he wouldn't like at all that Akise, the popular guy, would be bullied because of him. Of course some people wouldn't care but other would probably make fun of him and this, Yukiteru couldn't afford it. He hadn't told Akise yet about it so this latter was probably thinking he was not used to it for the moment. In fact, he had already figured it out, but hadn't said a thing about it. Actually, he was really glad to know that Yukiteru cared at him in such a way.

How many times did he reckon about the possibility his love for Yukiteru could weaken? He wondered; but he noticed that it was just unstoppably growing again and again. Before he started dating Yukiteru, looking at him was just fine. And then he learned about Yukiteru's possible feelings towards Wakaba. And then looking was not enough: he started to become jealous. He wanted Yukiteru only for him; he wanted him to look at him as he did. But the brunette would have probably never understood his feelings he had, moreover he was a boy. That's why he had never felt so surprised (and what a pleasant surprise!) when he learned that his feelings were not one-sided. Hugging and kissing Yukiteru became such drugs Akise wanted more. He knew it was kind of poison but he couldn't stop. Now, every time their kisses went in a more passionate way, he couldn't help but starting to kiss Yukiteru's neck, ears, collarbone. He was always stopping before going any further but it was strangely provoking at this moment an almost unbearable pain.

The truth was that Yukiteru was totally aware of Akise's position as he was feeling the same way. Nevertheless, even though he got more self-confident thanks to their relationship, he still felt unsecure and scared by the thought of disappointing Akise in this domain he has never experienced before. Yukiteru had even bought those books girls were crazy about… yaoi aren't they? Thinking about Akise and him… doing this kind of thing… He wondered if he felt aroused or scared. Most likely both.

"N-no! Akise-kun! Don't-Don't touch me here!"

Yukiteru blushed and hid his head in his pillow, throwing away the manga. What was he thinking about! If Akise went in his room and found out he had this kind of hobby, what would he take him for? Some kind of pervert, hiding gross things under his bed?

Yukiteru sighed and turned in his sheets, falling slowly asleep, his dreams getting pretty interesting.

The next morning, while Yukiteru was tying up his shoes, he received a message on his phone. His heart started to beat forcibly as he discovered it was Akise. It could have been Kousaka for example, who would have proposed to hang out but no, it was Akise.

From: Aru Akise, 7:42 AM.

To: Yukiteru Amano.

Subject: Hi (´‿｀)

Hi Yukiteru!

Would you like to eat with me on the roof? I want to spend some time with you. Don't forget your lunch!

The last sentence presaged that Akise didn't really let him the choice. But whatever, Yukiteru was quite happy over the proposal. He quickly replied positively and waited impatiently all the morning for the lunch break to come.

The bell rang. Yukiteru was already on the roof, sitting, waiting for Akise. Even if it has been now four months they started dating, he was still feeling a bit nervous about it. The weather was nice and wind softly brushed his face.

He closed his eyes and got back to reality when he felt two hands against his cheeks, pulling back his head to feel a soft kiss on his lips. Akise made an amused giggle to Yukiteru's blush and sat next to him.

"I-I'm glad you've asked me out to eat there. What is more, it's so pleasant by this time!" stated Yukiteru.

"Isn't it? But it doesn't have to be sunny to feel pleasant." and, leaning closer to Yukiteru "as you're here with me."

"Really? However you've come quite late." said the brunette in a pout.

Akise laughed, "I just had some problem with some girl…"

Yukiteru rolled his eyes, "A confession, again?" Inside, he felt a sore pain embracing his chest.

"Kind of…" then, taking Yukiteru's hand "Impossible, are you getting jealous?"

"Of-of course not!"

This situation made Yukiteru remember about one of these horrendous mangas he had read earlier and Akise, looking at Yukiteru's flushing increasing, thought that, decidedly, it wasn't possible down there to be that cute. The white-haired boy leaned closer and languidly kissed the brunette, tongues tangling with passion, moaning as the contact went more ardent. Akise firmly took Yukiteru's hips to draw him closer; however, this latter, out of breath, pushed the other to recover.

"Don't surprise me like that!"

"I'm sorry" replied Akise, half-laughing "These times I want to be closer to you."

Yukiteru turned away his face from Akise, perfectly understanding what he meant. Arms behind him encircled his waist and he felt Akise's chin upon his head.

"Can I?"

"Y-yes… Akise-kun… I want to be closer to you as well. I'm fed up of always making you hold back. It's just…" the brunette calmed down, feeling Akise's soft ruffle through his hair "I don't want to disappoint you."

Akise did not answer first and Yukiteru was afraid that he might have said some awkward thing. He all of sudden felt Akise squeezing him and slightly kissing him the back of his ear.

"You'll never do."

"E-eh? but?"

The white-haired boy squeezed him more and Yukiteru understood he wouldn't say anything else.

In fact, Akise was so desperately glad that he couldn't tell a word. So Yukiteru was actually thinking about him before himself. He was scared to lose him… just as Akise.

He smiled internally and slowly started to kiss the brunette's ear, making him shiver.

"We won't have time to eat, in the end" Yukiteru laughed.

The other chuckled and in response, made his tongue more curious, licking at Yukiteru's sensible places at his ear and neck.

"Mmmh…" puffed Yukiteru.

Akise's hands started to reach the other's chest when people going out the cafeteria alerted them that classes were about to start.
Both felt terribly annoyed but "Anyways we won't make it at school, to top it all on the roof, right?" thought Yukiteru.

He turned back and kissed Akise before going, waving his hand.

"See you!"

Yukiteru's mind was full of Akise. Indeed, since he told him he wanted them to become closer, he couldn't help but think about a multitude of possible scenarios in his mind.

Many times in the day, teachers told him to stop daydreaming and his classmates took the most of the opportunity to make fun of him:

"Eh, he's thinking about his girlfriend!" "Eeeeh? Gross!" "What are you talking about? He obviously does not have one!"

Shut up. If you knew I'm dating the most popular guy of the school! Wait… They would make fun of me even more.

He sighed.

Definitely, can't they just leave me alone?

"Hey shut up boys!" loudly shot Hinata "Do you think that with your ugly faces you'll even get a girlfriend someday?"

And then started a long and virulent argument that ended by a detention for the whole class.

"T-thank you, Hinata, for defending me" shyly thanked Yukiteru.

"No probs!"

Last class this day was sport. Obviously, Yukiteru was not very skilled at it, even more in basketball. However, as Akise was here as well, he tried his best and wasn't actually the worst of all. He didn't know how to make a basket but whatever, he wasn't so bad at making passes and, since he was quite short in height, he could easily thread his way among players. Nonetheless, while he was with great difficultly passing through his opponents, one of them suddenly took him by the shoulder, looking pissed off, and threw him on the ground, stealing him the ball. Nobody said anything although the gesture was brutal: the player was a thug reputed very violent. Probably Akise would have done something but he wasn't here, bringing back balls from the storeroom with his team, and Yukiteru was quite glad about it because he couldn't felt more ashamed right now. Flattened on the floor, hardly breathing, Yukiteru couldn't get his wind back at all and he started to panic. Teachers finally decided to move and the poor boy was transported to the sick room, where, of course, the nurse was missing even though she should have been there.

Yukiteru took off his shirt and passed a hand on his chest: it was almost burning. He turned in the sheets and wondered if he was getting a fever. Fortunately, the wet towel on his forehead was agreeably cooling him down.

Yukiteru laid the back of his hand on his face; he couldn't fall asleep or even recover and he wondered how this stupid guy could have beaten him so strongly and so easily. Yukiteru was so weak! So lame.

He closed his eyes, letting his mind have a walk. He heard Akise's voice calling him. It was cool, soft, appeasing. He liked Akise's voice. It was always sounding happy or playful. It was always giving him a smile.

The voice became louder, more insistent and persistent in its way, letting him in the incapacity of sleeping, totally awakening him. He opened his eyes, a bit upset. He saw Akise and any trace of irritation vanished.

"A-akise-kun?" exclaimed Yukiteru, surprised it was not his mind that went crazy after all.

"Were you asleep by any chance? You looked so cute." teased Akise with however a soft gaze.

Yukiteru answered something inaudible, burying in the bed.

"I hope this bastard hasn't made you much troubles" said Akise with an angry tone in the voice, then soothing it "I borrowed towels in the case you need some."

"Oh, you save me Akise!" shout Yukiteru with a thankful look, wonder-struck.

He sat on the edge of the bed, without noticing Akise's apparent blush at him shirtless, and was about to grab the towels in the bucket when the hand of the white-haired boy stopped his.

"Wouldn't you prefer me to do it?" Yukiteru felt Akise's envy in his voice and noticed by the same occasion his eyes on his chest.

"Oh my… I…" he babbled and blushed.

I want to be closer to you as well. I'm fed up of always making you hold back.

It's right. Yukiteru had prepared himself, right? And… maybe it wouldn't go any further.

Mainly, above all, he could feel it, the desperate envy of Akise!

"W-well…" stumbling over his own words "I-If you w-… I-I'm okay with that."

Akise smiled at the answer and slightly kissed Yukiteru, bringing the towel to Yukiteru's chest. Water fell down upon the body, dropping a bit everywhere. In a way, it was terribly appeasing for Yukiteru's pain but, on the other hand, it felt very awkward as well.

Akise went back up along Yukiteru's chest and accidently rubbed his nipple, dragging a light moan out of the brunette when the other was still kissing him. This latter looked up at him, wondering why he had done such a noise.

"Yukiteru-kun? Have I hurt you?"

"N-no, it's!..." Yukiteru blushed and turned away his face from Akise.

What did he want right now? It actually did felt good… Even… really good.

Akise repeated the action, making Yukiteru moaning even more conspicuously. This time he understood and smiled, passing a finger along his beloved's chest. Yukiteru shook.

"Do you like it, Yukiteru-kun… when I touch you?"

Yukiteru let out a gasp of pleasure when Akise slipped his fingertip to his hardening nipple, rubbing it softly, leaving aside the towel. He leaned closer to Yukiteru's neck and started to suck it to increase the pleasure.

"I-it feels weird but…"

"But?"

"It feels really nice too…"

"Ah…"

These words of Yukiteru made Akise unexpectedly happy. He went back up to Yukiteru's mouth, kissing him furiously, rubbing even more the brunette's chest, this latter groaning in such a lovely way it was melting Akise's heart.

"I love you…" he whispered "I love you so much, you can't imagine."

"I love you too, Akise-kun…"

Yukiteru tightened Akise against him as if he wanted to show him his feelings.

"Umh…" murmured the white-haired boy, brushing Yukiteru's lips with one finger. The brunette knew he was thinking about something and it did presage nothing good.

Akise leaned forward, lowering down his face to the brunette's chest and started to lick Yukiteru's left nipple in a sensual way. On the spur of the pleasure, Yukiteru grabbed firmly Akise's shoulders and moaned so loudly they had never been so happy they were alone in the room. Yukiteru bowed as well, panting against the other's hair, gripping to him, squeezing him the closest as possible against his chest.

With embarrassment, Yukiteru noticed that he was getting seriously hard, so much it was actually painful against his pants. He didn't want Akise to stop right away anymore; he wanted him to go further. However, a contradicted feeling inside him was telling to stop to behave with such lust.

Akise was also feeling his length hardening as he was getting more and more aroused by Yukiteru's undying moans. He was quite worried: was it feeling good for him?

With his hand that was holding Yukiteru's waist, Akise started softly to caress the inside of the brunette's leg, going up to the sensible place. When he arrived, Yukiteru felt with a mix of pleasure and dread Akise's fingers pressing than rubbing in between his legs. The sensation was so rough that Yukiteru sat up straight, looking with anxiety in Akise's eyes.

"Akise-kun… I-I'm… a bit scared."

The white-haired boy smiled as he left Yukiteru's chest, swooping down on his lips. The kisses made Yukiteru's apprehension slowly disappear, giving himself to Akise when this latter leaned him back upon him on the bed. He continued his kisses along Yukiteru's jaw and slowly unzipped the brunette's pants, making him shiver sharply.

"It's alright…" Akise whispered in a reassuring tone "You don't have to do anything…"

Yukiteru caught on Akise as he felt fingers ventured on his underwear.

"Oh my" the brunette gasped, wanting to hide himself somewhere very deep in the underground.

He felt totally ashamed at Akise touching him, making him moan and above all hardening his intimacy just under his fingers. Those ones then went up, playing with the edge of the underwear and swiftly went in.

Yukiteru trembled violently as an incredible wave of pleasure seized him when the cold fingers of Akise circled and moved along his length.

"Aah-ah!" groaned Yukiteru at the tireless coming and going movements.

"D-does it feel good, Yukiteru-kun?" asked Akise's trembling voice "Tell me…"

"Y-yes… p-please… don't stop!" implored the brunette.

The movements became rougher and so did Yukiteru's pleasure, increasing at each move. Yukiteru was caught in dark shadows that wouldn't let him go, he knew it was bad but god it felt so good! His moans went louder and Yukiteru tried to formulate:

"A-akis-e… ah!... s-stop… I'm…"

Akise giggled and kissed him more passionately again, not letting go of Yukiteru. This latter shook a last time and, couldn't retaining himself anymore, came in the other's hand.

The orgasm made Yukiteru's mind go empty and, closing his eyes, he tried to catch his breath and gather his wits. When he eventually regained consciousness, the first vision he had was his dear Akise licking with a kind of adoration his come. Yukiteru froze and abruptly sat up, stopping Akise in his action:

"W-what are you doing! P-pervert!"

Akise made an adorable pout "Oh, that's harsh. But you taste so go-ah!" he stopped as Yukiteru slapped him on the top of his head with the pillow.

The brunette looked for a second at Akise's amused face and, as if his body was moving on itself, he tenderly kissed the other. The white-haired boy startled a bit of surprise and, hugging tightly Yukiteru against him, put back the brunette against the bed. Akise felt the brunette's hands approaching his back, he expected him going up to his neck but, instead, they sharply took his shoulders and knocked him down, Yukiteru now topping the other. Before he could say anything, Yukiteru shot, embarrassed:

"Akise-kun, I… I'd like to make you feel good as you did for me but…" he looked away, not able to support the intense gaze anymore "I'm probably not good at all for this…"

Akise sighed, "I told you that if you are not ready you don't have to, right? I won't be angry at you for this…"

Akise was cut short by Yukiteru pressing his hand in between his legs, revealing his hardness. It was so unexpected that Akise couldn't retain a small gasp.

"But… you're so hard Akise…"

The white-haired boy looked aside because of Yukiteru's embarrassing words, feeling a blush coming to his cheeks. The brunette leaned down and kissed him with passion then stated, determined:

"O-ok… I'll do my best."

Akise closed his eyes, waiting impatiently as his excitement kept increasing. He heard Yukiteru unzipping his trousers.

"Yukiteru-kun…"

At this state, the brunette didn't really know what to do. Probably just using his hand as Akise did for him wouldn't be enough. Was it time to use those stupid perverted mangas?

He unbuttoned the shirt and kissed it all along. He continued until the underpants where he licked. Akise violently shook and sat up:

"Y-Yukiteru-kun! What are you doing?"

"Does it not feel good?" He asked, worried.

"It's… it's not a question whether it feels good or not! You… you know what you're doing, right?"

"Y-yes… I want to do this to you…"

"Are… are you sure?"

Yukiteru's eyes answered better than words. Akise sighed and brought up a hand to his face. He felt then again this pleasure as Yukiteru licked again, his whole body twitching. Even through the underwear, the pleasure was so considerable he couldn't stop himself moaning. Soon he felt way too tight in his pants and almost implored:

"Yukiteru-k… please get it off…"

The brunette looked up at him and, based on Akise's expression, it seemed he was doing well for now which reassured him.

Yukiteru slowly removed the underwear and revealed Akise's sex. He felt a bit ashamed as he compared sizes. But for now, he had to make his beloved Akise feel as good as him a bit sooner.

Akise couldn't wait, panting heavily, his pupils dilating of excitement.

Yukiteru started to suck the top of Akise's length with a bit of clumsiness then licked each side, teasing the white-haired boy. Akise moaned more distinctly Yukiteru's name. He finally took the sex in his mouth and started to suck on it.

"G-god Yu-Yukiteru-kun! I-it feels... aah!"

Yukiteru continued his movements and the pleasure provoked was so huge that Akise wondered how many time he could still retain himself. His hands gripped locks of Yukiteru's hair and his toes sank in the mattress.

"S-stop now… Yukiteru-kun, I'm about to…"

Speechless by the pleasure, Akise didn't finish his sentence. Yukiteru continued on, maybe even faster than before, the tongue moving tirelessly.

"No… not-not in your mouth." begged one last time Akise.

His voice was so imploring Yukiteru eventually stopped himself. However the fact was that Akise hadn't come yet was unbearable for Yukiteru.

"Thank you." formulated a still panting Akise.

"But…"

"I know" he smiled mischievously "come here."

Yukiteru leaned closer to Akise, putting himself on him. The white-haired boy lightly took his lover's pants and threw it away in an almost theatrical gesture. Yukiteru blushed when Akise found out he was still hard. The white-haired boy just smiled.

Akise seized Yukiteru's butt, approaching the brunette even closer to him and rubbed his length against the other when they touched. Akise returned back over Yukiteru and, encircling with his slender fingers both sexes, speeded up the movements.

"Aaah! Akise-kun… hmm! More!"

"D-don't moan so loudly… mm- Ah! If someone hears us…" but actually, Akise couldn't retain himself groaning as well.

Yukiteru bit Akise's shoulder to muffle his voice as he came, followed by Akise.

Both panting heavily, their mouths touched and gathered in a violent ballet of tongues. Their kisses last what seemed forever and, when they finally parted, they hugged closely despite their sticky bodies.

"Maybe I should pick up our clothes" sighed Akise in a tired tone.

"Stay here…" begged Yukiteru.

"I come back."

Akise got dressed again first and was about to get Yukiteru's clothes when the door opened. It was one girl of Akise's class who had come to know what took so long.

She stood still for a moment, open-mouth, analysing the situation.

"You-you" she blushed and was about to run away when Akise caught her by the arm.

"It stays between us, yes?" and he used his charming smile, very effective on girls.

"I want to die" stated Yukiteru in a toneless voice, the face buried in the pillow.

"Don't say that, Yukiteru-kun. She probably won't say anything."

"Probably?" he almost screamed, turning his face to Akise.

Akise took the opportunity for encircling his arms around Yukiteru, squeezing him tightly against him.

"It's easy to do this every time" protested the brunette.

"But it's quite useful, doesn't it?" laughed Akise.

"Akise-kun?"

"Hum?"

"I love you."

The white-haired boy looked surprised for some seconds and hugged Yukiteru a bit more – if it was possible. "I love you too. You are my only love."

Yukiteru sighed in joy.

"And next time" continued Akise "I'll do what you did to me…" brushing a finger over Yukiteru's lips "with your mouth…"

"A-akise-kun!" blushed the brunette while the other chuckled.

(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻