I have decided to update everything to say that I probably won't be updating my stories anytime soon. I barely come on here as it is because it's never working or updated and none of the stories I follow have updated their stories in 9 months. Life has gotten really bad this year and I just spend all my time at work so I don't have to be at home. I've lost all interest in writing for this site and I, it became like another homework assignment that I would push off.

I'll leave all my stories up and will update them whenever, but it won't be once a month like it started out to be. It will be whenever I feel like writing for 3 hours straight one the few days off I get. I feel bad because a lot of you have spent your time reading my stories and giving me input on it, I just can't bring myself to write anymore not even for myself. I am truly sorry that I wasted everyone's time with not finishing my stories which I said I wouldn't do, but the last year has gotten crazy and unsafe for me and my brother.

If you want to message or review your anger and disappointment, I welcome it because I deserve it. I would love to thank everyone who stuck with me till this point and I won't list everyone who in the last couple of months who reviewed or added my story because they will delete this story when they read this.

I am sorry.

***Edit: I should clarify what I meant by it feeling unsafe in my house. A few months ago my dad and my brother got in a physical fight where chairs where knocked over and thrown along with other stuff. My parents don't seem to care anymore about anything that has to do with us and my dad chocked my brother out while I hid in my room. For years their anger was pointed towards me and me being selfish, I don't want that anger towards me again. At anytime it could turn now that my brother has moved back, thats why I was very lucky to find my job when I was also getting kicked out at the same time. I spend alot of time at work so I don't have to be in the house with them in case something like this happens where it gets physical again. As long as I spend most of my week at work and my brother does the same, then it will be fine at home with no tension. Thanks for all the kind words and reassurance from everyone, no I don't have anyone to help me, I just stay at work and hope for the best.