I'm getting sick of people making Russia out as a bad guy he's just had a really rough life and doesn't know better and it pisses me off when people make him abusive! Anyway this is my first story with fluffiness so please review.

Another meeting at his brother's house where no one saw him. He sighed snuggling in to the soft fur of his bear, which tried to get away from his grip. He really hated the fact that he was invisible to the other countries, that no one remembered him for who he was and always believed he was America.

He took his normal seat in the corner as the others started to arrive, he dosed off seeing how he wasn't part of it any way.

It was dark a faint light came from the darkness and an angel of some kind hugged him he sobbed when he realized it was his mother. The one who had held him and raised him before France before he met his long lost brother. She had died so long ago so long forgotten he barely remembered her face. She looked on to her son her pale silvery eyes looked in to his light violet ones that had tears in them. "My son you won't be alone anymore one has noticed you one who is strong," she said softly kissing his forehead.

Canada felt a strong hand on his shoulder waking him out of his slumber. He looked around and found a pair of dark violet ones making him nearly jump out of his skin. "Allo sorry if I woke you but meeting is getting started might want to be up" a kind deep Russian voice said. Matthew slowly realized that it was Ivan the Russian representative. "Oh n-no you see no one notices me so I have no say…" he said in his almost silent voice.

The Russian just gave a smile that frankly sacred Matthew a bit. "Well then I'll be your voice da?" Ivan said gently putting his hand on the Canadian's shoulder earning a faint blush. "S-sure that would be nice" he said his voice shaky at the sudden contact. "Alright sit next to me then in a little bit ok Matthew?" he said patting Canada's back before walking off.

'Ok that was strange' he thought shaking his head. He walked in to the meeting room sat at the end of the table directly across from his brother. "All right bros let totally get this meeting started you all know the rules right?" Alfred shouted loudly. Matthew slowly raised his hand but of coarse he didn't see him, just before the American could continue Ivan raised his hand. "There is one who doesn't know" he said lowly a small amount of his dark aura coming out.

"Oh sorry didn't see ya Canaidia" Alfred said pronouncing his country wrong which angered him slightly but he kept his weak smile. "It is Canada you stupid oaf he's your brother why are you so mean to him?" Ivan growled his aura darkening. The American backed away slowly. "Maybe we should do this another day" he said his voice shaking.

Matthew smirked at his brother's fear toward his friend. In fact he hadn't seen him this scared of the Russian nation since the cold war. He snickered as his brother left the room. He was about to do the same but a hand grabbed his shoulder it was Ivan he had a worried look on his face.

"C-Could I stay with you for a few days my sister Belarus is off her nut again" he said in a voice so soft it was almost Canada's. This shocked the Canadian a lot because he knew not a whole lot scared Ivan but his sister was enough to make him cry. He sighed and nodded "Ya you can come and stay with me for the week end or longer if you need" he said reassuring the bigger male of his visit.

It took forever to find a flight heading for Mathew's home due to the fact that not a whole lot of people went to visit there. The ride was horrible honestly who trained these pilots! Finally they touched on the Canadian ground making Matthew sigh with relief and kept walking knowing all the sights and sounds. Ivan on the other hand oo'd and ah'd at every little thing in the new country. "Hey Canada this feels just like home" he said excitedly looking over the vast snow covered land.

"Oh well then visit when ever you like just let me know fist ok?" Matthew said lightly a faint smile creeping over his face. "Hey Russia want to check out all the sights of my home?" he asked for some reason he felt a faint warmth on his cheeks. "Oh you'd let me go looking around home? How very sweet of you" Ivan said hugging the Canadian trying not to crush him. "Alright where should we go first?" Matthew asked.

Several hours later and they finally made it back to Matthew's home with Ivan complaining a bit how he wanted to see more of this country. "We can look at the rest tomorrow but we need to clean you up" he said sadly. When they had visited the male syrup plant he hand kind of fell in to one of the vats making Matt apologize a lot the owner said it was fine they'd call it Russian syrup making everyone laugh.

"Oh cool so this big place is your house? It's so neat and clean how do you do this with no servants?" Ivan asked not really meaning any offence toward the Canadian. "I clean it myself every week and rearrange things that's all I can really do in my spare time" Matthew managed to say. "That sounds very lonely Matt but don't worry we have fun yes?" Ivan said happily his normal broad smile plastered on his face.

"Y-Ya sure but first can we get you cleaned up?" Matthew asked lightly motioning upstairs. "Oh sure where is bathroom?" Ivan muttered walking up the stairs and in to one of the rooms, which by chance was Matt's.

The room was the largest in the house save the reading room; it had a large wooden bed with soft covers made from elk and rabbit fur (Note I love bunnies so please stop senseless killing), and a few other wooden accessories in the room. There was a large oak door, which lead to the master bathroom.

"Is bathroom this way Matt?" Ivan asked pointing to the door smiling. "Ya that's my bathroom you can use it if you…" before he could say want the Russian was gone and the door locked. Matthew sighed he was use to people taking what they wanted from him even if he said no, that's how it all ways was. He sighed again and plopped on to his bed snuggling the furs. He hadn't realized that he had fallen asleep.

This time it was when he was a small child and his mother was beside him he was helping her collect herbs. "Hey mama are these safe to eat? I'm hungry," he asked holding out the purple flowered plant. "Yes White-Paw that is safe its what the white man calls chives they taste like onions," she said softly as he took a bite. He made a face that made his mother laugh lightly picking him up. "Hey mama can I be like Running-Wolf?" he asked nuzzling in to her polar bear dress. "If you believe it then you may my son" she said rubbing her nose with his. "Mama do you love me?" he asked as his mother played with his curl. "Of coarse I do you're my baby" she said shocked at the question. "Well I thought you wouldn't cause I look like the white men who steal our food" he said weakly. "Child I couldn't hate you even if you were the son of the great demon of the earth," she whispered moving her dark ebony hair out of her face pretty face to revile a faint smile.

Ivan came out of the shower and saw his host asleep on the large bed that made him appear even smaller then he already was. He appeared to be crying in his sleep from the dream he was having. "Hey Matt wake up" he said lightly shaking his shoulder. Matt looked up at him confused and shock. "D-Did I say anything in my sleep?" he asked blushing. "No not at all you were just crying in your sleep I was worried" Ivan said lightly looking away.

Matthew looked at him shocked. "Y-You cared?" he asked his face heating up more to almost boiling. "Of coarse I care why wouldn't I?" the Russian asked he suddenly realized the fact that no one knew him at all. He sat next to him and held him tightly to him. "I-Ivan" Matt said softly before clinging tightly to the other choking back a sob. Some one some one finally sees him some one finally holding him. He pulled Ivan on top of him shaking actually like the weight on him. "M-Matt what are you doing?" Ivan said slowly worried. Before any other thought came to the Russian's mind he felt a pair of lips pressed against his. His eyes widened with shock and yet he fell deep in to it as he deepened it.

"I-Ivan~" Matthew moaned lightly enjoying the feeling of his first kiss he wanted more much more. He pulled Ivan closer to him and kissed him again slightly harder than the last time becoming more and more confidant more needy. "M-Matt please stop this I-I can't hold back for much longer" Ivan said his voice husky and wanting his hips rubbing in to Matt's. The Canadian's back arched in pleasure a stuttered moan escaping his lips. He quickly looked over Ivan's body it was strong and muscular, his skin pale like snow yet unbelievably warm. His hands ran over Ivan's abs and back enjoying the feeling of another as the Russian went to work on removing the Canadian's clothes.

Matthew gasped as Ivan kissed his chest working his way down his body a cat like smirk on his face. Matt whimpered wanting more he gasped suddenly as a he felt Russia's lips on his member licking it. "I-Ivan d-don't stop please" he said panting his mouth a gap. The Russian smirked having the other where he wanted. He took him in his mouth sucking hard bobbing his head. Canada gripped the Russian's hair his body arching his hips thrusting in to his lover's mouth. "G-God don't stop don't stop!" he moaned already close to release. Ivan stopped and shoved three fingers in Matt's mouth. "Suck if you want more pleasure" the Russian commanded thrusting his fingers in and out of his mouth.

Matt sucked hard licking each finger making sure he got each one. Ivan pulled his fingers out of his mouth and smirked. "Be warned this may hurt Matt so I'm sorry if it does" Ivan whispered as he thrust one finger in his tight hole. He winced slightly gritting his teeth it hurt too much. The finger suddenly hit a spot in him causing a squeak to escape him as a shutter ran through his body. "There we go found your sweet spot Mattie" Ivan whispered seductively in the boy's ear biting the lob lightly gaining another moan and shutter as he continued to stretch out his Canadian. He growled low at the thought of him being like this with another.

Once stretched Ivan wasted no time removing what was left of his garments tossing them aside on the floor. He looked at the sight before him Matthew's light skin flushed with red from his rising body heat, his light violet eyes half open, his chest heaving trying to slow his rapid heart rate. Ivan licked his own lips continuing to look lower, Matt tried to hide what was proof he wanted the Russian badly. Ivan simply smiled at the boy hovering above him. "This is going to hurt so I'm going to go slow alright Matt?" he asked making sure it was safe to continue. Matt nodded.

In one fluid movement he was in the smaller of the two gripping tightly to the sheets trying to hold back screams of pain, which suddenly switched to pleasured moans. "I-Ivan s-sweet god!" he shouted throwing his head back his back arching with it as his hands gripped on to Ivan's broad shoulders. Ivan continued the slow and steady pace as Canada racked his nails across his back leaving small trails of heat and pain. "Keep clawing me and you'll be hurt again" Ivan teased kissing his lover's neck lightly nipping at its porcelain like skin leaving small red marks.

"I-Ivan I-I'm gonna…!" Matt said nearly screaming in release after a few more thrusts Russia followed, panting using the last of his strength to roll over so he wouldn't land on his tiny lover. "I…didn't hurt you did I?" he asked pulling Matthew close to him nuzzling in to the crook of his neck licking one of the marks. "N-No you didn't I-I have something to confess to you Ivan" Matthew whispered scared he might laugh at him. "What are you sore did I go to rough?" Ivan asked now freaking out slightly making the Canadian country laugh lightly like his mother use to.

"N-No its not that its just you were kind of my first" he said his face beet red from the sex and embarrassment. "I was your first?" Ivan said slowly letting each word sink in as well as the shock. "Ivan are you ok?" Matthew asked as he waved a hand in front of the Russian's face. "D-Did you enjoy it?" Ivan finally said breaking the silence between the two. "Yes I did and I want no one else but you," he said sweetly wiggling in to his new lovers large strong chest. "Good be cause I wouldn't have it any other way" Ivan said softly holding him close they slept like this the whole night and some of the next day.

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