Just a new Idea for a story. I know there have been a lot of Bella=Wolf stories so I'll try to make mine as different as possible.

This is my first story so I hope some of you will like it.

I wont be able to update everyday but I'll do as best as I can.

I do not own twilight

Pack Mind

"Dialog"

Story Summary: Bella has phased for the first time after her confrontation with Laurent. Because she is now a wolf Alice can't see her and thinks she has died. The Cullen's return to Forks to see if they can help Charlie in any way. They get the surprise of a lifetime when they find out Bella is still alive and is now a shifter/werewolf. The biggest shock of all is when they realize that Edward was never meant to be with Bella but a certain pixie was.

Chapter Summary: Bella is almost killed by Laurent but in her anger she phases into a wolf for the first time. What will happen when the Cullen's return and think she is dead. Will she be able to forgive them? For some reason some of the Cullen's didn't show up. Is there a reason they left them behind?

'Alice, I know that you are gone but I still don't understand why. Was I really just a plaything for your family? I cant even begin to tell you how angry I am at all of you. Not only did you leave me alone, you left me with an angry vampire who is out to kill me. I love you all so much that it hurts, but I hate you just as much.'

'Alice, Things are...Things are bad again. Without Jake I cant..I just cant stand it. I don't see Edward anymore. Will it really feel like he never existed? I will find the place where I can see him again.'

I walked through the forest with renewed vigor. I was sure I would be able to see him again if I went to our field. I was sure all the perfect memories of him would come flooding back to me. Everything had changed though. The once luscious green grass and bright, colorful flowers were no more. The grass was long since dead and looked more like straw. The flowers had all wilted, leaving nothing but a depressing mess behind. I fell to my knee's, tears springing to my eyes. Why did they have to leave me. I heard a noise ahead of me and I looked up. A vampire that I had met once before stood halfway across the clearing.

"Bella." He said, almost sounding excited. His dark dreadlocks ruffled slightly in the wind. He took a slow step forward and once my surprise finally faded I was able to reply.

"Laurent." He smiled and looked carefully around him.

"I didn't expect to find you here. I went to visit the Cullen's but the house is empty. I'm surprised they left you behind. Weren't you sort of um...a pet of theirs?" The ache of their betrayal hit me like a ton of bricks. I really was just a pet to them.

"Yeah you could say that." I replied feeling slightly embarrassed. Again he looked around as if making sure we were truly alone.

"Do the Cullen's visit often?" He asked. I jumped with surprise when an apparition of Edward appeared in front of me.

"Lie." He said, and I resisted the urge to stick my tongue out at him. Of course I loved and missed him. Part of me still desperately wanted him but he had hurt me.

"Absolutely, all the time." I cringed at my words. I had always been a horrible liar and Laurent could see that.

"Lie better." Edward commanded and I rolled my eyes. Laurent looked confused at my reaction, thinking I was rolling my eyes at him. He couldn't see Edward standing next to him. Then again was I really seeing him or had I finally lost my mind?

"I'll tell them that you stopped by. I probably shouldn't...tell Edward...because he's pretty protective." I held back a pitiful laugh. And I had thought my last lie was bad. This one was even worse. My voice wavered and my eyes began darting around looking for possible escapes.

"But he's far away isn't he?" I figured it was time I turned the questioning away from me.

"Why are you here?" I asked him. He looked uncomfortable for a moment before replying.

"I came as a favor to Victoria." I was pretty sure my heart almost stopped at the mention of her name. I thought and hoped that with Edward gone maybe she would leave me alone. Apparently I was wrong though. My body started to shake with fear. Or was it anger? I couldn't even tell.

"Victoria?" I asked, hoping I had heard wrong. However he nodded and chuckled.

"She asked me to see if you were still under the protection of the Cullen's. Victoria feel's it's only fair to kill Edwards mate, given he killed her's. An eye for an eye." I wanted to protest, to say that I wasn't even sure if I was Edwards mate. The thing that I didn't understand was that Edward didn't even kill James. Although I was writhing in pain from his bite I was able to see what happened. Emmett and Jasper had started the fire and Alice had been the one to tear his head from his body. Alice killed him, not Edward. So why wasn't Victoria going after Jasper instead? I don't think Laurent would listen to reason though. It didn't help that Edward suddenly appeared as an apparition again.

"Threaten him." Now he wants me to threaten a vampire that wanted to kill me. That was it, I really had gone crazy. The real Edward would never tell me to do such things. My body shook even more as I looked up into the vampires red eyes.

"Edward would know who did it. And he'd come after you." I mentally face palmed myself. I knew that wasn't the least bit convincing. How would Edward know who killed me? Laurent realized the same thing.

"I don't think he will. After all, how much could you mean to him if he left you here, unprotected. Victoria wont be happy about my killing you, but I cant help myself. You are so mouth watering." I rolled my eyes. Like I hadn't already heard that one a bunch of times from the Cullen's. He took a few steps towards me, the shaking intensifying. I realized that this was my last chance to get away.

"Please don't..I mean..you helped us." In a flash he was in front of me, hand on my cheek. Stupid vampire speed.

"No, no no no, shh. Don't be afraid. I'm doing you a kindness. Victoria plans on killing you slowly...painfully. Whereas I'll make it quick. I promise. You will feel nothing." He raised his hand, ready to strike a killing blow.

"Edward, I love you." I muttered as the shaking in my body became almost too much to take and if Laurent wasn't holding me up with one of him arms I was sure I would have sank to the ground. I heard a growling sound that didn't sound like a vampire. Then I realized that the growl was coming from me. That scared me even more, and before I had the chance to process what was happening I felt as though my body exploded. Laurent jumped quickly away from me surprised. Then his eyes rested on something further behind me. His eyes widened with fear. Small scraps of clothing fluttered down all around me. "I..I don't believe it!" He cried, turning around. He started to run and for some reason instead of running away from him I took off after him. He was running at vampire speed so how the hell was I catching up with him? I heard more growls coming from behind me. I stopped short only to have a huge, horse sized black wolf speed past me after the fleeing vampire. A grey wolf and a brown wolf followed behind him. The last wolf, a large russet colored one stopped next to me.

"Bella?" I heard the voice as if it was in my head. I tried to speak but all that came out was a loud snarl. I jumped, startled at the noise and looked down at my feet...no, feet wasn't the right word for it. I looked down at my paws. They were light brown and had swirls of white and black. "Bella, wolves communicate through their thoughts." He told me. I knew that voice anywhere.

"Jacob?" The large wolf nodded his head.

"I guess the wolf's out of the bag...so to speak." He said laughing.

"What are you? Is this why you said we couldn't be friends?" He nodded again, but this time his ears drooped slightly.

"We are shape shifters. I wasn't allowed to tell you. It's against pack rules. Sam is the Alpha of the pack." As he said that the other three wolves walked back into the clearing, the large black one was holding the arm of Laurent in his mouth as a dog would do with a bone. I started laughing hysterically. This was just too much. It didn't help that as a wolf it didn't really sound like laughing. It made me sound like a cat trying to cough up a furball. The rest of the wolves soon started laughing as well. I'm glad no one was around to see or hear us. The Alpha had finally dropped the arm and everyone finally started to settle down.

"The leech is dead." I heard another voice say. I assumed this one was Sam because it held authority. "So, this is Bella?" The black wolf stepped forward and nodded his head in a greeting. "I am Sam. Like Jake said I am the Alpha of the pack. This is Jarad an Paul." The brown one, Jarad also nodded a greeting.

"I didn't even know we could get female wolves. And she isn't even from our tribe. How is she one of us?" Paul asked, not sounding very happy about my being here.

"It's possible that she has the blood from another tribe. I'm sure the Elders will be able to answer some of our questions. Bella, do you have a problem following me as your Alpha?" I shook my head. It didn't really matter who I followed did it? "Alright good. From now on you are officially a part of this pack. I will get a hold of the elders and have them throw a council meeting tomorrow afternoon. Jake will help you with phasing back to your human form. You may want to stop by his house on your way home. That way he can lend you some clothing. When you phase back you will have nothing on." I was glad that a wolf couldn't blush because my face would be very red right about now. Sam and the others took off leaving me and Jake in the clearing.

"Why did your eyes change when you phased?" Jake asked suddenly. I didn't exactly know what he was talking about though. I cocked my head to the side like a confused little puppy. "Normally when we phase our eyes stay the same color. For some reason your eyes changed to this light blue." He took a step closer so he could see them better.

"I don't know why they changed. I don't even know why I changed into a wolf. I pretty much don't know anything. Maybe those elders of yours will be able to answer the question." He nodded and got ready to leave. Before following Jacob I picked up the abandoned arm and started digging a hole. Jake looked at me curiously.

"What are you doing?" He asked although I'm sure he already knew. I ignored the question and continued to dig. When the hole was deep enough I dropped the arm in and worked on covering it up. I was quite tempted to pee on it but I figured that would kill any self dignity I had. Jake chuckled at my thoughts and just stood there watching in amusement. Once I was finished I nodded towards him and he took off in the direction of La Push. I ran after him, keeping up easily and followed Jake back to his house. Billy was outside and smiled when he saw us.

"Another wolf joined the pack I see?" He asked as we walked closer to him. He reached out and scratched me behind my ear. Jake let out a short bark and asked me to turn away. He quickly phased and ran into the house, getting some clothes on and grabbing some for me.

"Dad, this is actually Bella." Billy looked startled.

"Bella Swan?" He asked. 'No Bella the pumpkin carver.' I thought sarcastically. I heard laughing in my head and realized that even though we weren't near the other wolves I could still hear them. Talk about lack of privacy.

"Yeah, she was about to be killed by a leech and she somehow phased." Billy's eyes were wide and he had a huge grin on his face.

"Well now you know why we didn't take so well to you hanging around the Cullen's." He said sternly. For some reason when he mentioned the Cullen's I growled slightly. It wasn't because I didn't want him talking bad about them though. Any of the pain and hurt I had been feeling because of them had suddenly vanished and I was left with nothing but anger. They had always made me feel like a part of their family and then Edward goes and tells me he didn't want me. That he never loved me. Was I really just a toy to them? Something to fill up the time with? There was suddenly no amount of sadness left in me. I hated all of them. How could they do this to me?

"You should hate the Cullen's. They're monsters Bella and it is our job to make sure those monsters don't harm anyone when they are here. I know that you don't see them that way yet but it's in our nature to hate them." I heard Paul's thoughts loud and clear in my head. I think he was the only one that was left in wolf form aside for me. "I am patrolling actually. That's why I'm still like this."

"What do you mean patrolling? And if we are meant to stop monsters then why have you allowed the Cullen's to live?" I asked. He chuckled bitterly.

"We always have someone in wolf form patrolling the forest and near the treaty line. We have to make sure there are no vampires around and if we catch a vampires scent we have to alert the rest of the pack so that we can hunt them down and tear them to shreds." He seemed happy at the thought of ripping vampires apart. He seemed to ignore my second question so I decided to repeat it.

"What about the Cullen's? You never hurt any of them." I growled again slightly, surprising myself. This time Paul let out a booming laugh in my head.

"You'll get used to that. Your inner wolf is telling you that they are dangerous. You may not see it yet but you will. The Cullen's made a treaty with our ancestors. They claimed to be different then normal bloodsuckers. As long as they don't take a human life then they can live here in peace. I don't trust them though. A leech is still a leech whether they drink human blood or not." Jake came out with one of his old shirts and a pair of his sisters jeans and placed them on my back. I walked to the side of the house where no one could see me and he followed. He was a gentleman and looked the other way while explaining how to shift back.

"Think of something that makes you happy. Something that brings you great joy." Jacob explained and I closed my eyes and tried. Sadly nothing I thought of was good enough. I even went so far as to think about my times with Edward. I heard Paul's growling when images of him went through my head. I flopped onto the ground in defeat.

"Wow Bella, I never realized you were such a drama queen." He said as he turned to me. I chuckled as I thought about the time Alice had called Edward a drama queen. His reaction had been priceless. Suddenly I felt a strange rippling feeling go throughout my body and I was finally back in human form with Jacob staring, jaw dropped. He shook his head and quickly looked away as I felt my face heat up with embarrassment. I quickly pulled the clothes on and made myself calm down. It's not like Jake had looked on purpose. He thought I had given up for the moment. Jake turned around, an even bigger blush adorning his own face. "Well, lets get you home." He said in a high, squeaky voice, causing me to chuckle. He raised his eyebrow and smirked his normal Jacob smirk. "You wont find it so funny when you realize all the guys will see what I just saw next time I'm in wolf form." I paused for a second as I took in what he just said.

"What?" I all but screamed. "What do you mean they will all see it?" He sighed and looked somewhat ashamed.

"If I'm in wolf form and it crosses my mind anyone else who is in wolf form will also see it. On the bright side you will probably see most of us as well." I shuddered.

"How is that a bright side?" I muttered. He looked somewhat offended but didn't respond. Suddenly he gasped and put his hand under my chin, raising my head up a little bit.

"Your eyes are still blue Bella." How was I going to explain my sudden change in eyes. At school I could say I got contacts but what about at home? "Well come on, lets get you home." I felt a wave of panic wash over me.

"What do I tell Charlie?" I asked. I couldn't exactly see him reacting well to me telling him I'm a huge wolf.

"It would be best if he didn't know Bella." I heard Billy say. I looked over at him and he had a grim look on his face. "I knew that there was a possibility of Jacob becoming one because of all the legends and because I used to be one. Charlie may have heard some of the stories but that's all they were to him. We'll have to ease him into the idea of his daughter being a shifter. Once he knows about you he will end up learning about the Cullen's." I could only imagine Charlies face when he learns I spent so much time with vampires. We were about to leave when I heard a loud howl off in the distance.

"What now?" Jacob demanded as he turned back to me. "Looks like we have to phase again." My jaw dropped.

"What do you mean? Why do we have to..." He cut me off.

"That howl was Sam. He wants us to phase." How the hell did he know that? How could he tell who it was or what it meant? He chuckled at the look on my face. "You think this is confusing? Just wait because it's only the beginning."