Ciel grumbled in annoyance as his alarm clock went off. 6 am was entirely to early for anyone, esspecialy himself to be waking up. He hated it, the entire thing. He hated LIFE. All it was was a string of unfortunet, Undesirable, and horribly boring events. Hed wake up, go to school, go home do chores, pretend he didnt have homeworks, bitch at his parents, then go to sleep. If he failed one of his classes hed fuck his teacher and everything was fine. His life was utterly pointless. Just as pointless as waking up this early.
He drug himself out of bed and stumbled down the stairs for breakfast. On the table was a boal of cereal already made just for him, a tall glass of orange juice, and the morning paper. It were times like this that made him THANKFULL for having parents that cared so much. He did love them. He was just in the awkward stage in his life where he would find a reason to complain about anything.
Picking up the paper he flipped to the front page as he spooned huge mouthfulls of food into his bottomless pit of a stomach. Nothing too interesting. Just a string of kidnappings. Sure all the kids were the same age as himself and presumed dead, but what did that matter. That sort of thing could never happen to someone as great as himself. Those idiots that were kidnapped had practicly begged to be raped... along with 98 percent of the girls in his school.
At the tender age of 15 Ciel was used to girls soliciting their bodies with their short skirts and frilly tanktops. It didnt surprise him at all that some sick jack ass was taking advantage of that. Hell they probably bent themselves over the edge of his van and begged to be fucked.
HE was smarter than that. He didnt care what he looked like as long as he was clothed. He owned a mirror and he wasnt stupid. He knew no one would ever want him. He was too thin, to pale, to short, and on top of all that one of his eyes was an entirely different colour than the other. But he didnt care. Better to be ugly than raped right?
With a sigh he picked up his glass and empty boal and sat it in the sink. He imagined the murderer. Probably strong, agile, His tall frame would tremble slightly with the force of his thick arm swinging as he dug his long blade into the flesh of his victims... Blood would splatter in his hair.. On his face... He bring his spidery fingers up to his own skin, whipe the blood off his porciline skin. Slowely hed bring his fingers to his lips and taste salty iron combination of those sluts blood. Better yet, Ciel could lick it all off of him... The boy could imagine the taste of real blood on his lips... and his killer.. His pedophile killer..
Ciel shook his head quickly. He had to get over his obsession with killers.. Murderers.. Death. He found it all so attractive but he couldnt let himself go like that. He wanted a life on the road.. With his attractive killer... He loved the idea, but he was a smart kid. He knew it was highly unlikely, and wrong. Very wrong. Borderline creepy. Okay very creepy, But sometimes he couldnt help himself from drifting off like that.
A knock at the door startled him from his thought. He looked at the clock and relized he was suppose to be leaving. He supposed the sweat pants and t shirt hed slept iin would have to do for today and got the door. As he figured it was alois there to walk with him to school.
"Ciel did you sleep late or something? you look like hell." Ciel smiled politely.
"Something like that..."
"Did you hear about that kidnapper guy."
"Yes."
"Pretty fucked up right?"
"I guess so." Ciel looked up into Aloises concerned eyes. It was obvious he had been to cold on the subject. Sometimes he forgot murder was a sensitive subject with most people. Even alois whom hed known since forever. "They might have just run away and joined a cult or something" Nope that statement definetly wasnt better.
"No man. They just found the first body. Were all getting questioned at school later."
"Really?" Ciel tried not to sound too exited. But maby hed get to see some of the killers work.. If he played his cards right maby even the body.. All he had to do was say he was good friends with the victim. Maby theyd feel sorry for him and show him the body.
"Yeah.. she was all cut up and shit. I heard one of the forensics guys puked when they found her."Even better.
They continued their walk to school and sighed a goodbye and swiftly headed off to class. The day was boring and the interigation was hardly anything but "whats ur name occupation did you know the victim and how so." bit. It frustrated Ciel to no end and he somehow knew the day wouldnt end well for him.