POOLS OF SILVER

Goodbye

The years went by Just like normal couples we all had our ups and downs. Collin and Emily went on to have another 2 children together but sadly Emily passed away during child-birth of the twins. Little Sam was now part of Collin and Edwards family as he considered them his dads. We missed Emily but knew she would be with Sam looking down on us.

Paul still had not spoken to his parents although they knew he was now a father. They never spoke to any of the children if they saw them in the street. The kids knew who they were and didn't seem upset that they were not spoken to. Conner was still the quiet one out of the pack but it was normally because he was talking to Nathan. Even in human form they could talk to each other. Conner was the gentle soul out of the pack and he was never a crier or whiner like the others. I think he would be what some people say is a perfect child. I love my children just the way they are though. Watty was so like his dad it was scary. He was stubborn and easily angered but Tilly would make him calm down. He was very protective not only of his family but his whole pack. Qahai was all about clothes and make up. Although Chaske hated makeup on her saying she was beautiful without it. They started dating when Chaske turned 16 and was now training to be alpha of the pack. He was a good kid but Paul would whip his ass if he touched our daughter until they were married. River, my beautiful baby, he was a dreamer and lover. He wouldn't hurt a fly if he could help it. He was forever bringing wounded animals home and nurturing them back to health. If one were to die, which was not often, he would think it was all his fault. No one could console him except little Sam who was no longer little but as big as Watty who was just smaller than Chaske. The day River turned 16 he imprinted on Sam and it was reciprocated. Paul wanted to lock him in his room and throw away the key. No one was going to hurt his baby boy. I noticed he didn't have that problem with Watty and Tilly though. And he had had resigned to the fact that Qahai was with Chaske. The mating mark was still not on her but that is only because Chaske was actually wanting to live past the moment he marked his beta's daughter.

Paul and I, what can I say, the love of my life, the one that my heart beats for had been my lover, best friend, and husband for 21 years. The children were now ready to take over the pack and we were going to let our wolves go and live a normal life growing old. I was now a teacher at the rez high school teaching our traditions. The pack kids were all interested and I was happy that they would speak Quileute when they were around each other as was their native tongue. At home we spoke it when Paul was not around as he still had not really taken to it. He did know a few cuss words however and so did the kids.

Paul woke me up early one Saturday morning and told me to get ready to go to the meadow. It was still our place to go to be alone. The pack had learnt years ago to check to see if we were there before venturing there. As all to many times we had been caught in compromising positions. I think we put River and Sam off for a while much to their horror. But today he assured me the pack all knew to stay away. We could hear the kids sleeping and I let out a sigh. River and Sam had mated and instead of fighting it we let them sleep under the same roof. River and Sam were now adults and could do as they please going off to college soon. Sam was going to train as a doctor and River a vet.

When we got to the meadow Paul laid out a rug for us to sit on and placed the basket of food down. I loved this place and think back to the time I first saw my wolf. Even to this day I still drown in his pools of silver eyes. "I think it is time we leave the pack" Paul said after a while of just sitting admiring the view. I gave a sigh and nodded I was 37 years old and still looked like a 16-year-old. I wondered if I would grow facial hair or any hair at all. I would be the first submissive to stop phasing so I guess it was a wait and see. Embry and Quil didn't seem to be in any hurry to leave the pack. But Paul was the eldest and felt we had done our duty and was time to travel and see the world like I had always dreamed of.

We went to the waterfall and swam around each other. Paul never wanted to return to the cave where he had been held captive and I respected that. I was grateful he still loved the meadow as much as me. When we got hungry we went to eat our lunch and I gave a yawn. Paul got up and gave me a kiss and phased coming and lying down so I could curl up with my wolf. Like back when I first met him I told him things although now the talk was of our own children or our nieces and nephews. Paul would every now and again lick my face or give a barky chuckle making me bounce up and down. I finally went quiet and let my eyes drift close. I was woken by a tongue running along my chest taking particular attention to my sensitive nipples. Damn his tongue was talented, even in wolf form. I open my eyes and all the love was conveyed in his eyes. He gave a wolfy grin and tugged at my shorts. I raised an eyebrow but didn't protest when he managed to get them past my hips. We had never stepped over the boundary like someone else I knew and still blush thinking of the time I watched through Jacob's eyes him taking Seth while he was in wolf and Seth in human form. I would never judge my pack sister but to me it was weird. Although there was no denying that Jacob got a lot of pleasure out of it and so did Seth by his vocals.

My focus was snapped back to the here and now and Paul's large wolf tongue was running along my cock which decided to play along with his tongue. I could not help but thrust my hips up to him. Blushing I got up only to be tackled by my wolf.

"Paul please I love your wolf so very much but I want to make love to my husband" I moaned.

Paul growled and phased right above me. And there he was in all his naked glory. I pulled him down to me and took control, something I had never done the whole time we had been mates. Paul tensed but I gave a growl and he actually submitted knowing that this is what I wanted.

I rolled us over and straddled my mate. I grinded my cock against his before taking both our cocks while still lying on him. Paul moaned into my mouth and it made me smile into his mouth until he gave my lip a nip. Okay note to self "don't be a smug bitch" my mate doesn't like it. My other hand went up his perfect torso raising and falling at the dips of his abs making me give a growl of satisfaction that my mate was so fucking perfect. I found his nipple and gave it a tweak. I had my mate panting and growling at the same time and I loved it. Paul was fighting the urge to take control I could feel his wolf getting mad. But my wolf was loving every second of it as if know it would be her last chance with her mate. I pulled back as tears began to fall. I was going to miss my wolf and wondered if I was really ready to do so. Paul looked at me tenderly as if understanding my thoughts. That is all I needed to know that I had my mates love and understanding that just because our wolves were gone we would still love each other just as much if not more. Paul placed his hand on my claiming mark and I just went to jelly. After all these years nothing but nothing could stop the feeling I got when he touched my mark. I slammed my lips on to his and squeezed our cocks firmly. Paul gave a yelp in surprised but was soon again moaning into my mouth. I let my hand travel down the side of his body and teasingly circled his hip getting closer to his ass.

Paul was so focused on pushing us closer together that when I went between his legs he growled and flipped me over taking full control. I knew I was pushing my luck but this was where I belonged under my mate. Paul gave a smirk when I sighed and bit down on my claiming mark. I gave a loud moan and let him take control. He soon had me begging him to make love to me and as normal he would tease me till I was a blithering mess. In the distance we heard a howl and ignored it. No doubt the cubs were all out and having some fun of their own. Paul licked his way down my body nipping as he went. I loved how his lips would nip and kiss it better. The nip giving me pain but the kiss for soothing straight after made me want to purr. Paul knew what mood I was in but today he seemed hesitant. Normally he would not stop and look at me but today he did.

"My wolf wants one last moment with his mate" he said.

I gave a nod in approval this was their moment and we should let them have their goodbye. I let my wolf out and watched as Paul let his out to greet her. His eyes were dancing in the light unlike most of the other pack when there wolf came to the surface their eyes would go black. Paul's wolf however turned almost white with lust. Paul said that my eyes were so much like our youngest and turned the most brilliant blue.

I knew that this was their last time and I pushed Paul off me just as he was about to prepare me.

"Let's give them each other how they should be" I say taking Paul's face in mine.

Paul and I would have the rest of our lives together this would be their farewell. Paul smiled and nodded. Standing up he pulled me up with him and phased. How I loved his wolf. He was a good wolf, a protector of his tribe, and his family. I knew he would willing die to protect either of them. Paul came and nudged me stepping back I let my wolf out. She was like a cub and I let her take control. I could see that Paul had let his wolf go as well and they played like cubs one last time.

When I woke up curled up in my mate's arms. I remembered nothing but the scent of sex was in the air. I gave a sigh and nudged Paul. He gave a huge yawn and tried to go back to sleep. I had to say goodbye to my wolf. She had done her duty she had protected our tribe carried the next generation of protectors and found us our mate. She gave a howl but gave a sigh as if glad that it was her time to rest. I could feel her slipping away and watched as she became fainter until I lay beside my mate in human form. My wolf had gone to her resting place. Paul whined and licked the tears away. Only a few weeks ago we came here as a family and River took a photo of Paul and I in wolf form sitting together me between Paul's front legs. I was looking up at him adoringly and he looking down. The photo was sitting next to our wedding photo in our room I am glad he had insisted in taking it. At the time I was not so sure as we had photos of the family in wolf and human form. But not one with just the two of us together.

"Thank you for being the best wolf mate and friend I ever could have had. You will always be in my heart right next to Paul and the children. Rest easy my wolf may the wolf spirits guide you" I whispered kissing his big forehead.

Paul had tears unashamedly falling down his fur. I guess he was saying his final farewell. A few moments later Paul phased to human we held each other in comfort and we made love as husband and man. It was not sweet or rough, it was two becoming one after being 4 of us for so long. There would be so much more exploring of each other when making love. Our wolves would not demand it of us. It would be when we wanted to make love as a couple. I would never begrudge our wolves but our love-making now would be just for us.

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