As the sun hit my eyes, I squeezed my eyes together tighter, rolling onto my front and I stuffed my face into Finn's neck. I felt Finn start to stir awake, and I apologetically kissed his neck softly, as he turned his head to see my face,
"Mmm, morning." He mumbled tiredly.
Moving my head away from Finn's neck, I looked up at him, and I smiled small,
"Mornin'."
Finn frowned slightly at me, brushing my hair away from my face,
"C'mon, Rae-Rae. Ya ain't allowed t'be sad yet. Alright? We're gonna enjoy our morning."
I rested my forehead against his chest gently, trying to stop the tears from forming in my eyes. Finn kissed the top of my head softly and then he began to stroke my back,
"I love you." He murmured.
"I love you too." I mumbled against his chest.
I swallowed the lump in my throat, and then I sighed deeply, hugging his waist. Finn was right. I wasn't allowed to be depressed and upset. Not yet. Not while I still had time with him. I needed to focus on now, rather than focusing on the negatives. Clearing my throat, I lifted my head and I smiled up at Finn,
"What do ya wanna eat?"
"Ya got any sausages?" Finn asked me, raising his eyebrows at me. "Fuckin' cravin''em."
I giggled and I nodded,
"Yes, I have sausages. Come on, you." I pecked his lips softly, sitting up and I climbed out of bed, picking up Finn's hoodie, pulling it on over my head. Finn climbed out of bed, and he picked up his boxers and he pulled them up. Wrapping his arm around my waist, he then led me out of my bedroom and downstairs, then straight into the kitchen. Finn opened the fridge door, as I let get of his hand, walking over to the oven and turning it on. I watched him, as he took out the packet of sausages, and he opened the packet, before placing four sausages onto the oven tray, that I had gotten out. After we put them in the oven, Finn took hold of my hands, pulling me into him, as he let go of my hands and he wrapped his arms around my waist. Wrapping my own arms around his neck, I watched Finn lean down and kiss my lips softly once.
"Hey, Rae?" Finn said softly.
"Mm?" I replied, looking up at him.
"Ya wanna um..." He swallowed slowly, looking away, as the obvious nerves began to appear. "Do ya wanna take a um... A shower together?" He asked me, his face turning red. I raised my eyebrows slightly at him, and when I opened my mouth to reply, he quickly cut me off. "I-I don't mean t'do... Y'know. Ah jus'. Ah wanna just." He stopped, sighing in frustration at himself. Placing my hand on his cheek softly, I gave him a comforting smile,
"Just say it, Finnypoo." I told him.
"I jus' wanna be able to wash ya. Ya know what ah mean?" Finn closed his eyes.
I smiled big at him, my cheeks turning a soft crimson red colour,
"I'd love to."
Finn's eyes opened his eyes, his face filled with shock,
"R-really?"
I smiled nodding at him,
"Yeah. Let's turn the oven down then, yeah?"
Finn grinned instantly, nodding eagerly, as I giggled slightly turning down the oven. Finn took my hand, leading me out of the kitchen and through the hallway, rushing upstairs. I swallowed slowly, my heart racing with excitement, as we walked into the bathroom. Finn leaned into the shower cubical, turning on the hot water, and then he turned to me,
"Thanks, baby."
I rolled my eyes playfully, smiling big,
"Finn, don't thank me. I'm excited."
"Good!" He beamed.
After a few minutes, Finn pulled down his boxers, and then he stepped out of them, me pulling Finn's hoodie off over my head. Finn took hold of my hand, pulling me into the shower cubical. Cupping my face in his, he kissed my lips gently once,
"I love you, Rachel Earl."
I smiled, kissing his lips gently once,
"I love you too, Finn Nelson."
Resting his forehead against mine gently, I closed my eyes, my heart beginning to race. Moving his hands slowly from my cheeks, and down my neck. I shuddered slightly, Finn moving his hands along my shoulders and then he slid his hands down my arms. Opening my eyes, I noticed that Finn was watching me, and a smile appeared on his lips as I did. Smiling back at him, Finn took hold of my hands, entwining our fingers together, and bringing our hands up to level with our shoulders. I felt his thumb stroke along my knuckles, as watched me. The water drenching me by the second, as I was standing more under the water more than Finn was. His fringe was getting drenched, making droplets of the water, pouring down his face. Finn licked his lips slowly, and then I noticed him swallow as he let go of my hands. I watched him lean around me, and he picked up a bathroom scrunchie, as well as the shower gel. Standing back where he was, he opened the shower gel bottle, and then he squirted it onto the bathroom scrunchie. Motioning me to turn around, I followed his instructions, and then I felt Finn pulling me out of the running water. I closed my eyes, feeling Finn rub the scrunchie across my back, and I smiled instantly as Finn massaged the shower gel into my back. Kissing my shoulder softly, Finn murmured against it,
"Ya like that?"
I nodded, looking over my shoulder at him,
"Love it." I replied quietly.
Finn grinned big, and he continued to massage the shower gel into my back. Tipping my head back, I sighed contently,
"Mmmm... Finn, that feels good..."
Finn kissed my shoulder softly again, and then he turned his head, kissing my neck softly too. My heart was caught in my throat, as I felt the scrunchie drop from my back. Nudging me gently back under the water, I closed my eyes, feeling the water soak my back, washing away all the shower gel. I swallowed slowly, turning around after a few minutes, taking the scrunchie from him,
"My turn." I breathed out.
Finn's eyes lit up, but his eyebrows furrowed together,
"Nuh uh." He smiled mischievously at me. "I'm not done yet."
I raised my eyebrows at him, watching Finn move my hair off my shoulder, before he leaned down and he kissed my shoulder softly, and then he kissed my neck slowly and softly. I gasped lightly, closing my eyes and I tipped my head to the side. I felt Finn smirk against my neck, as I did, and then he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closest to him and I gripped hold of his biceps, as I moved closer to him.
"Y'like this, Rae-Rae?" Finn whispered softly against my neck.
My whole body tingled at his touch, and I nodded fast,
"Uh huh." I breathed out, unable to comprehend a sentence together.
I swallowed audibly, making Finn smirk against my neck once again, as he kissed to the top of my neck. He then started to kiss along my jaw line, stroking up and down my sides as he did. A soft moan escaped from my lips, which made Finn groan,
"Oh baby you're killing me." He murmured against my jaw.
My heart was hammering as Finn teased me. I swallowed again, running my hands down his chest, and the gesture made the both of us shudder. There was so much love involved, as well as lust, it was breathtaking. My arms wrapped around Finn's waist, my hands running up his back, my nails scratching along as I did; a soft groan vibrated against my jaw. I gasped lightly again, tipping my head further to the side, my nails digging into Finn's back. And within a second, my back was pushed against the cold shower tiles. Moaning loudly, Finn pulled his head back and he cupped my cheeks in his hands and he kissed me roughly. I melted in his arms, as I began to kiss him back just as roughly,
"I need you." He mumbled into the kiss.
"Then have me." I mumbled back, making Finn groan into my mouth, my whole body vibrating as he did. I shuddered, moving one of my hands into his hair roughly, and then I moaned softly, as he pressed his body into mine,
"I need to..." He groaned into the kiss, cutting himself off. "Need a..." He was lost for words. Pulling out of the kiss, he rested his forehead against mine gently, the both of breathing heavily. "Gimme a few minutes to get a condom, yeah, baby?"
I nodded in reply, licking my now dry lips, thanks to Finn breaking the kiss, and then he walked out of the shower, quickly rushing out of the bathroom and into my bedroom. I stood there: my back pressed against the shower tiles, my breathing heavy, and my heart racing. I was fucking in love with this boy.
Finn and I walked back into the kitchen, Finn wearing his boxers again and me wearing his hoodie. We had massive smiles on our faces, and we were holding hands, our fingers entwined together. My heart was racing, and I was feeling elated. I was so fucking happy, I couldn't believe it! I sighed happily, as we made our way over to the oven. Reluctantly taking his hand out of my grasp, Finn grabbed the oven mitt and then he bent down slightly, opening the oven door and he took out the tray of sausages. I got out two plates for the both of us, my insides filling with disappointment, which I had hit me, the second my hand left Finn's.
"Ya want it as a sarnie, Rae-Rae?"
I shook my head, my smile stretching into a grin as he turned to me,
"No thanks, Finnypoo. I'll jus' have the sausages, please."
Nodding, Finn stood up straight, closing the oven door and setting the tray onto a cooling rack. Turning off the oven, I then moved closer to him, putting two sausages onto both plates. Kissing Finn's arm softly, I then picked up both plates and I walked over to the kitchen table, setting our plates down onto the opposite ends. Glancing over at Finn, I noticed that he was getting out the knives and forks from the draw. We both sat down and we both smiled at one another, before we both began to eat. Without Finn knowing, I stole a peek at the clock: 10:55 a.m. My heart stopped, as I gawped at the clock. Finn obviously noticed, following my gaze, and I heard him sigh,
"Best get eatin', eh?" He let out a laugh, but I could hear the disappointment behind it. Swallowing slowly, I nodded, keeping my gaze low as I began to eat my breakfast; the two of us silence. After we'd finished, we both sat there, in silence. My gaze was on my now empty plate, as I tried my hardest to keep my emotions intact. Finn sighed,
"Rae?" He said softly. I swallowed slowly, nodding once as my response. "Rae, please look at me." He begged softly.
Clearly my throat quietly, I then slowly looked up, meeting Finn's gaze. He flashed me a small smile, but I could see it in his eyes. It was those beautiful, chocolate brown orbs that gave him away. He was disappointed. He was sad, he was upset, scared, annoyed, heartbroken, everything that I was. I smiled small at him and I shook my head,
"I-I'm fine. I promise."
Finn's eyes softened as he watched me, and I flashed him another small smile, before standing up, but Finn stopped me by leaning over and placing his hand over mine,
"Rae, wait."
Sighing inaudibly, I sat back down and I stared at him in silence. Finn ran a hand through his hair,
"I love ya. I-I... I don't know what t'say, to make this all alright."
I shrugged,
"There isn't anything you can say, Finn." I admitted. "It just fuckin' sucks. We've started this relationship livin' together and getting to know each other's habits. And we've learnt more about each other than we probably would've in this time, if we weren't livin' together." Finn nodded in agreement. "Think it's best that we just admit that it fucking sucks, and that's all."
He sighed deeply, wiping his hands over his face, and he stared at me,
"Ah'm always 'ere, Rae. Y'know that, right?" His eyes had a slight hint of pleading in them.
I nodded, knowing what he was talking about, and I licked my lips,
"Yeah, I know that."
But do you really want to harass him with every little sizzling thought that runs around in your mind? My subconscious asked me. I placed my hands in between my slightly opened my legs, sanding them together, as my legs bounced up and down. A stupid habit that I was beginning to gain. I was trying to ignore my thoughts that were beginning to surface. Taking a deep breath, I noticed that Finn was watching me closely. Licking my lips, I gave him a smile that was tight at the edges.
"What's wrong?" Finn asked softly.
I shook my head,
"Nothing." I lied.
His eyes narrowed on me,
"Rae..."
I sighed,
"Finn, I... I'm scared that I'll be harassin' ya." I admitted.
"What do y'mean?" He asked me.
"What if-? What if the moment you get home, I'm phoning' ya, telling ya that I've been gettin' stupid, fuckin' thoughts in me head? Eh? Ya jus' gonna sit there an' listen?" I asked him, snorting out a laugh.
Finn shrugged,
"Yeah. I'm ya boyfriend, Rae. It's me job to be there for ya. The sooner you learn that, the better."
I swallowed and I nodded slowly,
"Okay." I replied quietly.
"I'm always here for you, Rae. I love you."
I nodded again,
"I know."
"Say it back." He begged quietly.
My heart skipped a beat at the vulnerability of his voice,
"I-I love you too, Finn."
He smiled small at me and then he sighed in relief,
"Shall we go upstairs then?" His voice had a hint of sadness in his words.
I nodded,
"You go up. I'll just wash up an' stuff."
"Ya gonna be alright?" He asked me.
I nodded,
"I'll be fine, Finnypoo. I'll be up soon."
I watched Finn stand up reluctantly, and then he left the kitchen, stealing a glance at me, as he walked through the living room and then the hallway, walking upstairs. I sighed deeply, picking up our plates and walking over to the sink.
I walked into my bedroom ten minutes later, and I saw that Finn was sitting on my bed, packing his clothes back into his bags. He looked up at me, and he gave me a small smile,
"Missed you." He smiled weakly at me.
I returned the smile,
"Missed ya too."
I walked over to him and I sat down beside him, Finn instantly wrapping his arm around my shoulders, pulling me in closer to him. His arm travelled down to my waist, and he stroked my sides softly. I smiled to myself, trying to ignore the lump that had formed in my throat, resting my head against his shoulder gently. Finn kissed the top of my head softly,
"I've left you somethin'." He murmured against my hair.
"What?" I asked quietly.
Finn motioned to my bedside table, and my eyes slowly traveled over to it, and my smile widened when I saw the SAR tape lying there,
"Finn..." I sighed, lifting my head from my shoulder and I looked at him.
He shook his head,
"Ah-ah. I know what ya gonna say, and you can accept it. I want ya to have it. Whenever you're 'aving a bad day, and ya just wishin' ah wa' 'ere, jus' listen to it."
I smiled at him and I rolled my eyes playfully,
"Thanks, Finn."
I leaned forward, pecking his lips gently. I then stood up,
"I best get dressed too. If my mum sees me like this, she'll 'ave a fit."
Finn grinned, looking at me from head to toe, a soft chuckle leaving his lips,
"Yeah, think she will."
I walked over to my wardrobe, opening the doors and I pulled out a random
Pair of blue jeans and then I got out a dark grey, long-sleeved top out and then I got out a white t-shirt. Closing the doors, I walked over to my draws, getting out some underwear, and then I walked over to my bed, laying it all my clothes down on it. I glanced at Finn, and I noticed that he was watching me. When he realised that my gaze had met his, he gave me a smile, and I returned it. After changing into my clothes, folding Finn's hoodie and placing it under my pillows, I then made my way into the bathroom, Finn following behind me. We brushed our teeth, and then Finn packed his last bits up into his bags, and I glanced at the time: 11:25 a.m. He was leaving. Soon. Taking a deep breath, I furrowed my eyebrows together, gripping his shirt in my hands, and I pulled him in closer to me. Finn instantly wrapped his arms around me, and I snaked my arms around his waist, the both of us sighing deeply.
"I love you." I mumbled, not wanting Finn to leave without him knowing it.
Finn nodded, his gaze fixed on me,
"I love you, too." He murmured. He lifted his hand, brushing some hair away from my face. "I think we should make a pact." He announced.
I looked up at him, slightly confused,
"Whatcha mean?" I asked.
"We should promise to at least call each other every day, if we can't see each other. Yeah? And we can tell each other how it's been and stuff. Yeah?"
I smiled at him, feeling my heart flutter at how adorable Finn really was. I would never say that I was shocked by how Finn truly was. Because behind all the grumpiness, the mood swings and the bullshit that he plays to everyone else, I knew he was different. I knew he was kinder, softer, funnier, and just plain different. I nodded as my reply, and I noticed Finn smile at my reply. Leaning down, Finn brushed his lips gently over mine, making me close my eyes, as I exhaled slowly with contentment. Running a hand through his hair softly, I glanced at the time over his shoulder,
"Shall we make our way downstairs?" I whispered.
Finn looked over his shoulder, the time nearing closer to half-past eleven now. Looking back at me, he smiled weakly nodding, and I pulled out of our embrace. Finn sighed deeply, walking back over to my bed, picking up his two bags. I could feel the lump forming in my throat, watching him, as he then glanced at me, the two of us now walking out of my bedroom and downstairs. I watched Finn place his two bags by the doorway, and then he followed me into the living room, and I walked straight into the kitchen,
"Want a cuppa tea?" I asked him.
Finn leaned against the kitchen doorway, his hands stuffed into his pockets, and his gaze on me. He cleared his throat slightly and nodded,
"Yeah, please."
Giving him a weak smile, I then made my way over to the kettle, picking it up and then I walked over to the sink, turning on the cold tap and opening the lid, letting the water pour into the kettle. When it was halfway full, I turned off the tap, closing the lid and I put the kettle back on its stand, turning it on. Sighing slightly, I opened the cupboard above my head, getting out two mugs. I heard light footsteps and the fridge door opened. I put a teabag into both mugs, and then I heard the footsteps stop behind me. The milk bottle was placed beside the mugs, and then I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist from behind. Smiling to myself, I leaned into Finn's chest, as he kissed my cheek softly. Finn then rested his chin against my shoulder, as I poured the boiling water into the mugs, and then I stirred the tea, before pouring a drop of milk into both mugs. Finn unwrapped his arms from around my waist, reaching out and picking up the mug on the left, lifting his chin from my shoulder, and he took a sip,
"Mmm, baby. Ya make some good tea."
I rolled my eyes and let out a laugh, taking a sip of my own,
"Thanks, Finnypoo."
I turned to face him, his arms resting against the countertop on either side of me. His eyes lit up as I did, and something inside me, told me it was because he'd seen me smiling. Because that's what he wanted. He wanted our last day to be like any other. Even though we both know it wasn't. Finn leaned down and pecked my lips softly,
"I," he pecked my lips softly again, "love," he pecked my lips softly for the last time, "you."
I smiled big and I bit my lip,
"I love you too."
"And look," Finn gestured, glancing at the kitchen table. Looking over at it, I noticed that the Polaroid camera was sitting on it. Smiling big, I rolled my eyes,
"More memories?" I teased.
"Mhm." Standing back, Finn walked over to the kitchen table, picking up his Polaroid camera, and then he motioned me to come over. Following after him, Finn wrapped his arm around my waist, holding the camera out in front of us,
"Smile, Rae-Rae." He cooed.
I had a huge grin on my face, as he took the picture, and I took the Polaroid out of the camera, waving it in the air.
"Let's take another! So then we both have one."
Nodding in agreement, we posed exactly the same again, and then Finn took the Polaroid out of the camera, waving it in the air. Sighing slightly, he glanced up at the clock: 11:35 a.m.
"Best get my tea drunk. Leavin' in ten."
His tone had shifted. Instead of making the most of today, the reality had now hit him. I nodded and I sighed deeply,
"Guess so."
We both made our way over to where our tea was sitting, and we both stood there at the countertop in silence.
It was now 11:45 a.m. and Finn and I were currently standing in the hallway. Finn pulled on his leather jacket, and he sighed deeply, holding out his arms for me. Walking into his open arms, Finn wrapped his arms around me tightly, him resting his forehead against the top of my head. I closed my eyes, as Finn rubbed my back comfortingly. I swallowed slowly, trying to hold back my emotions. Tears slipped from my eyes, and I sniffed quietly.
"We'll see each other soon, Rae-Rae." Finn whispered against the top of my head, and I knew that he was teary-eyed too. I could hear it in his voice.
Sniffing again, I pulled out of the embrace, and Finn wiped away my tears, and I did the same for him. Cupping my face, Finn kissed my lips deeply once, and then he kissed my lips deeply once again. Sighing softly, he wiped his nose with the back of his hand, before dropping his hands to his side. I sniffed, watching Finn pull his bags on over his shoulders, and he picked up his helmet, opening my front door, and walking over to his motorbike. I stepped outside, folding my arms over my chest, watching him as he climbed onto his bike. Finn cleared his throat, looking over his shoulder at me,
"I love you, Rachel Earl."
My heart did an unexpected flutter,
"And I love you, Finn Nelson."
He smiled at me, and I returned the smile, watching Finn pull his helmet on over his head. he started his engine, and then he glanced at me. Flashing him a weak smile, he nodded at me, and then he drove off, glancing at me over his shoulder again. I sighed deeply, and I bit my lip, the tightness in my chest, aching as I heard a car roll to a stop outside my house. Peeling my eyes away from where Finn once was, I noticed that mum and Karim had returned home. Sighing deeply, they climbed out of the car,
"Rachel!" Mum squealed, rushing out of the driver's seat, and she rushed over to me, her arms open wide. Giving her a fake smile, I hugged her tightly, swallowing slowly, as I did; trying to hold back my tears. "Oh, Rae, I've missed you."
"Missed ya too." I said quietly, trying to keep my emotions together.
"Was everything okay while we were gone?" Mum asked, pulling out of the hug, placing her hands on my shoulders.
Clearing my throat, I nodded quickly, flashing her another fake smile,
"Yep. It was great."
Mum looked at me closely, and then she sighed softly,
"Oh, Rachel." She pulled me into another tight hug, rubbing my back softly. "It's alright, Rachel." What was this? I thought to myself. My mum actually understanding what I was feeling for a change? "You're still gonna see him almost every day, so don't fret about it."
I sniffed slightly, and I nodded,
"I know." I whispered into her shoulder.
Pulling out of the hug, I wiped away my tears and my mum opened her handbag,
"Present time!" She beamed.
I tried to let out a laugh, but I couldn't. It was stuck in my throat. I watched mum pull out a small tissue papered wrapped up present, and then she handed it to me. Opening the present carefully, my eyebrows lifted slightly in shock. Mum had bought me a travel Sony walkman. Smiling at her, I let out a small laugh,
"Thanks, mum! I really appreciate this."
"You're welcome, Rachel. Now Karim and I need to unpack."
Nodding, I walked inside and I rushed upstairs into my bedroom. Closing the door behind me, I looked around my bedroom, the whole room looking too bare now. Sighing deeply, I walked over to my bed, dropping the walkman onto it, and then I picked up my diary from my side table. Sitting down onto my bed, my back against the wall, I opened the next clean page, and I started to write:
Dear Diary,
What can I say? He's gone now. He's fucking gone,
and I already feel like there's a part of me missing. It's
so stupid, because I'm making it out like I'm never gonna see
him again. Of course I'm gonna see him again! But it
just fucking sucks, because he's not here anymore.
He's at his house now. And he's going to be sleeping
in his bed tonight, instead of mine. We had gotten used to
living in a certain routine together, and now all of that
was ruined. And he's been gone, not even ten minutes,
and I can already hear the fucking annoying
thoughts coming into my head: This is where it
ends. This is where he'll get bored of you. Because
you're not shagging him every day. He's going to
leave you, because he's finally away from you, and
he's had the chance to look at other girls and
think, "ew, why the fuck am I with her?" He's
gonna call you up tomorrow, and he's gonna try and
let you down easy. And it will be. For him. And as many
times as I try to get rid of the thoughts, telling myself that
Finn loves me. Finn Nelson fucking loves me. Me, Rachel
Earl, there's always another nagging thought that
creeps into my head that just laughs. It laughs
and tells me that it's a bet. That someone had seen me
and noticed that I fancy the pants off him at the
rave, and everyone's in on it: Chop, Archie, Izzy, and
especially Chloe. Ha, Chloe's getting a real kick out
of it. And she's fucking loving it. And you know it's
true. Now that you've lost your virginity, and you've
shagged Finn many times during this time together, he's
bored of you now. He's won the bet. Heck, I bet he's on his
way to claim the money, from whoever created the bet.
Diary, I don't know what to believe. What if my mind's right?
What if Finn really was with me because of some stupid
fucking bet? Was it all a lie to him? No. No, it couldn't
be, because he told me he loves me! he told me, and he
cried. He fucking cried about what I'd written in you.
He went to knock the shit out of Big G, and he cried.
He cried again, in front of the twat! This isn't just
shagging – it's fucking love! It's fucking love, and I need to
get these fucking thoughts out of my head, before they tear
me apart. Who am I kidding? They're already eating me
up inside. I can feel it. They're clawing their way back
into my mind right now. Finn was my drug, and
I was addicted. I was used to the thoughts coming into
my head, and all Finn had to do, was speak, and they'd
vanish. But now, Finn wasn't here. He was at home. He was
unpacking his stuff back into his wardrobe, or throwing his
unwashed clothes into his laundry bin. And me? I'm
sitting here, in a fucking teary-eyed fucking mess, wishing
that today never happened. Wishing that this place was mine,
and that Finn was my new flatmate. But he wasn't. He was
my boyfriend, (for now), and this wasn't my house. This was my
mum's house. Where I lived, as well as her new foreign
boyfriend. It was all fucked up, and I didn't like it. I miss him.
I need to feel his presence, smell his scent, and feel his
touch again.
He's been gone for fifteen minutes, and I'm already a
fucking mess.
I closed my diary, and I sighed deeply, wiping the tears away from my cheeks, sniffing as I did. Standing up from my bed, I sniffed again, and I picked up Finn's SAR mix tape, and then I picked up the new walkman that my mum had bought me, sliding the tape into the player and I put the headphones on and I clicked 'play', smiling to myself, as my heart skipped a beat at the start of the first song, ready to melt in the arms of Finn's mind. The songs that reminded him of me. The same tape that he had put his time and effort in just for me. because he loved me. he fucking loved me. I was in fucking love and nothing was going to spoil it.
The End.
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