A/N Thanks to PurplePixie143 for betareading.

Disclaimer: SM owns all sadly well not the cars in this chapter :)

Chapter 3

When I got back downstairs I went to the kitchen and grabbed something quick and easy, than carried on to the living room where I sat on the couch a fair bit away from Jasper. I glanced at the love seat to see Peter and Char sitting cuddled together and got this odd feeling that Jasper and I should be sitting that way as well.

"What are you confused about Beautiful?" Jasper asked. Shit I forgot for a split second that he could feel what I was feeling.

"Just thinking," I lied.

"You're lying," he said with an all knowing smirk.

"Oh I'm officially despising this whole empathy thing you have," I grumbled while folding my arms across my chest.

"Well maybe you should say the truth then you wouldn't be caught lying," he said laughing.

Being the immature person I am I stuck my tongue out at him and then answered him, "well I guess I'll just have to work on my shields."

"Hah! I knew there was something special about you besides being not afraid of us and being Major's Mate," Peter said all knowingly.

"MATE! Oh no! I am so not going through that shit again," I shouted while standing up and backing away from them.

"Thanks a lot Peter," Jasper said then turned to me, "Bella can we at least talk about this. I'll tell you the truth with Edward and the rest of them, well except Emmett and Rosalie."

"Can we talk without Peter and Char? I don't want them to know."

"Yeah go ahead. We need to hunt anyways," Peter said a while grabbing Char's hand

"Take the truck. I'll just stay here. I'm sure she'll need me."

"Alright, C'ya."

Before they left Char came up and kissed my cheek and gave me a hug. Peter just did what Emmett used to do all the time and it actually made me tear up because I missed him so much. When they left Jasper motion for me to take a seat on the couch and he sat beside me.

"Do you want anything to drink while I somewhat explain because I want to hear about what happened after we left from you?" he asked.

"Yeah. I'll have a hot chocolate, please?"

He came back a few minutes later carrying my hot chocolate, "Here you go."

"Thanks."

"What do you want to know first, what's happened since we left, or how we are mates?"

"Can I know how we are mates? I don't think I'm ready for the other."

"Alright. You remember, well of course you remember but anyways at your birthday when you cut yourself and Edward through you against to the wall and it looked like I was going to attack?"

"Yeah?"

"Well, as soon as I smelt your blood, I didn't feel bloodlust for myself I felt calm. I knew right then that you were my mate because we know mates by our smell. You wouldn't be able to know because you aren't a vampire. What do you feel like around me?"

"I feel safe and content. Not only that though I finally feel complete. I felt this way when we went to Arizona to protect me, or whenever you were in the same room as me."

"So you do feel the mating pull?"

"I think so."

"I hate to ask this but when we left what did you feel like and who was on your mind?"

"I'll tell that it sure as hell wasn't Edward," I said with a small smile.

"Good who was it?"

"You," I said embarrassed.

"Hey don't be embarrassed because to tell you the truth I was always worried about you. Actually after Pixie Bitch and I divorced I went straight to Forks to see how you were doing. When I saw you with the mutt I figured you would be safe, that you wouldn't be hurting anymore." I was shocked on how he knew Jake was a wolf and I was even more shocked when he said that he came back to see. I bet you that was one of the only nights that the nightmares didn't come.

"Did you stay long enough to see me sleep?"

"Yes. You were very restless; I had to send you calm, what was it?"

"Well ever since you guys have left I've had nightmares."

"Again I hate to ask but what are they about?"

"They started out when Edward left me in the forest-"

"HE WHAT?" He stopped me mid sentenced stood up and roared out.

"Please calm down Jasper," I stood up and did something I probably should never have done but I felt compelled to. I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head where his frozen heart sat.

I felt him instantly relax and wrap his arm around me. His head bent down and rest between my neck and shoulder.

"Did you just smell me?" I said with a giggle.

"Yes, do you have a problem with that?" He answered and started to tickle my sides.

"Ha-ha…..no I don't have a problem…ha-ha," I answered breathless.

"Good," but still hadn't stopped tickling me.

"UNCLE….. Stop… Please ha-ha-ha," I shouted.

"Alright. I love your laugh."

We stood up and sat on the couch only this time with me on his lap. He seemed to not want to let me go or to stop touching me but I didn't mind, I finally felt complete. I didn't even feel this way with Edward.

"Can I continue or are you going to be too angry for me to complete the story."

"I think now that you are on my lap I will be calm enough, if not I will just stick my head in your neck and smell you. Your smell calms me more than anything out there."

"Okay well I start from the very begging. It was after my birthday….." from there I kind of went into memory. (I don't want to write the whole scene. I'll just go from when Sam Uley found her in the forest on the floor.)

"I was on the forest floor when I heard a growl. I thought 'Yes finally death is going to be friend' but a second later Sam Uley came out of the trees and picked me up and carried me back to my dad."

"The bastard took you into the forest to break up with you, took off you tried to fallow him got lost than Sam Uley found you?"

"Yup. For three month I was non-responsive. I barely eat, I hardly slept. The person whole brought me out of my dark days was Jake but that was because I found a set of motor bikes that needed to be fixed up so I took them to him," when I mentioned the bikes I felt him purr.

"What did we do to you?"

"I don't really think it was you, Emmett, Rose, Esme, or Carlisle I think it was more Fuckward and Pixie Bitch that did that to me. I felt you purr when I mentioned the motor bikes what was that for?"

"The purr was of contentment and that my mate likes bikes and not just bicycles but motor bikes," I could hear the smile in his voice.

"I even have one."

"Really?"

"Yup," I popped the 'p', "It's a sleek black Ducati."

"Where is it?"

"It is in a garage with my other cars."

"What other cars do you have?"

"Well I actually have two Ducati's ones red and the other is the black one, I have a purple Mazda Rx8, Black 2009 Ferrari Scarlatti 612 and a black Austin Martin Vanquish."

"I thought you hated fast cars?"

"Not so much anymore."

"Can we go look at them?"

"Yeah, let's go look at the now."

We got up and headed out to my Charger. The garage in which my cars and bikes are in are a little ways away from the apartment because Angela didn't want to see them every day if we had our own house and I didn't want them supper close if my dad decided to surprise me one day, he still doesn't know about the bikes or any of my cars for that fact. There are 8 doors on my section because I plan on getting more cars but not only that I felt as if I need to have more space. Though the ride was silent