I wake up to Dan singing, he sings every morning when he thinks I'm sleeping.
"It's a beautiful night; we're looking forward to something dumb to do. Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you…"
The thing is that, I feel that way about Dan. You might think it's strange. How can a man like Phil Lester be in love with his roommate? I just don't know how to answer that yet.
Suddenly Dan stops singing. I smile to myself and slide the comforter off of me. Instantly a rush of cold air hits my bare chest, but I don't feel it. My whole body feels happy and warm when Dan sings.
I pull on a plain blue shirt and black jeans, my usual look
"I was thinking we could go to Starbucks or something?" Dan suggests "Yeah sounds good!" I pop a waffle into the toaster and grab a glass from the cupboards, filling it with milk. "So, have a nice sleep?" Dan nods and stuffs another bite of cereal into his mouth.
"So..." Dan says as I sit across from him.
"So..." I reply. I spread some butter onto my chocolate chip waffle, and pour on some syrup.
After eating, Dan and I head out to walk to Starbucks
"I'll take a... Iced mocha with extra cream." I order my drink.
"And I'll have the usual." Dan smiles at the waitress.
"So... How are you feeling today?" I ask Dan.
"Mm... I don't know..."
"Are you okay?" I ask. Dan shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. "What happened?" Dan just shakes his head, rubbing his face. I sigh. Dan never explains anything...
Dan takes his order and we sit in silence for a little while. "Want to work on a truth or dare today for both of our channels?"
"That sounds great! Twitter questions?"
Dan takes a sip of his drink before he says "Twitter questions."
2 hours later, I find myself sitting next to Dan picking questions.
"Would you rather date a llama or lion?" I ask.
"Well I find llamas hot anyway so that won't be a problem."
Suddenly, I just start laughing really hard. It was the funniest thing I have heard all day. In a while actually.
"Truth. Dan! Here's a question for you.. Do you find Phil attractive and will you ever date him?"
I waited in anticipation. What will he answer? Oh good god.
What felt like years and years of playing the waiting game.. Dan finally said "Yes, Phil I love you and I feel like you are the only person who understands me right now. So Phil, will you go steady with me?" by then they have turned off the camera.
Phil couldn't believe it at all. He had all these mixed emotions that were just taking over his brain. OH MY GOD. HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME. HE CARES ABOUT ME. But what he couldn't wrap his head around was why? How can anyone love such a dork like himself? He's just a small town dork from England. Finally what seemed like an eternity he finally answered back by saying those beautiful words. "Dan I love you too."