You see that girl?
the one you want to be
the thigh gap,
collar bones,
and rib cage.
Do you know what it's like
to never eat?
take a blade to your wrist?
Cry yourself to sleep?
...just to be enough
A frozen Wintergirl.
whether starve yourself
or stuff and puke
You try to get away.
If they ask and you find yourself saying "Im Fine"
You need to get help
They can't see the lies
they won't see the drowning
the pain, self-induced
You still want to be her?
Why can' t you just be you?
Why can't we ever be good enough