A/N: Yo! I'm writing another fic #killed and pairing of course it's KisexGoM! XDD And, this is the M-rate fic that i try my best to write! XD Well, I hope it doesn't sucks especially with my lacking experience of describing (Even though i understand the way)

I think that's all what I will say. Warnings is as usual with the extra of Lemons and raping! XD And, I'm just a small girl writing an english M-fic so please, bear with the lacking, nee? ^w^ (A really bad girl who must not be followed!)

Nevertheless, enjoy!

Disclaimer: Kuroko no Basket is own by Fujimaki Tadatoshi!

The Me, I Hate

Chapter 1

The night sky are dark. But the sky was lighten by the stars shining brightly upon them. The road was so quiet and dark. With no sounds except for the wind or animals barking or the on/off post lamp. It was a really dangerous time for people to be walking- no one could have guessed if something happened. Cause bad guys likes to 'act' at that kind of time.

But still, knowing the danger, I- Kise Ryouta am walking at that kind of street. Guess, i have no choice do I? My house is in this street. I take my phone and press some button to send a message to my friends who messaged me earlier. Wondering why I am walking in the street alone at this kind of time? Well, that's quiet easy. I've just returned from my work.

I work as model. But I'm also a regular in Teiko Junior School and member of the "Kiseki no Sedai".

As I am typing my message to my friend, a figure suddenly appeared behind my back and hit me harshly on my back, making me unconscious. The figure was smiling wickedly. My phone drop at the street. The figure didn't even bother taking the phone with him.

(X)

I open my eyes slowly. It seems that it was so hard to open them as seems like I've just wake up from the bed. But it was totally wrong. I end up in a deserted alley- near my house street earlier. And also, i realize that i was half naked- with only my shirt left. "Shit.."

"I see, so you're awake, huh.." The man said darkly as he reach to touch my face. I want to slap that dirty hands of him away from my face but to no avail.

The man wear an untidy office-work clothes- without his ties and the color of his office clothes is dark blue. He seems to be around mid-thirties.

"You can't do what you want, your hands are tied by me~" He purred huskily to my ear which make me twitched in disgust. Yes, my hand are tied tightly to prevent me from escaping. I tried to break free from the tying but another failure. He harshly grab my chin, making his face close with him. He just smirk widely while he was staring right to my eyes.

"Oh no, no you can't do that." He smirked. "And you really have pretty face as what the rumor said, huh, Kise Ryouta~"

His mouth doesn't reek of alcohol, which mean he was perfect conscious of what he was doing to me! I spit at him which make him growled and harsly rise my chin and kiss my lips harsly. My eyes widen in schock and tears immediately pour down from my eyes. I tried to break free from it. But, that makes him wanted more and more.

The kiss was pure of hunger and lust. I hate it! It was disgusting!

I tightly close my mouth to prevent him from entering my mouth. He desperately want to be in with and bite my lower lips. Leaving it a mark. I once again tried to break free from the kiss and my tied-hand.

He pulled apart to take a fresh air. A small bruise was marked at my lips.

I hate it. I was helpless. I can't do anything to fight him back. Shit, shit, shit, I hate it so much, damn!

"No-no.. please no.. do-don't.." I begged him, my voice quavering.

He seems to ignore me and licked his lips in delight. He move his face closer and lick my collarbone. I shut my eyes tightly. It is so freakin disgusting!

"Please... no. I don't want this anymore.. Let me go.. please... help me.. anyone... help.." I silently sob while withstanding the disgusting feeling.

He smirk once again after hearing my sobbing and silent me in another harsh kiss. Which last only a couple seconds. He went down from my collarbone to my body- precisely my nipple.

"Do-don't.. not.. there.. please..." I begged him again.

Ignoring my begging, he lick and suck my right nipple and play my left nipple with his other left hand. Pinching it, teasing it, twisting it, rubbing it. And repeated those action to the other nipple. It is just so disgusting!

I bite hardly on my lips to prevent me from producing those sound that he wants. No, i will not produce that sound with him. I refuse so gladly!

"It taste nice~" Huskily the man said. I don't answer anything and my tears just pour quickly with no sign of stopping.

He then smile wickedly. "Ah, I've become this hard just teasing you~" Said him and stand up. Opening his pants zipper and revealing his hard cock.

"No-no.. not that.. no please, no.." I continue on crying. And before I can continue, he shove forcefully his cock to my mouth. Tears quickly again pour with my eyes widen. He pull my face so that I could work on his penis which i refuse to let my tongue move.

"Ahn.. mhn.. ngh!" A weird voice come from my mouth while he forcefully moving my head to his cock. His wicked smile form wider and put another force pulling my head faster. Resulting more tears just pour down,

"A-ah.. I'm gonna come~"

Then, his cum spread in my face. My model face was now corrupted by this, disgusting, pervert, cheating old man's cum!

Some of the cum were at my chest area, my hair and my face and inside my mouth. He force me to gulp down his cum. No way. No. No. No. NO!

I will not drink that dirty, disgusting cum of some unknown old man but he force me, by forcefully closing my mouth so that i could drink it. It taste YUCK.

Now, his hand are moving to my cock, He rub them with his hand and pull his cock so that they rubbed each other. No, it's disgusting. Stay away from. Go away.

"Hnmn.. go away, ngh... no.. please." I continue on begging and begging but still, he ignore those.

He lower down his body and lick and suck my cock. No, not that disgusting tongue of his. No, i.. please no. I can't stand anymore.. it's too disgusting. Finally, after some time of him licking and sucking my cock, i cum. He was glad that i cum. He licked my cum in his face and drink it.

"Kise Ryouta, really, you just taste to delicious~" He purr huskily. "Ah, i just can't wait any longer..."

No. No. No. No. No. No!

"Do-don't.. put.. that in.. no please no!" I begged him louder with my tears still pouring.

Without any warning, he thrust his cock to my butt hole. "AHH...!" I cried of pain. He continue to thrust and thrust. I bite my lips harder that before to prevent that voice from coming out.

"Oh please don't hold back and produce those sweet sounds coming from your lips, Kise ryouta~" Purr him which make me shudder, disgusted.

He thrust faster and faster. Fuck! Why can't i hold any longer?! My lips betrayed me by producing the weird voice.

"A-ahn..! Ngh! No.. mhn.. it hurts!" I moaned. He smiled widely in victory.

"Ah~ finally! The sound i've been waiting for to come out from that lips of yours!" He continue to thrust faster.

"Ahh..! It... hu-hurts... ngh.." I continue crying.

After a couple of thrusting, he opened his mouth, "I'm go-gonna cum.." Was what he said as he still thrusting.

"No-no..! Ple-please.. do it outside.. ngh.. no ple- AHH!" He yelled. Ah, it was too late. We reach the climax. Fuck. I take a deep breath because now, I'm too tired.

He smiled in utter victory and zip back his pants. "It was fun, Kise Ryouta. Hope to meet you again and, I'm watching you.." He smirked. Releasing Kise from the tying- leaving his tie and left Kise alone in the cold, dark alley.

There, he quietly cried out his tears loudly.

I lost his virginity to an old, cheating, disgusting, unknown man. I am now dirty. Too ashamed facing his friend. Ashamed that he was helpless. I am so weak. I can't do anything to break free from him, damn..

"I'm so dirty... i'm ashamed to face everyone.." He muttered between his sobs.

He weakly wear his dirty clothes. Unknown to him, accidentally, he brought that man's tie in his pants pocket. And shakily, went back to his home that's quite near to that 'nightmare' place.

How can I face my friends like this?

TBC

A/N: Sorry for the bad raping scene! This the best i can do. Actually, I want to add some more scenes but the time is not with me! It's 3:30 here i need to take a rest!

Also, this fic will be updated longer than the my other 2 fics! Patience and apologize!

Btw, should I continue and what do you think of this? Reviews so that I know! *A*