I do not own Inuyasha
And thanks, Syao Blossoms, for the supper fast edited.
'No, this is too close.'
He should not allow himself to be this close to her. His hand firmly pressed on her back, clamping her feminism form against his strong muscular chest. The music played softly in the air, setting a perilous atmosphere in the starry night. They were alone in their summer house which was far away from the city. He could feel her warm breath brushing against his neck, sending electric waves that caused him to shudder in pleasure throughout his entire being.
'This is bad!'
He knew, but he could not stop himself from holding her. He did not want to stop. He wanted to have her warmth wrapped around his like this forever. They both moved in the same slow rhythm. He wanted this woman... but it was wrong.
Rin's slim arms snaked around his back before tightening her hold, pressing herself closer to him. He returned hers and held her possessively inside his strong, secure arms. Her scent was intoxicating him to the point of being oblivious to reason.
'This is wrong.'
Why couldn't he see her as a little sister like he should? Why did his heart race for her? Was it hormones? But why did it only happened when he was with her?
He thought she was his. As long as he could remember, she was always by his side. They did everything together: play, eat, take a bath, sleep, and even go to school. She was his to love, to protect, to have, he always believed in that... until the reality reprimanded him otherwise.
The cruel fact that a brother could never be a lover of his sister.
But who was it that got to decide and make such a rule? Society? Or was god itself?
Because he knew that one of the reasons was because of genetic disorder. Even nature was against it.
Of course he understood the way of the world. His brain did but his heart and emotion did not. He wanted her. He would kill to be with her, even if it was only for a day.
Why her? Of all people why did it had to be her that his cold heart beats for? Why only her, the one he could not live without?
There were trillions of people out there in the world who he could give his heart to. He was allowed to even be with a guy if he felt like it, yet his heart only belonged to this girl. The only girl in the world that was forbidden to him.
His own sister.
He tightened his hold around her as they both moved. She shifted for better adjustment; they molded together perfectly as if they were made for each other. They were twins but they were nothing alike, both in looks and personalities.
He was very good looking, so handsome that he could have any woman. But he never wanted anyone. He did try to date once, but it was too much of a hassle with each and every demand from his so call girlfriend-to-be made. He was a quiet person and preferred to live in a peaceful environment.
Rin on the other hand was very cute and lively. Her smile was like the sun itself and he couldn't help but be drawn to her. He couldn't take his eyes off her. But he wasn't the only one who saw her that way and he hated it. Sometimes he was tempted to want to lock her up so no one could see her.
'Diminish and disintegrate dark thoughts.'
Because he knew one day he would lose her to some unknown stranger who came along and play the role he could never play: her lover. The thought was enough to drive him insane.
He rested his chin on Rin's head as she nested against his chest. He wished this moment would never end.
This is wrong. These feelings are wrong.
A voice scorned him in the back of his mind.
Yes it was wrong, but could he have her just for this moment? Until the song end and the dance had to stop.
He had been avoided her for the past five years since he started to realized that his feelings for his little sister was not that of a normal brother's. After all those years, yet he was here holding her.
He sometimes wished that they were in one of those cheesy soap operas and were switched at birth. How great would that be?
She looked up into his dark orbs and gave him her signature smile. She smiled at him so trustingly. It took his breath away. It was the cruelest curse possible to him. What did he do in his last life to be deserved this? To be so close, always by her side, but forbidden to made her his.
He saw happiness radiate from her inside his arms. It was all written on her pretty face that she was happy. He couldn't help but want to lean closer toward her. To have his lips contacted to her smooth skin for once.
She closed her eyes without protest; cheeks deepened in a dark red blush as she held her head up to him. His lips lightly touched her forehead.
This is okay right? A brother can kiss his sister here right?
He had to try with everything he got to not go straight to her full pink lips.
He then blushed his lips lightly on her right soft cheek. He should be pulling away, but couldn't make himself to do so. They both froze in that position. He wanted so badly to move his lips to hers.
'This is wrong!'
'This isn't right!'
He wanted to take her lips just once. To taste it. To make it his for once.
But there would be no turning back if he ever crossed that line. He would never be able to be just a big brother to her anymore. He inched closer to her lips. She remained in anticipation.
'This is wrong!'
WARNING: This could end up in tragedy.
AN: This is a challenge from a friend to have them both reincarnated as siblings and have to fight their urge to love one another. I have another challenge to write, but it seems like it is harder than i thought and i cannot write it yet. About this one, I plan about 2-3 more chapters. Reviews please. (Hey freind, i know u hate cheesiness, and this one seems to be cheesy so i hope you can bear to read until the end. led me know what you think?)