~Konnichiwa!~

Welcome to my new fic!

I got the idea of this story when I was at school (math class). Crazy, I know XP

Maybe you will feel a little confused after reading this chapter. That's why the next nine chapters are going to be flashbacks to help you understand what is going on in this chapter.

Hope you guys like this chapter.

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN INAZUMA ELEVEN

ENJOY!

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Main Pairing: Burn/Fe!mGazel

Side Pairings: Fudou/Haruna, Atsuya/Konko, Gran/Ulvida, Nepper/Rhionne, Heat/Rean, IQ/Clara and many more.

A/N Author Notes

"…" Speaking

'…' Thoughts

Ages: in this chapter they are 16

Leaving

"Be mindful of what you throw away, be careful of what you push away, and think hard before you walk away"

Gazel's POV

"Burn, you are not serious, right?" I watched in fury as I stared at his back. Was he going to leave me?

"Sorry, Gazel. I can't stay here anymore," he said as he took his bag and started walking to the door. I felt I was going to lose him any second.

"NO! YOU CAN'T GO!" I screamed at his back, "Do I mean nothing to you?" I ran to his side, grabbing the sleeve of his shirt, my nails digging through them.

He stood silent, not whispering a word. I looked at his face, his eyes filled with anger. Watching him frustrated me. How could he leave me?

"BURN!" I yelled as I shook his arm, held in between my grasp.

"DON'T YOU GET IT?" He pushed me, making me fall to the ground. "I have to leave!"

I didn't know what to say to him. My mind was a mess. My bottom lip began to tremble as I felt tears forming at the corners of my eyes.

"B-Burn, please, listen to me. I told them because I didn't want you to get hurt. You are my friend, and I-"

"SHUT UP!" He yelled, "We are not friends… not anymore!"

I quickly stood up and walked to him again, "if you go, where will you live? You don't have another place to go to."

"Listen, I don't want to stay here, especially with you. I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to be with you, and I don't want even to look at you. So, just forget me. I want you to forget everything about me and leave me alone!"

My eyes widened in shock. A single tear escaped my left eye, 'Forget him? I can't. I can't forget my best friend, I can't forget my first love. I can't forget you, idiot. Why do you want to leave me, Burn? Can't you see I need you here?'

"Burn-"

"SHUT UP! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN!" Then he left. He walked away, leaving me alone.

I froze. I couldn't stop myself from crying. I kept looking at the door, trying to understand what the hell was going on.

"He's… leaving?" I continued watching the door with teary eyes, not able to do anything to stop him. I didn't know why… but deep in my heart, I felt that I will never see him again. It was a very bad feeling.

'Why? Why Burn? I tried to help you. I loved you. Why can't you see that?'

I looked out through the window, it was raining outside and the sky was grey. The sky looked as if it was crying, like it was never going to stop. As if it felt my pain and cried for me.

"How would my life be without you?" I whispered to myself.

I took my hair clips off and looked at them. One was red and the other one was blue. I stood there, staring at them for a minute, but it seemed like hours. I couldn't image my life without him. I have always needed him.

"Burn," I whispered, "you said we will be together… forever. You promised."

I bit my lip as more tears started running down my eyes. I was worried and I didn't know what to do. It was cold, raining, and it was getting dark. Where was he going to spend the night? He was doing something stupid for the second time this day. I didn't want to read tomorrow's news to learn that a body of a sixteen year old boy had been discovered. Just the thought about it made me shiver.

I turned quickly and ran to my room. I put my hair clips on the dresser and then I took my jacket before rushing downstairs again. I put on my shoes and was about to leave, but Blow stood in front of me and put one of his hands on my shoulder, "it is going to be alright. He will come back tomorrow."

I shook my head slightly, "how can you be sure?"

"W-well, I don't know." He said, "But don't go, please. It is late."

"Blow, I care about him as much as you care about me. If it was me who left, you were going to follow me, right?" I smiled as I opened the door, "I will come back quickly… with Burn."

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"Burn?! Burn, where are you?!" I couldn't help but yell his name as I ran. I didn't know where I was going. All I knew was that I was looking for him.

'Why isn't he answering me? He should have heard me by now.'

I stop and look around. It was still raining heavily and cars were passing by. Then I saw him. He was walking on the sidewalk at the other side of the street.

"BURN!" I yelled his name again and started waving my hands.

He stopped and turned to look at me. When he saw me, he frowned and stuck his tongue out at me.

I gave him my best smile just as I ran towards the speeding cars. All I saw was him. I didn't see the cars because of the heavy rain. I didn't even see the headlights of a car coming towards me.

I was just a few feet away and I opened my arms to him. I watched as his anger was quickly replaced with fear.

"GAZEL! WATCH OUT!"

What I didn't expect was to get hit by a car first. I didn't even have time to turn.

"GAZEL!" he screamed as my body got tossed by the vehicle. He ran towards me, but everything seemed to happen in slow motion.

There I lay, in the middle of the street, facing the sky, tears springing from my eyes, and I was covered with blood.

"GAZEL!" Burn sat next to me, and then quickly wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his chest. "Gazel! Gazel, are you okay?! Of course you... you should be! Please, Gazel..."

Slowly, I opened my eyes and looked up at him, but everything was blurry. I broke out into tears as he held me in his arms. I didn't feel the warmth I used to. Now, it felt cold. Almost dead.

'What happened here? Why can't I see him clearly? Why can't I see his eye?' I tried to sit, but when I did, pain shot through me.

"No, Gazel, lie down and don't move."

I felt his hand on my face, wiping away my tears. I smiled painfully as I tried to reach out for his cheek, not caring about the pain that filled me. I ignored the sirens and the screams of my friends, and focused completely on his face (even though my vision was blurry).

Finally, my hand made it to his face. I smiled again, knowing that my body wouldn't stand this much pain. The pain was getting worse, and it was becoming hard to focus. I just had to say the words I always wanted to say.

"I l-l-love you."

I was having trouble paying attention, but I tried to figure out what he was saying; to give me any clues of whether or not he loved me too. I felt his lips moving since my hand was still on his cheek, but I didn't figure out what he was saying. I heard something like 'sorry, stupid, help, you' but I didn't understand what he was saying.

My hand started feeling heavy and I was unable to keep it up any longer. My eyes were closing as everything in my body started to slow down. I knew that this was my end. I was dying… but I wasn't sad, I was happy. He was here with me, he was hugging me, I was hurt and he was helping me. And finally, after ten years of waiting, I confessed.

Slowly, everything started getting darker and darker. I smiled one more time before I close my eyes for the last time.

"I love you…" I whispered, "…H-Haruya."

That's it for chapter one! Hope you liked it!

Okay, just to point out a couple of things:

ONE, maybe you are asking yourself: Why is Burn leaving? Why was he angry at Gazel? Why was Gazel looking at her hair clips? The answers are in the flashbacks. And after that you will know what happened to Gazel and what Burn was saying after she confessed.

TWO, if you are wondering how this fic will end - Tragic or happy ending? - Umm, well, it's going to be tragic. BUT I might change my mind.

Anyway, can you guys please tell me if this fic is good and if I should continue it? I might delete it if people aren't interested in it.

Thank you very much for reading. :D

Reviews are always welcome. Flames are also welcome, but could you please tell me which part you hated as well as why you hated it? That would help me to know what I have to work on. Thanks!

See you guys next time.