Disclaimer: I DONT HAVE FAIRY TAIL.

Lucy P.O.V.

Aaaah.. What a nice morning today.. I wonder, is Natsu healthy now? I want to check him and give some fruits actually.. but i don't know where is his house.. *sulking*

I look at my clock and... "I'M LATE!" It's 5.30 AM already?! Dammit! Now is the day that the school start early! I quickly wash my hair and take a shower. And... "6 AM! I'm doomed!" i quickly change my clothes and did'nt have time to tie my hair up.

"NICE SECURITY GUARD~ DONT CLOSE THE GATE YET~" I shouted in my head. I keep running and running and.. right on time!

"Morning , every.." i stopped as i looked at.. a girl.. hugging..Natsu...

"Ah, morning , Lu-chan!" I turn around and see my bestfriend, Levy McGarden. "M..Morning Levy-chan..." I said while my sweat is dropping really...much.."You're late again , don't you?" She asked, then i nodded.

"Y..yeah.. By the way, do you know who is she?" I said and pointed at the white hair girl that hugging Natsu earlier.

"Yeah, she's Lisanna Strauss. Our old friend in elementary school. At fifth grade she moved to America. She is Mira and Elfman's little sister. Why, you jealousss~?" I blushed and 'ssh'ed Levy that giggle now.

Actually, i was planning on confessing to Natsu if he healthy again , but.. with that girl , Lisanna , i have a rival! By the way, about rival i think about Juvia. She always say i'm her love rival. Fortunately, i don't like him. I always said that to Juvia but she wont listen.

Now, the class started and Happy sensei enter the class.

"Stand up please! Greetings! Good morning , Happy-sensei!" I shouted. Well , i was the class president.

" Good morning, students. You may sit down." Happy-sensei said.

"Thank you sir" The whole class said.

"Okay, now we gonna learn of how fish made." Happy-sensei said then draw some fish and the other things.

"Hey, Natsu, welcome back." I whisper to Natsu. He doesnt answer? It's weird, usually he would put on his grin to me.

I try to call him again , same reaction. And then.. "Lucy-san. Can you answer this question? What fish is Happy-sensei's prefer?

- Big Fish

- Original Fish

- Small Fish"

Happy-sensei.. "Big Fish, sir?" I answer and Happy-sensei nodded. "Good. But don't let i caught you whipering something to Natsu-kun again." Eeeh? He see me whisper to Natsu? "Take that." I see Natsu smirking. What? What has gotten into him? Lisanna is smirking too..?

I decided to write a story. I peek at Natsu that now is peeking me write. He shocked and turn around instead. Usually, he would tease me , or anything that can make me allow him to read my story. It's getting really weird here.

"Lucy-san! I had enough with this. Now, get out from my class." H..Happy-sensei?!

"B..Bu.." I was cutted by Happy-sensei that glaring at me and mouthed 'GET. THE. HELL. OUT. FROM. MY. CLASS.' I nodded and sit in the floor outside my class. Suddenly, the bell ring. I hurry to the cafeteria and on my way there,i think about Natsu's weird behaviour. 'Iss...what..re..uo..der..' eh? What is that sound? "Miss! What are you gonna order!?" I came back to life and see the furious cafeteria lady.

"I'm want to order cheese bread." As soon as lightning, she get me the bread. I walk to my favourite place , the Gardening club –the abandoned club- place. It's so beautiful. And when i almost sit, i heard a laugh in other side. It's.. Natsu and Lisanna.. I quickly feel tear in my eyes.. Lisanna kiss Natsu...

Wh..why.. why fate is so cruel to me today..?

I run to the roof, where the bad boys that usually bully someone eat there. "GET OUT." I yell and they just laughed. "GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE , OR ELSE , I'M GONNA SQUASH YOU WITH THIS!" I pick up some pipe, really heavy. Even those boys cant pick it together. They scared and run away.

My tears is forming again in my eye. Why..why..he mus t choose her..and not me.. i step to the edge , and find out that Natsu and Lisanna is just a few step back from me..

"Luce? What are you doing?" Natsu said with a confused tone. I didn't said anything. He's not the only one can ignore, right?

I jump from the edge. And... i didn't feel any pain? Is this so fast that i even can't feel pain? WAIT. I feel fluffy in the bottom of me.. FLUFFY?! I open my eyes and see.. There's a pillow below me?! Dammit! Natsu , or maybe someone else push 'that' button!

This button i tell you about is a special button. It make a huge pillow that cover someone if someone jump from the roof. Dammit! Whoever that was, i'm gonna beat the hell out of them! And then i see Natsu hold my hands and help me stand.

"Why do you want to do that?" He asked , i cannot look at his eye. I'm afraid... "Lucy , look at my eye." He said with an angry tone. "i dont want too." I turn around and my tear is flowing again. God, how much i let my tears flow today? Now, he raised up my chin forcefully, so my face can face his face . (A/N: I dont understand what i type just now. 'My face can face his face?' o )

"Why are you crying?" He asked , I still not answer and close my eyes. Then shake my head.

"LEAVE ME ALONEE!" I shouted and run home. Shit , i forgot my bag. Kh, whatever. I run to my apartment. I live there alone. My mother died and my father banned me from my mansion but he still give me some money to afford my apartment. My father is Jude Heartfilia. He own Heartfilia Railways, the most successfull company in the world. Heartfilia family is also rich. But i didnt like my father. Because he only cares about his company, and his money. Before my mother died, he would play with me and forget his company for a while.

I climb my bed and cry there the whole day..

"Why..why..why , Natsu!? Maybe..there i lucky , or not , that make me still alive until this moment. Now, you cant stop me from what i gonna do to free me from this pain! Where is that knife again..." I shouted and start searching my knife. There it is! It's in my kitchen. Now, i place the knife in front of my chest. "M...My blood...Ngh! G..goodbye..Goodbye.. Everyone.. Goodbye.. Natsu.. i.. i love you.." It's the last word i said before i stab my self. My blood is pouring out.. and i'm going to the same place with you... mom.. and i feel everything went black.

Natsu P.O.V.

I wonder what's going on to Lucy. I'm gonna visit her~ .I knock, but no one come. She still mad at me?

"Lucy,, I'm so sorry for earlier today~ Can i come in? Luc..." I stop as i heard Lucy's voice saying .. "M...My blood...Ngh! G..goodbye.. Goodbye.. Everyone.. Goodbye.. Natsu.. i.. i love you.." I hurrily crash in, and see... Lucy..fainted there...her blood flowing out from her chest.. with a knife in her chest...and she's not breathing... 'she's not breathing...' that word echoing in my head. I realized and called Lucy. "LUCY!" (A/N: Natsu really have a veryyy slow reaction -.-)

What will happen to Lucy ? Why Natsu act strange ? Can you predict what will happen next ? By the way , i make this story based on what happened to me . Not all actually, the proof is i'm still alive and still can make this story, right? And one more thing , i'm not gonna force you to review my story , favourite my story , or follow my story , or something like that. Because , i write this story because i want to , i really like to. You can hate my summary , story , me , or everything else , i don't care. You mock my story , me , i dont care. If i have a mistake on summary , story , or anything else , well , i'm sorry. I'm Indonesian , 12 year old girl , so , i just want to say ; 'Every one make mistakes. No one is perfect.' You know , you can suggest something to me. You free to suggest. If you want to suggest story about NaLi , then , FORGET IT! I ONLY ACCEPT SUGGESTION ABOUT NaLu! I hate NaLi! I love NaLu! Of course you can see that from my name ,

NaLuLoverNaLiHater