Hey everyone! I found this on my Computer when I was going through my unpublished stories This is my ending for the play in "Tori and Jade's playdate"… Like my thoughts on it? Do not? Either way please tell me :)

„Don't touch mommy!"

For people who don't know us this sentence would just be a part of the script Jade had to act out. For our friends it would be clear that this was no sentence from the play and that Jade couldn't tolerate me touching her after I broke up with her so rudely… but for me – this little sentence nearly made me cry.

"Don't touch mommy!" was like "Fuck you Beck and never touch me again. You are disgusting." How fast it could go this way. Three years you make out every day and the other week you aren't even allowed to touch her anymore. I knew that I hurt Jade seriously and that she was trying to get over me because she thought I already moved on.

But I love her, I never stopped and even when I said that I don't wanna be her boyfriend anymore I loved her. And I only broke up with her because I couldn't bear fighting with the girl I love any longer.

But I also know that I can't just jump around with her like that. But then again…She made my heart break when she said I wasn't allowed to touch her. I've touched her so many times and in so many ways when we kissed or cuddled.

Hell, we had sex and at this times I definatly didn't just touch her skirt like now and she seemed to like my every touch back then. And after all our times together it was worse from her to say Don't touch me instead of just a simple I hate you.

And while I stood there thinking, I realized that I loved this girl too much and that I would do everything to make her mine again. So I could protect her from jerks like the one I was when I didn't open this fucking door.

And after the months of being broken up I now realized that all the fighting was nothing against the love that I felt for Jade.

I didn't let go of her skirt and I looked directly into her eyes when I said the line that everybody knew wasn't from the script:

"But mommy, I love you!"