This is the first chapter of the story. I made this for my bby. She is the best person ever in the history of life. I love you,Jess 3333333333333333333333333333 33333

Enjoy

Karkat let out a small sigh as he watched the rain bounced down and off the window, small flashes of lightning and quiet booms of the to himself, he said, "I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall part when I'm awake.." The troll then looked down at his phone. One missed call. Who could it even be from? Who the hell would call him at a time like this? He opened his phone to see exactly who this per- Gamzee. The one who caused him all this pain. His ex. Ex-moirail. Ex-matesprit. He gently touched the screen to view voice-mail. Yep, he left a message for him. But the question was, should he listen to it or just... delete it? Listen. It could be the last.

"Look. I know you're mad at me. And I know you most likely hate me now. But please, Karbro, I need you.. more than anything. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you, not for getting caught hurting you. i just- please, Karbro. You know I really only love you. I-I,"this part of it was broke off due to the clownass's gross sobbing. After a small bit he had calmed down and started to speak once more, "O-Okay. I-I think I am g-good.. Karkat, I'm guess that.. there's no chance? I mean... shit.. Karkat, please come back. I beg of you. I'm sorry. Just.. P-P-PLEASE!"

How do I end up in the same old place,

Faced again with the same mistakes,

"KARBRO, PLEASE COME BACK! I-I NEED YOU! I'M SORRY! I MESSED UP, I CAN'T TAKE THIS. I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE! P-please... " Gamzee had whispered the last word, taking a very deep breath, "Karbro, I motherfucking fucked up this time. Really bad. I fucked up so bad. I just... wanted to know..."

So stubborn thinking I know what is right,

But life proves me wrong every time.

"Shit... fuck, will you just.. fuck. Karkat, please.. just call me back. I just-," he started to softly sob, "I just n-need to hear that voice of yours. Even if you're shouting at me.."

Taking roads that lead me nowhere,

How do I expect to get there,

But when, oh when will I learn to just put you first

And with that Gamzee had hung up the phone. Karkat knew what he was doing. Crying over his own mistake. Wiping a tear from his eye, he stood from his spot by the window and quietly started to change his clothes into something comfy. After he did so, he had crawled up into the human bed he had and curled into a small ball.

I come to you now when I need you,

But why do I wait to come see you,

Karkat didn't move for a long while. His phone always rang every ten to twenty minutes.

But I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.

Can I move on.

A day or two had pasted and Karkat still hadn't moved from the spot he was laying in when he was home after his break up. He couldn't just... move on. Moving on would cause him to break. He didn't want to break, not even for the world. It would get him culled. He would end up showing his true blood color and then.. poof... there goes "The Vantas".

When I am weak it's you that makes me strong,

And I know that you've been with me all along,

So many times I begin to close my eyes and listen to my heart,

With you life is so easy why do I make it hard,

Oh taking roads that lead me nowhere how do I expect to get there when will I

Learn to just put you first.

I come to you now when I need you,

But why do I wait to come see you,

I always try to do this on my own

But I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.

Now it had been three weeks since any troll had heard from him. THREE WEEKS. He only got up when needed for food, water, or to piss. And today, he actually did something. He went through all of the messages, text and all.

FROM: Gamzee
TO: Karkat

HeY, kArBrOo. :o) It's bEeN A MoNtH. wHeN ArE YoU GoInG To cOmE OuT Of tHaT HiVe oF YoUrS AnD InTeRaCt wItH Us aGaIn? EvErYoNe iS WoRrIeD AbOuT YoU. eVeN Me. WeLl, GeT BaCk tO Me aS SoOn aS YoU CaN. pEaCe, MoThErFuCkEr.

FROM: Eridan
TO: Karkat

hey kar wwhat wwas up wwith you disappearing on us wwe miss you eww that sounded gross coming from me anywways i just wwanted to check on you talk to me wwhen you get a fuckin chance kar ;)

FROM: Sollux
TO: Karkat

kk, where are you? ii haven't heard from your a22 iin 2weep2. what'2 wrong? blerg. text me back when you get your lazy a22 up.

Those where the top three messages he read. Though most of them were stupid and pointless. He then dailed a number. A month huh? Well, fuck him. He could do this! Karkat called one of the other trolls and took a deep breath.

"Hello. Thith ith Thollux," A lisp voice echoed through the phone and into karkat's ear. Wow, did his voice change or something? It wasn't like he remembered it. It was always a bit high to him. But now it sounded... a bit out of place to his personallity. Oh well. He couldn't keep Sollux hanging for any longer. That would be the un-bro like thing to do.