Chapter Three

He pushed her into the wall as his mouth savagely attacked hers and she moaned repeatedly, it felt as though it had been forever since he had touched her, kissed her, it was scary how long two days could feel to a person, his hand slid up her leg and he quickly used his leg to push hers apart as she gasped at the force, her small denim skirt digging into her thighs, his hand trailed higher and her body clenched and began to spasm with anticipation, with both of his hands and her skirt now shoved up around her waist as he kissed her, he yanked at her panties, allowing them to fall at her feet and then he was pulling his mouth from hers as she stood there panting and more than a bit confused, he reached down and picked up her panties and shoved them in his pocket as her eyes got wide..

He looked over her body as she stood there flushed.."You should fix yourself sweetheart" he grinned..

"ok fine you win... fuck me, please" she begged as she looked at him and he licked his lips and moved closer to her, her body stiffened as she stood there, his hands went to the exposed skin of her thighs as he smiled wickedly at her and then he yanked her skirt back into place as he stepped back..

"enjoy your night" he walked to the door..

"what? Wait, but i begged" she said with a panting breath as she ran over to him..

"not good enough" he said as he reached for the handle..

"Oh come on, shit" she said as she panted..."fine...please...please... fuck me John" she said in a shameless attempt as he slowly spun and looked at her..

"sorry sweetheart i have plans maybe another time" he smirked as he turned from her again..

"Your not being fair" she huffed loudly, her body on overdrive, she was literally shaking..

"Im not fair? Ive been walking around for two days with a stiff cock" he turned and faced her now.."i even jerked off at my desk today and im still hard" he said with a groan..

Natalie stiffled a moan, how he was able to do that, to turn her on like that just with his words was beyond her.."I can help, we can help each other" she said as she walked closer to him and smiled sweetly...

"Like i said, i have plans" he shrugged his shoulders at her..

"Plans what kind of plans" she said with jealousy rolling off her tongue..

"afraid i may break the rules" he smiled with a raised eyebrow..

Ah the rules, with them there was only one and it was a deal breaker..While they were being intimate with one another neither of them shall get another sex partner, and if they felt the need to then things would be ended between them. It was the only rule, one that she didnt find any trouble not obeying, how could she even possibly think about wanting another man when she had just about the hottest,most sexually deviant one at her doorstep.

They stared at each other for a long minute.."im not breaking any rules and neither are you" he said seriously as he turned the handle on the door as she stood there.."have fun" he said and then he was gone as she stood there, pantiless and needy.. She let out an exasperated huff, damn him...DAMN HIM!

Natalie was embarassed at how nervous she felt as she paced her livingroom, a text from john just an hour earlier had her laying in wait. Even though she had already fucked him a week before, the fact that she wasnt drinking now and that she would remember every delicious detail was nerve racking and yet an incredible turn on, all she had from their first romp was some images in her head and the embarassment the next day and now he was heading over for round two and she literally felt queezy with anticipation..

She had never done anything like this before, hell she had barely gotten close to a one night stand except for that night a week ago and now she was preparing to sleep with her boss of all people, she felt her palms sweat as she paced the livingroom wondering if this was a very bad idea and as much as she knew it was she was too enthralled by him to care.

She had just spent a year of her life with someone who without a second thought went off and fucked a billing chick, no she definitely needed this, she deserved this! She was still dressed in her work clothes as she began to wear a hole in the carpet from pacing back and forth, the sound of a knock on the door made her freeze, maybe she should just ignore it, even as she thought that she began walking towards the door with weak legs, what the hell was happening to her, she unlocked it slowly as he stood there, he looked fresh out of work, still had his dark blue shirt on and black slacks, his hair long and in his face, he was hot, there was no doubt about that..

Before she even spoke he stepped in and then his hands were in her hair as he kissed her senseless, she was barely aware of his foot kicking the door closed as he spun them around and then her back hit into the door as his mouth continued its assualt. She moved her hands all over him, scratching his back, to his ass, god his ass was nice and firm to the touch, she felt faint and dizzy from the heavy panting she was doing and then he was pulling back looking just as affected as she felt..

"shall we discuss some ground rules before we begin" he said as he looked at her..

"what? Rules?" she said shamelessly panting as she looked at him..

"I cant wait to fuck you either but first things first" he said with a grin as he lead her to the couch and she looked at him confused..

"Listen i um" she said nervously..

"before you make excuses" he brushed a finger on her cheek and she sucked in a deep breath..."You cant deny this connection, sexual or not, correct?"

"I was drunk and so were you" she began..

"fair enough but im not drunk now and neither are you" he brushed his thumb over her lips.."trying to deny the urges we feel will only make matters worse, i need you and i wont share you which brings me to a very important rule"

"rules?" she said with a bit of a nervous laugh.."you do hear yourself, right" she had to stand now and so did he..

"whats so hard to understand, if we lay everything out on the table then there is no room for misunderstandings" he began as she walked across the room..

"this is just too weird for me" she said honestly..

"More like crazy but that is besides the point" he began and she looked at him now..

"so you admit that this sounds crazy" she said in shock..

"probably borderline insane" he began walking over to her.."but that doesnt change anything, i want you"

"But this is crazy, we had one drunken night" she said as she stared at him and he stopped in front of her now.."Your my boss" she said as she shook her head...

"Your analyzing this too much" he said as he stepped closer and she felt her heart race.." we should probably fuck first and talk later" he grinned...

"I never agreed to anything" she shook her head..

"But you didnt disagree" he touched her neck now..."and you didnt cause you want me just as much as i want you" he drew her in closer as he held his hand on the back of her neck.."tell me im lying"

She couldnt breathe as she stood there, she could barely talk.."i cant"

"of course you cant cause you know im right" his mouth collasped on hers and she moaned against his lips as his tongue lapped against her, god he tasted good, he balled his hand into her hair and roughly pulled her mouth from his as she winced.."enough with this talking, right now i have better things in mind" he finished as he attacked her neck as his other had cupped one of her breasts roughly and immediately he found her erect nipple through the material of her shirt and he tugged on it, drawing a ragged moan from her, he released her hair and his hands went to the top button of her white button down blouse.."i'll buy you another one" he said and before she could question his meaning he yanked on her top, sending buttons flying everywhere as she gasped and then his mouth was on her exposed skin as he yanked down her bra and a moan slipped out of her mouth as he immediately sucked a hard nipple into his mouth, her hands went to his hair and she grabbed at it, yanking and pulling as he bit the sensitive flesh of her breasts and she arched her neck as the sweet pain made wetness pool between her legs..

Natalie couldnt believe how uncomfortable she felt actually going out, she had opted to go without the panties on and attempt to drive john crazy about it later, sitting at the bar at crossroads she waited for Gigi as she sipped her margaretta and tried to think of anything but john.. He hadnt texted which annoyed her but she pushed it out of her mind, this is why her life was so messed up now cause she had been sleeping with her boss for the past 3 months, mind blowing sex but still, was this something that she really wanted to continue, could she even give him up if she wanted to..

She felt kind of pathetic how obsessed she had become with him, her days and nights were filled with images of him and yet she could tell no one, that was the hardest part, not being able to say anything but in all honesty what would she say, they fuck, plain and simple. No dinner, no dating, essentially she had the best relationship ever cause there was no strings attached, no feelings or so she liked to tell herself over and over again. Feelings only got her in trouble, it had with Brody and she had trusted him with everything and all it got her was a broken bitter heart, with john she didnt have to worry about that because when it was over it was over, right?

"Eeeeeeeeeeeeee Natalieeeeee" Gigi's squealed was heard around the small club as natalie turned just in time to see her friend run over to her, nearly knocking off the chair..

Gigi to the outside world looked like a pixie fairy, she had short brown hair that at times at different shades thrown through it, her tiny petite frame was covered in a tunic top and a short mini skirt, even though she was a short girl her legs definitely looked killer in those chunky heels, no one would guess that she was a cop and a damn good one..

Natalie and her had become quick friends when Natalie had joined the force immediately after highschool, they had gone through the police academy together and shared more than enough secrets and yet natalie couldnt tell her about john for more than one good reason..

She hugged her friend whom she had missed, times like these were so few and far inbetween it really did feel good to be out with her. Gigi had begun dating natalies brother a few years back and that also put a damper on them hanging out but with Rex's PI business kicking into full gear it left Gigi with more than enough time to spend with her favorite gal pal..

"You look seriously hot" Gigi said as she pulled back and looked at natalie..

"I could say the same thing about you, Rex would die if he saw you dressed like that" natalie laughed knowing her brother had a wicked jealous streak when it came to Gi..

"what he doesnt know wont hurt him" Gigi grinned and Natalie knew it was all in good fun, Gigi and Rex were in love and they were perfect for each other, neither of them would jeaopardize that, not ever..

Off in the distance natalie watched as a tall man came into view, he was walking right for them, he was well over six feet tell, his hair short, dark and spiky, his eyes a smokey brown. His skin was tanned under the white silk top he wore with a few buttons undone to give a hint of what was underneath and his black slacks were just the right bit of snug, he was absolutely stunning by all accounts..And he was nearing them as Natalie felt her pulse jump, when she saw Gigi spin slowly with a wicked grin on her face she knew just why, this wasnt just some random hot guy walking through the club, no this was something that Gigi's evil mind had pondered..

"Gi?" Natalie said with a nervous smile..

"Oh Natalie i almost forgot this is Aidan, Aidan this is my bestest friend Natalie" Gigi said with a wide grin as they tall man came over to them..

"Natalie its a pleasure" his accent rolled off his tongue wrapping natalie in its seductive undertones, he put his hand out to hers and she went to shake his as she stared at Gigi with such a look but before she could say anything Aidan kissed her hand and she had to admit it made her stomach do sumersaults.

"same here Aidan" natalie began and looked at her friend.."I thought we werent bringing any friends along" Natalie said with a nervous forced smile, she could kill Gigi right about now..

"Oh did we agree to that, oops" Gigi said with a smile and then quickly leaned over the bar to order a drink..

"Let me guess, girls night?" Aidan said with a charming smile, he was damn good eye candy..

"yeah but its ok" natalie said with a smile..

"of course it is, natalie here works at the station with me and Aidan just started out with Rex at the PI firm" Gigi said as she pushed natalie in the back and she nearly banged into Aidans broad chest..

Natalie laughed nervously, oh she would definitely kill Gigi later..

"A cop is that right?" he grinned.."Much too beautiful" he said sweetly and she flushed from ear to ear, ok so Aidan was charming and gorgeous..

"and your a Private Investigator" natalie said with a nervous smile, she hadnt really been around men except for the ones at work and well John, she was nervous enough around him than to worry about anyone else so this was quite uncomfortable for her..

"he wasnt always a PI , Aidan tell her about your run with the Special Ops" Gigi said as she smiled big, Now Aidan looked uncomfortable and that made natalie even more uncomfortable than before..

"it wasnt really that big of a deal, just kind of like what you do" Aidan began almost shyly..

"I think i need my drink now" natalie said with a laugh to break the awkward ice..

"yeah me too" Aidan said with a flushed face..

"Oh my gawd, kerrie is here!" Gigi said as she jumped up and down.." I will be right back" she ran off to see another friend across the bar..

"she doesnt get out alot" Natalie said with embarassment..

"yeah i can tell" He said as he ordered himself a beer..

"so your working with my brother" Natalie began, she hated that with everything going on in her life that her and Rex hadnt talked more, atleast she would of been prepared for this guy..

"just about the last week or so, just flew in" he said as he grabbed his drink..

"Oh yeah, from where" she said as she nervously sipped her drink, Gigi was officially lost in the crowd and now natalie had to entertain this guy which honestly shouldnt be hard, hell half of the woman in the club were drooling over him..

"Costa Rica, i was building some houses" he began and she smiled, of course he was in charities, what didnt he do?.."but enough about that your brother is a good guy, he talks about you alot" he said with a smile..

Natalie flushed again, wondering what her brother could of told this guy, maybe he made her out to be some pathetic loser, hell who was she kidding, she was pretty pathetic.."oh thats embarassing" she said as she shook her head..Suddenly she felt like she didnt even know how to act in front of people anymore, god John had really done a number on her..

"embarassing, no...nothing bad" he said quickly..She knew Rex would never say anything intently bad about her but the fact was that he knew her, more than anyone did, better than she knew herself.."so its a nice club" he said as if he could feel her uncomfortablness..

"yeah its um, loud" she said with a nervous awkward smile..

"do you come here alot" he began and than immediately retracted.."Im sorry that sounded cliche, i'll be honest with you im not really a club guy" he said and she finally breathed a sigh of relief, somehow by him looking uncomfortable made her feel better..

"thank god me either" she smiled honestly..

Natalie was breathless as he kissed her urgently, his hands roaming all over her body as he pushed her down on the couch, making a home between her legs with his wide muscular body, he felt so good on top of her, so powerful and strong, it drove her crazy, when he ripped his mouth from hers breathing heavy she began to talk, actually she rambled.."what if this is a mistake" she said in a panting breath as he quickly removed his shirt and she couldnt help but get lost in the broad shoulders and chest, his nipples hard as he looked at her..

"best mistake i ever made" he grinned and began pulling on her skirt breathlessly..

"but..." she pushed him back some, panting more.."but what if it wasnt even that good, i mean we were drunk"

He smiled now devilishly.."we wont know till we try" his hands were on her skirt again as he yanked it down and she gasped..

"But...it will be awkward" she said as she grabbed his arms, she could barely breath..

"More awkward than it is now?" he said with a grin, his eyes flickering lust and desire.."i want to be inside you, i need to be inside you" his voice was stern and serious it made her stomach tighten as she swallowed hard..

"But your my boss and inter office dating is " she began and he kissed her hard again as he pulled her panties down, leaving her exposed as she laid there, he pulled his mouth from hers..

"Not dating just fucking" his voice was so raw she nearly thought she would come right then and there.."are we done talking cause ive spent the last week thinking about all the ways i want to make you cum" his voice held promise and she gulped as she looked at him.."good girl" he grinned and then he moved down her body and before she could protest he was spreading her legs as his mouth dove into her aching core and she cried out as she latched onto his hair..

Aidan was an interesting man, he was the same age as natalie but he had experienced so much more of life, after leaving the Special Ops she had learned that he began various charity jobs, even went into the peace corp for a few years, his stories were amazing, it kept her glued on him, he definitely knew how to tell a good story and his accent didnt hurt either and he smiled, like genuniely smiled, it was nice to be carefree with someone again, it almost made her forget how fucked up her life was..

After a third Margaretta she had excused herself to the bathroom as Gigi continued to mingle with everyone she ran into, natalie quickly turned the corner for the bathrooms and immediately haulted when she saw firey blue eyes staring at her, her chest tightened as she stood there, it was him, it was John..

"John" she said with a nervous breath as she wobbiled some, he caught her elbow as he looked at her..

"enjoying yourself?" he asked cooly as he held her arm and she swallowed hard..

"I wasnt expecting to see you here" she said nervously, ignoring his question, she wondered how long he had been there, had he been watching her is that why he hadnt texted her?

"of course you werent" his eyes darkened as he stood there..He let go of her arm now as she stood there flushed..He eyed the bathroom as she stood there.."by all means" he looked at the bathroom again..

"I'll be um right back" she said as she walked past him, her heart racing as she walked into the bathroom and let out a huge sigh..

"is that a sigh of relief or excitement" his voice said from behind her and she squeaked in shock as she turned to see him in the bathroom with her.."You know when you said you were going out" he began to walk closer to her as she backed up..

"its really not what it looks like" she began with a panting breath, she didnt even know why she felt the need to explain anything to him but she did anyways..

"what what looks like?" he said with a raised eyebrow as he came closer and she backed up more..

"Umm..." she said quietly as her back now hit the wall with a thud..

"You look flushed" he said as his hand touched her red face and then ran down her throat.."Your hearts racing" he said as he closed in the space between them, she couldnt speak.."for me or him" his words were low and deep, he almost seemed mad behind that wicked grin..

"what?" she said breathlessly..

"You heard me" he licked his lips.."for me or him" he repeateded himself as he brushed his thumb over her quivering lip..

"You" she whispered quietly..

He cocked his head some.."i didnt quite hear you"

"for you" she said a bit louder now and his eyes darkened more, before she could say anything he pushed his lips against hers in a bruising kiss, one that held all the pent up aggression of the last few days, she kissed him back hungrily as if she had been starved of his taste..He pulled back too quickly and she panted heavily..His hand trailed up her exposed legs as he kept his eyes on her, they slid under her skirt and she gasped as they hit the soft sensitive skin between her legs..

"it seems as though you forgot an article of clothing" he said as his finger teased her slick skin..

"You took them remember" she said with a quickening breath..

"the station doesnt pay you enough to buy more than one pair of panties" he raised an eyebrow as his fingers continued to tease her..

"actually i am due for a raise" she said sarcastically as she panted, he grinned now..

"Oh is that so, i think that i may be able to help you with that" he grinned and then he plunged one finger deeply inside her as she bit her lip to stop herself from crying out in pleasure.."i do believe that some begging is in order" he kept his finger deep inside her and barely moved it, her body clenched around it tightly..His lips were by her ear as she spoke..

"But...but you said" she bit back a moan as he breathed in her ear..

"apparently i underestimated your control over me, so lets try this again..do you want me to make you come" he rasped..

She couldnt think as she stood there, all she could do was feel and he felt so fucking good.."Yes..yes" she said breathlessly..

"then beg me" he said as he slipped his finger out of her and she gasped at the emptiness she felt..

"here? Now?" she said with pants..

"we could always go back to my place" he said as he licked his finger seductively..

"but im out with Gigi" she said breathlessly and he backed up now..

"oh, alright then" he said as he turned from her, she hated that her body was completely subdued by him, she couldnt think when he was around..

"wait" she called out as he stopped by the door and then slowly turned to face her..

"are you coming with me or not" he said with a groan..She stared at him as she thought of Gigi and how upset she would be if she left, then she thought of Aidan and how rude it would be for her to just take off but who was she kidding, she needed john like the air she breathed, she was hopelessly drawn to him.."if it is that hard of a decision" he went to turn again..

"No...im coming...im coming with you" she said quickly as she walked over..

"oh your definitely going to be cumming, all over me" he rasped as he grabbed her hand and quickly led her out of the club and out through the back door without her saying another word to Gigi or Aidan..