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A/N: Unrelated one-shots for the different kinds of Boot Camps. For OTP Boot Camp: Pairing Remus/Sirius. Prompt: Eternity.
Sirius had never really been in a relationship that made him feel as though he would do anything for that one person. When he met Remus he never would have thought that he would feel that way around anyone.
When Sirius started to have feelings towards Remus he started to become afraid that Remus would find him sick and stop being friends with him.
Sirius would date girls to try to forget about his feelings around Remus but they continued to stay; he did everything that he could think of but nothing really worked.
He even at one point tried to stay away from Remus but couldn't bring himself to hurt him like that; Remus was already so insecure and he didn't want to make it worse.
When he got sent to Azkaban even though he thought about James, Lily and Harry often he also thought of Remus, he had never told him how he felt and he thought that if he had than Remus might have realized that Sirius would never betray anyone.
Because even though James was like a brother to him Remus was something else entirely.
When Sirius finally managed to escape Azkaban he wanted so desperately to see Remus but he knew that he couldn't. It would be too dangerous to see him.
But in the end Remus realized that Sirius had never been the one to betray the Potters or him and Sirius managed to get his friend back even though he wanted to be so much more.
He never ended up telling Remus exactly how he felt but one of the last thoughts that Sirius had before he died was that he would love Remus for all eternity.