a predator should never fall in love with it's prey

I never really did like her.
She was always stealing my spotlight.
She always got the roles in play, instead of me.
She got all the attention.
She even tried to steal my boyfriend.
I just wish she would just go away.

I love to torment her.
Make her feel sad.
Sometimes I'd feel guilty.
Sometimes.

Annoying her is my favorite thing to do.
I love frustrating her.
How she fumes when I mess things up for her.
But maybe the reason I was doing this,
was actually because I loved the attention.

I hate the way she makes me feel.
Instead of the blinding hate I wish I felt,
she makes me feel happy and safe.
The way she smiles at me.
She knows we aren't exactly friends.
Well, we aren't.
I know she wishes we were.
And sometimes, I wish we were too.

I can't get enough of her.
She knows exaclty how to calm me.
She seems to make everything right when its wrong.
Yeah, thats what she is. The right to my wrong.
I can't be in denial forever.
I know I like her more than I should.
But I can't seem to accept that.

She's the sun I'm the moon.
Without eachother we're nothing.
I can't imagine my life without her.
She makes my knees feel weak.
She makes my heart thump faster.
The sparkle in her eyes sets me on fire.

That's when I realised.
I realised that I'd fallen in love with her.
I was the predator, and I'd fallen in love with my prey.

a predator should never fall in love with it's prey