Bulletproof Love

Hey guys I am back now so sorry I left I have been having a busy life. I have needed tutoring in science and in math. Also I forgot about the stories because I have been writing a lot of other stuff with my sharpies and if you hate me by this point I understand, but the summer is here so that means I'll have all the time in the world(I think). Also if you don't like what Alexander and Rae sorry after this it will be rated M.

Jagger: Karla doesn't own Vampire Kisses.

Raven: If she did me and Jagger would've been bonded for eternity and have a bunch of babies that would look a lot like Jagger.

Jagger: Also next time you forget about us I am taking all of your sharpies and drying them out

Me: *Runs away with my sharpies*

Raven's P.O.V.

I am straightening my hair and listening to music as I hear Luna sing to the top of her lungs to Sleeping with Sirens. Then I see Luna shivering and kind of looking like she is about to faint as if she had just seen a ghost. I know whenever Luna gets like that she is having a twin reaction to something that is happening to Jagger. Hopefully Jagger is okay and nothing bad will has or will happen with him. The next thing I know is that my iPhone rings and I know its Jagger because he might have felt Luna feeling not so well like I can see it. I pick up my phone and see a text:

Raven one of the idiots is here I guess it's time for a show

~Jagger

I don't know who Jagger might be talking about it could be either Trevor or Alexander that is here ready to take me away from my dark knight. I want to text him back so bad, but it feels wrong to text him right not and I don't know why. Something inside of me is telling me to get out of here with Jagger something is about to go down today. I can sense Luna right behind me because I feel her cold hand touch my bare shoulder.

Luna stares at me for a while then says, "Don't it is Trevor that is here looking for you of course I think we both know why he is here now let's get ready because I feel like something is about to go down and I have a feeling it involves my beloved brother of mine and one of the idiots. Hopefully he wins because since we were little he always said he wanted to be a prince that would save a vampire princess from a bunch of idiots. Well really I made him play vampire princess with me and he said he didn't like it, but I know he liked it because he would smile every time we played it."

I can't help it but to smile about that Jagger would do that to with Luna when they were little I need to learn more about his childhood. I look at Luna hopping both me and her are wrong about the bad feelings we were having. I don't want anything to happen to Jagger at all because of me I am not worth it for his life. Not now, not never in eternity. I look at myself in the mirror and I see something has changed in me. I have no idea what it is but I know I have changed some way that I can't explain it myself. Looking into the mirror I feel like the girl staring back at me is turning into a damsel in distress.

What I see in the mirror is just me in my unique neon pink corset and neon pink skirt me and Luna got when we went shopping in Romania. I look at myself studying every bit of my body to see what has changed in me. As I gaze into the mirror I notice the bite marks from Jagger and Trevor. I guess the bite marks are the thing that makes me look different well more like feel than look. Suddenly I feel some emotions then straight rushing to my body system telling me that they are here and that they are sure to stay and not move at all.

Luna rushed quickly right over to me as if ready to catch me if I would fall or something. She looks at me with stress eyes that I have never seen in her pretty fairy look like face. I look around the room to see if Jagger might come or something if Luna is freaking out. It's like she knew what the hell was going on with me right not. Maybe Luna does know what the hell is wrong with me.

I stare at Luna, she squeaks like a puppy and say, "Well umm by any chance did my brother drink your blood when you two were doing whatnot? If he did please give me the details cause I want to bother the hell out of him. Wait I swear if you tell me a lie I will kill you! Wait I can't because then Jagger would kill me and I love living well undead living so yeah shush."

Oh. My. God. What the hell does she mean by asking me that question because if that's how vampires get girls pregnant then I might as well be expecting someone from me and Jagger? Though human and vampires are the nearly like the same species, but vampires are more evolved. So shouldn't mating between a vampire and human to create life include sexual intercourse? Luna looks like she is about to pass out or whatnot so she says again, "Raven, by any chance did my brother drink your blood when you two were doing whatnot? Please tell I kind of need to know so I can know what is going on."

"Luna nothing happened sadly nothing thanks to you ugh," I said that last part with a groan of annoyance; I just wish that something more could have happen but it didn't. "You came in before anything else could happen between us all you saw was all that happened in your fairy room. And next time you don't find Jagger just stay in his room. All Jagger did to me was drink from me on my neck don't you smell my blood all over the atmosphere in your room? And if something would have happen I wouldn't tell you everything. It is mines and Jagger's love life and I don't think he'll like it that his sister knows what he does. "

Luna giggles like a little girl telling a secret and says, "Oh of course I saw that and I am sorry I walked in like that, but all the rooms are soundproof so I didn't hear yall almost do the whatnot in my beautiful bed; also if one of you tries doing that in my beautiful bed I will kill you all and I don't care if Mommy and Daddy don't approve! Anyway next time that happens I will not walk in well maybe, but I want details like always on how you feel about my brother. So yeah I can't smell your blood in my room anymore because I cleared the smell out and I can so smell Jagger all over your scent and I can smell you all over Jagger. That's like so sweet because that's how me and Romeo are. Oh my Romeo I can't wait to see him not let's got already I want to see him and I am sure my brother is dying to see you more than anyone in this place. Also if you break him I will break you enough to feel the pain for the rest of your life, but I love you!"

"I love you too Luna and if you kill me I will hunt you down and stake you myself, but I have to ask you one question before we go," I said in a speculating voice.

Luna giggles but then she gets series and says, "Raven ask away but I am not sure if I got all the answers to your questions."

I look at Luna trying to find the words that I want to get out. But as I look at her I see Jagger and get the courage to ask her my questions. So I say, "Luna how does your brother love, like how does he show it or protect it. I am just wondering because I don't know I feel so unsure of myself with this whole situation that I just don't know what to do."

She stares at me so confused, but I know that she knows what I am talking about. Luna looks at me then she looks at her phone to a picture of her brother and says, "Well when my brother was with Rae they had a love that no one could ever mess with. That no weapon of some sort could ever damage ever. He truly LOVED her as how now he loves you and I know that he loves you even more than when he loved Rae. She shot him with all the betrayal that happened that he never found love in anyone else until you came in. You make him wish that the sun not come ever again so he can be and see you ONLY. And there for you is how Jagger loves so if you ever do something to him like Rae I will kill you."

I giggle as Luna mentions that her brother would love to see me and only me when I know Jagger might not since the scene with Luna. Luna just puts a bright pink lemonade lip gloss we are both out the door and upstairs to the Crypt. As we walk upstairs I have a feeling that me and Alexander are more than just apart but officially over. The necklace he gave me is burning me meaning he has found a new soul mate hopefully he won't try anything tonight and only Trevor will. I have a bad feeling something will happen and I hope that no one hurts me and Jagger.

Alexander's P.O.V

I get ready to head towards the Crypt to regain my price Jagger and the douche of Trevor want to take away. I don't know how I didn't hear Raven coming when I was with Rae at the cemetery. I could have never lost her to those douche ass hats of "tough" vampires if I was paying attention if Rae wasn't driving me crazy mostly with her grinding on me. I know it's bad that I cheated on Raven with Rae but I know about the time where she and Trevor made out when he was drunk and she left him in the forest. She didn't know I was there but I saw here there with him and I saw that she was enjoying herself by the lust in her eyes. Raven may not know this but I have envied the way she looks at Trevor sometimes with lustful eyes mostly when it's Jagger.

Gosh I have seen the way they look at each other when no one is looking. Raven and Jagger look like love stuck puppies that need to get sexual frustration out. I hate the fact that she desires him more over me when I should be the one that should take care of her emotionally and sexually but now I guess she is getting it from which I don't care that much because I got all my frustration out with Rae and it felt good. The whole time we were together I was thinking about Raven and only her.

I know I don't deserve Raven after all I did with Rae last night but I think she won't care because I feel and I know she did something with Jagger. Hopefully they use protection because I don't want to be stuck with a pregnant Raven even though we didn't I know for sure Rae will get rid of whatever we created with our night full of lust and only pure hunger of lust. I don't care if Jagger popped her cherry as long as she will leave him and be my sex slave we will be okay. She has no idea how many times I have gone into her house in the middle of the night and bewitched her to let me touch her the way I want but I always have stopped myself from more than I want. I guessed I always believed that she would have giving me what I need from her over time but she hasn't so now I am sure she will.

I think Raven didn't want it to do it with me because she was afraid I would hurt her so she would rather do it with someone who she knows will hurt her but she won't care. Ugh I don't even know what I am even saying I feel like everything is going or is about to fall apart. Right now I feel like I am not making any sense of my own self. If only I had taken what Raven should have given me I don't think this would have happen. Me turning Trevor into a vampire, Raven getting closer with Jagger and Luna, or the fact that I am hooking up with Rae just to satisfy my personal needs.

As I continued to think about my life with Raven I didn't seem to hear Rae was in the attic looking at some of the portraits I had made for Raven. Rae seems to not like them at all maybe because she thinks that Raven is completion for her. But really no one can ever take my mind or my heart from ever having Raven in them. I still can't believe that Rae is here she is usually hooking up with any random guy and creating servants all over the world.

Rae notices that something is on my mind so she says, "Stop thinking about the weak loser of a mortal Alex you have me and you know I can ride you really good. Anyway by now I think that Jagger or the other newbie has popped her cherry so she'll be crawling back to you. For me that's bad because I won't get to play with you anymore and that hurts you know. "

I look at Rae as if she has lost her mind she knows I would never leave Raven yeah I may hook up with her, but still I love Raven more than anyone but my special sexual needs. There is something about Rae's look as I look at her real closely that makes me want to take her again in my coffin. I guess it's just the fact that I like that she is willing to do whatever I ask her to do with me. If only Raven was more like that I wouldn't need a slut to satisfy my sexual needs. Man just thinking of all the things that I can do to Raven has me made me just turn on so hard that I feel like I just need to be taken to the moon before I explode. I wish that by tonight I can make her mine without any regrets or anyone stopping me.

As I keep thinking about my dark song bird Rae touches me with her cold ice wicked fingers. I look at Rae and realize that she is wearing a pink dress that reminds me a lot of Raven and I just have the urge to take her right now even though tonight we are I will get my dark song bird of night. I feel that Rae's legs go around my waist and I can't help it but to moan of pleasure as her lips touch mine claiming me for herself. But I didn't care as I help her so she gets comfortable and being able to feel my partner happy about this.

As I make try to get Rae off of me, but I can't my own body is betraying me as it pushes us against the nearest wall. Rae moans as her back hits the old attic wall that is so lifeless but for right now it is not for it'll be the partner in our crime. I slowly take off the pink lace off of Rae's dress and she touches the end of my shirt. Rae slowly takes off my shirt and she kisses my temple so many times that I feel like I am about to die off of pleasure. I can't handle it anymore and I use my vampire speed to take her dress off from her without any trouble.

Again using my vampire speed I take me and Rae into my coffin in my room without ever leaving her slender body of hers. I quickly take my leather pants off and anything that is keeping me from entering inside. I take her in without giving her a warning at all and she creams in pleasure. Once inside of her I rock her moaning out Raven's name and not Rae's, but then I call out hers and I don't seem to care at all and I forget about Raven for a little while. Rae doesn't care that I call Raven's name out and not hers earlier when we were together I did the same thing and she called out Jagger's name which I didn't care I know her and Jagger's story. But something that shocked me is that now she keeps on screaming my name and not his. *Rae's P.O.V is more descriptive just saying so you may not be confused also I kind found it REALLY hard to write Alex's P.O.V with or without help.*

Rae's P.O.V

I walk up to Alexander's lame attic which I prefer his bedroom because it doesn't smell as much as the attic of Raven. As I walk up there I can hear inside Alexander thoughts and he is thinking of her something about wanting her and only her and using me to get his sexual frustration out with me. Like if I were some kind of slut that just sleeps around with any guy that asks me too and I don't. I know that everyone must think that I am a slut, but really I am not I just don't like being by myself. Jagger was my only true love, but now that he is gone and with Raven I guess I have true chance at love with Alexander now that Raven is gone.

Once up in the attic now I know why Alexander said he loved it there out of all the rooms in his mansion. One side of the room is full of portraits of Raven some I can't believe Raven would do with Alexander. Some of the portraits are images of them about to make love, others are of them together in the cemetery, others are of them living a normal human life, (which is kind of creepy) and also some are of them living a vampire life together. I didn't like those portraits of them like that because I can't stand the way Alexander made them look so happy together something that for some reason I want for him.

After I was done looking at what makes me want a life with Alexander or make me think of Jagger when we were happily together. I notice that Alexander staring out the window thinking about probably Raven or about the night we had last night. I walk up to him and yet he still doesn't hear me or turns around to see me. I can't stand being ignored mostly by someone that I might be having feelings towards if not I am only here for Trevor he looks yummy too. Ugh if I hadn't messed things up with Jagger he would be with me and not the whore of Raven, but then I wouldn't have met Trevor or Romeo at all.

What seems like an eternity looking throw all of the horrid portraits of Alexander and Raven I see that he has turned around to check on me, but then goes back to thinking of slut. I wait for Alexander to say something to me or tell me when we are leaving for the Crypt, but he doesn't say a thing at all. I can't seem to handle the quietness or whatever awkwardness we had so I said, "Stop thinking about the weak loser of a mortal Alex you have me and you know I can ride you really good. Anyway by now I think that Jagger or the other newbie has popped her cherry so she'll be crawling back to you. For me that's bad because I won't get to play with you anymore and that hurts you know. "

Alexander seems to ignore my comment, but then he looks at me so confused at my comment because he goes back to thinking and I don't know what the hell he is thinking about. Gosh I hate being ignored by men well mostly by anyone who I want something off. As I look closely into Alexander I notice that he is thinking of something that makes him really happy. I smile know what his body really wants right now and not his heart. I walk closely to Alexander smelling lust flowing on his delicious blood of his. I touch Alexander on his shoulder making him to look at me straight into my eyes.

And once I get a good look at his beautiful chocolate brown eyes I see that my senses are correct about his imagination. His eyes are completely full of lust like yesterday, but there is something else in his eyes something there wasn't yesterday instead of rage today there is sadness in his eyes. I know how to take that emotion of any guy just so well and Alexander won't be the first one to ever have had their minds changed by me. I stand next to Alexander and put my head on his heart and it sounds like its racing so hard to almost be human. I take my arms and put them around Alexander and kiss him slowly and sweet.

The kiss which I haven't done to anyone since Jagger left me; I felt so good kissing Alexander and I know he felt the same because I felt like he didn't have control over his body cause he picked me up. I have my legs now around his waist or abs whichever one it is god I can't even think. I feel his hand roam around my dress trying to take it off, yet also trying to stop this situation. Alexander places kisses on my lips and neck and I can't help it but to moan out of full pleasure. I try to repay the depth to Alexander and do the same, but when I kiss him he moans my name and not Raven's like yesterday.

I try to think about that moment but I can't as I feel my back along with Alexander's arms hit a cold hard wall of the attic. I couldn't help it but to moan right now at this moment because Alexander remembers how I like it just so rough. Alexander begins to touch my straps of my dress as I try to take of his shirt of off his wonderful body. I can't handle myself and moan without caring that what's his face will hear but it's his fault for being the butler of a hunky hot vampire. Can't explain what I feel right now if it's lust or just some weird connection that I can't seem to explain that makes me want to take this slow with Alexander. I slowly Alexander's shirt off and I began to kiss his wonderful abs, chest, and his delicious neck.

By me kissing Alexander everywhere I feel as I can't take it anymore and I want him to take me now even if it's against a cold wall. I hear Alexander moan as I kiss his neck in a certain part on his neck that just for some reason drives him crazy and I like it a lot. Alexander can't take this anymore and neither can I and the next thing I know my pink dress is half way off and my back isn't against a cold wall but against Alexander's coffin in his room. Alexander gives me a quick kiss on the lips that makes me want him even more than I already do.

I feel Alexander pull apart from me and for some reason it saddens me, but then once again he is in my arms stark naked body ready for whatever we have in store for each other. Alexander's hands go to my back to unhook my bra, but instead they rip to shreds my pink lace bra. I couldn't help it to moan as he keeps on making me wetter than I already am. I again feel another hand traveling down to touch me and once it goes down I don't want it to come back up at all. As I feel his wonderful fingers travel in and out of me I moan and scream saying, "Please don't fucking tease meh…h…"

Alexander takes the two fingers he had in me and licks them making him and me both moan at the same time without thought of anything after this moment. As both of our moans begin to die out I feel that finally Alexander has entered me just like that. Oh it hurts so much having him like that but I could help it to scream, "Baby please don't stop!"

Alexander must have liked that because I feel him coming in and out just so fast that I swear I feel that all this pleasure will kill both of us even without thought of it. I guess that it is a good way to go would be by getting fucked, but then again we both have all of eternity ahead of us. We could pretty much do this for days and have it feel like it's been hours or an eternity. He keeps pumping pretty fast that I feel his hand again travel below my waits to my core and he just works his fingers like he does when painting, creating many new things within me. I hear words coming out of Alexander's sweet lips so I pull him closer to my lips and take him into a battle over power. But slowly I began to lose power as his lips, hands, and body began to move faster than I can.

As he was going faster and faster taking control of me, I felt like I would cum in the next pump. But I didn't Alexander pulled out before I could reach my climax and I am sure his too. That got me so upset because I feel like I need him and I want him and me to be one. Though out of nowhere I feel Alexander teasing me with the head of his dick and I moan out wanting him and more. I couldn't take it anymore so I get up and place Alexander on where I was and bite him.

I taste his sweet blood and groan. Alexander tries to make me kiss him and I can't refuse his delicious lips. I began to kiss him while on top of him. Then I remember that I have to pay him back for what happened in the attic. I feel Alexander's member still trying to tease me so I take one of my hands and play with him. I felt so hot and wet that I wanted him inside of me again. But I can't right now instead I take his member by the head and pet it.

"Rae don't fucking tease me you know I will make you pay if you do," Alexander said in a voice full if lust and annoyance.

A giggle comes out of my mouth and I know how I am going to win this battle of dominance. I keep kissing Alexander in his sweet neck but then claim his lips as my hand strokes him slowly. Alexander sort of lets out a moan or growl making me not take this battle anymore. My hand goes up and down of him while the other is helping me keep Alexander down from taking what he wants from me. I feel is erection getting stronger and I think that isn't possible, but when it comes to Alexander you never know.

I sense that he can't take this teasing and he growls, "Rae if you keep playing with it I will force you to suck it or I won't give it to you next time."

I should have felt afraid of Alexander saying that, but I didn't all I felt was getting even more turned on that my nipples got harder and colder. And I knew the perfect way to make them warm. I lean down and whisper to Alexander, "Suck my nipples they feel so cold and if you don't I will tease you even more."

Alexander does what I tell him and he takes my boobs into his mouth and man I enjoy it a lot and I don't want it to end mostly when I feel his fangs on my soft skin. Then out of nowhere he sticks himself inside of me making me feel so good. Ugh I can't help it as his member is inside of me and I began to ride this damn vampire cowboy. His mouth is in my soft skin while his hands are on my waist trying to make his way even deeper inside of me. We keep this position for what seems forever until Alexander's phone rings.

Alexander picks up the phone and he seems to be arguing with someone and I can't hear anything of what whoever he is talking to is saying. Next thing I know Alexander is back in the room saying, "Best time we've ever had but we have to cut it short and get dress. We have to go to the Crypt like now. Looks like Jagger and Trevor are now against me so I guess it's time to go and change everything. Rae is time to get what both you and I want."

With Alexander leaves to get changes and I think about it really hard. What is what I really want now?