Alice: Here's a new story.

Emily: I'm already a quarter done the second chapter for Dollar Bill.

Alice: I'm also going to publish the rewrite to Edge of Desire in the next week or two.

Emily: This story will be one of my first that really deals with rape.

Alice: I have only written and finished one other story called Growing Up that deals with rape and I didn't get it completely right.

Emily: Anyways, please enjoy and be warned that this story does deal with rape.

Title: Big Time Confusion

Summary: On their three month anniversary, Kendall prepares an amazing date for Logan. But when Logan shows up late and breaks up with him, Kendall is devastated. James, Carlos, and everyone at the Palm Woods are mad at Logan. But while worrying about Kendall, who is worrying about Logan?

Pairings: Kogan. Lumille.

Warnings: Rape. Logan-whump!

Prologue

Kendall and Logan had been dating for six months. Kendall said that it called for a celebration and asked Logan out to dinner, who happily agreed. When asked about his plans, Kendall made James and Carlos swear not to tell anyone. He actually planned on reserving a table at Logan's favorite fancy restaurant. Kendall grinned as he bought flowers and even decided to arrive early. He texted Logan where to meet and Logan was enthusiastic.

Of course, Kendall was expecting Logan to be a little late. Logan had said he would be because he needed to get something for Kendall. Kendall grinned, wondering what it could be. He sat there and stared at his watch, frowning when he realized it had been around an hour since Kendall texted Logan to meet him there. He tried calling him.

"Hey this is Logan. I can't get to the phone right now so please leave a message. I'll try to call you back as soon as I can. Thanks."

Kendall immediately frowned. Logan always answered his phone no matter what. Maybe he just didn't hear the ringtone or something. Kendall nodded to himself, knowing that was probably it. The waiter approached him, asking if he would like to take his order. Kendall shook his head with a polite smile, saying he was waiting for someone.

Kendall sighed as he decided to call James, deciding that he might know where Logan was. "Hey?" James answered, frowning slightly. He wondered why Kendall would suddenly call him.

"Hey," Kendall replied, happy he answered. "Is Logan with you?"

"Logan?" James sounded confused. "I thought he was on a date with you..."

"He's late," Kendall explained. "By around an hour I think. I was just wondering if he was with you because he's not answering his phone."

"James? Who is that?" Kendall heard Carlos call out.

"It's Kendall," James answered to Carlos.

"How's his date with Logan going?" Kendall could practically see the grin on Carlos's face. Kendall smiled. He still remembered when Logan and him had first told them they were dating. James said he knew from the beginning while Carlos fainted from shock. Of course he was fine afterwards and said he supported them all the way. In fact, he supported them a little too much. Kendall still remembered how Carlos gave him some condoms for tonight. Kendall had rolled his eyes and explained that Logan was not ready for that. Not after six months. Carlos just winked at him instead.

"Logan isn't there yet," James explained causing Kendall to snap out of his thoughts. The fact that James really didn't know where Logan was freaked him out a bit. Logan always made sure someone knew where he was. "Here let me put it on speaker."

Kendall frowned. "So you're sure he's not with you?"

"Pretty sure," Carlos answered nonchalantly. Then the situation really hit him. Kendall could tell because he sounded very worried when he continued. "But where would he be? He's been so happy about this date with you. He might be caught up in traffic or something."

"Yeah but an hour late?" James replied skeptically. Even Kendall knew that traffic couldn't be that bad. He glanced outside the window and saw that traffic around here wasn't nearly that bad"That's pretty late for traffic..."

Kendall rolled his eyes at the argument. He began glancing out the window again then started grinning. "Guys, he's here. See you later."

Without another word, he hung up. He could briefly hear the cheering of Carlos and the relieved sigh of James. Kendall turned his attention towards Logan. He sat up straight, grinning as Logan walked in. Once Logan approached the table, Kendall frowned. Logan's eyes were filled with absolute sadness and emptiness. His clothes were slightly wet and ripped. Kendall could even smell a bit of blood. "What happened?" Kendall breathed out, completely shocked. Was he jumped?

Logan glanced away, biting his lip. Kendall knew for a fact he only did that when he was nervous. But what would he be nervous about? Was someone threatening him? "Nothing's wrong, right?" Kendall breathed out. Logan flinched which only increased Kendall's worries. "Why are you all wet?"

Kendall flash backed to when he first arrived. It was drizzling just a bit and it might have gotten worse while Kendall wasn't paying attention. Logan must have gotten stuck in the rain. But...

"Why are your clothes ripped up?" Kendall walked over to him and tried to grab his hand only for Logan to flinch away.

"Kendall..." Logan whispered solemnly .

"Yeah?" Kendall frowned. Logan refused to meet his eyes. Whenever Kendall tried to take a step closer, Logan would only take a step back. Logan's arms wrapped around his own body as he slightly shivered. His eyes diverted to outside as they softened.

"I'm breaking up with you," Logan said with a straight face. Kendall's green eyes were immediately filled with shock and hurt, but Logan wouldn't know. He still wasn't looking at him.

"Are you joking?" Kendall let out a strained laugh. "Come on, Logie, be serious."

"I am," Logan clenched his hands into fists. He refused to look at Kendall still. "I can't be with you anymore Kendall."

"Who's making you do this?" Kendall stood up abruptly. "Is it some sort of prank? A bet? It's not funny Logan. Please stop it."

"I am being serious," Logan's voice rose. He stared into Kendall's green eyes and sighed. "I am breaking up with you."

Logan's once playful brown eyes were filled with such seriousness and coldness that Kendall really didn't know who he was looking at anymore. These weren't Logan's eyes.

"Why?" Kendall's eyes began to fill with tears. Even though they didn't date for long, they were still best friends. Kendall realized he was in love with Logan right before they came into Hollywood. According to Logan, it was the same with him. Nothing happened that would make Logan suddenly do this. What was going on?

Logan bit his lip. "I... there's..." he sighed. "It's complicated."

"Oh?" Kendall frowned in anger. "So you're breaking up with me without a reason?"

"Kendall," Logan pleaded. "It's not like that."

"Then what is it like Logan?" Kendall hissed. Logan flinched slightly as he immediately diverted his eyes to the ground. Logan was trembling but Kendall didn't notice. All Kendall was focused on were eyes that held not a single ounce of regret.

"I don't love you anymore," Logan whispered. Before Kendall could even reply, Logan quickly turned his back on Kendall. "Goodbye Kendall."

And with just those words, Logan ran out of the restaurant, leaving a shocked and stunned Kendall. Did... did that really just happen? Kendall thought to himself. He took a step back and stumped back into his chair, his green eyes wide. His body was frozen as he continued to stare at the doors that Logan just exited at.

"Hello? Kendall?"

Kendall didn't even realize he had called James until he heard his voice. "He broke up with me," Kendall whispered. He could hear the gasps from the other line.

"What?" James replied in disbelief.

"Logan broke up with me," Kendall said once again, his throat dry. Everything suddenly became a blur. James saying he was on his way along with Carlos... James and Carlos helping him to the car and going back to the crib... everything just passed so silently. Only one thing was flashing through Kendall's mind:

Where was Logan?

Alice: I hope you enjoyed the chapter.

Emily: This will mostly be from Kendall, James, and Carlos's POV.

Alice: Occasionally I'll do a Logan POV.

Emily: Thanks for reading!