Vivian.
I ran, my heart a heavy beat in my throat, to get away from the place that I had once believed that I could call home. Where was home now? My paws were bloody and sore with running the sixty miles that I had already ran but still I kept going. I was running, running away from the people that I thought had loved me but in the end they had only been there to betray me. The Five along with my own mother Esme had been the ones to help Gabriel in getting rid of me so that his new lover could step in and replace me. So much for forever. That's what he had told me when we first moved here two moths ago. Forvere could kiss my ass and so could him and that reggedy bitch. So what if they had been friends when he had ran away from the pack when he was seventeen and had joined another that that bitch had been apart of they had hit it off as friends and then as lovers. So what if she had a seven year old son that looked vaugely like Gabriel except for the eyes, that didnt mean that the boy was his. He could be anybody's kid. So what.
It didnt even matter that I was pregnant with our child who would never grow to know that man that her father had been before this day. I t only mattered to him that he already had a kid that he knew of and that I was out of the family picture that i'm sure he's making with Callie now. So what.
Right.
Green green trees met my vision with evey turn as I made my way out of the forest to a cave in the morning for the night to give myself enough time to plan my next move. My white fur ripped at an overhanging tree brach and I let out a soft yelp before bursting out in tears. I had no place to go and now I was leaving a mark that I was still here with no one to look after me. I growled with anger and frustration before I ripped the fur off of the branch with my teeth to spit it into a bush before continuing. I made it to the cave before the memory flooded my head, unwanted and unforgiving. The whole pack had turned their backs on me when Gabriel announced that he was making Callie the new queen and that I was to leave immedately because I was no longer wanted. I had stood there stunned, shocked, and then angry. I had looked to my mother for help but she only blinked at me before being the first to put her back to me. My gaze wondered to the Five but the only blinked at me before turning away, even Willem, who I had always though of as a best friend. Then whole pack turned away and my heart broke in half. No one was going to help me because no one loved me. I looked back at Gabriel to see him staring at me and I couldnt read the look in his eyes before he to turned away. I looked to Callie and she sat smirking at me with her arms crossed. Oh how I had wanted so badly to go over and rip her face off but I knew that if I made a move towards her the intire pack would be on me and I could risked that because than I would be risking my child. The child that Gabriel knew nothing about and would never know about. So I had ran into the woods leaving behind those I thought had loved me, that I had once loved. Ran to this cave, not knowing what to do or if I really wanted to do anything at all. Teas, hot and scalding, ran down my fur to plop soundlessly onto the cave floor. I went to corner and sat with my head in my paws to cry and when crying began to be overwhelming I drifted off to a soundess, nightmarish sleep filled with dark shapes without faces that moved around me and against me over and over until the world was spinning in a whirlpool of darkness.