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Chapter 13

I sat crossed legged in front of Zoro. We were meditating, well he was I just couldn't get in to it for some reason. I looked over to the blue haired woman named Vivi and my heart hurt. She was a princess from Alabasta and she is scared for her country. They were erupting in to a civil war and all she wanted was peace. But that's not was got me looking around nor was our new addition to the crew. An adorable little reindeer named Chopper. His life has been tragic and I have never had the ability to look through someone's past through animal eyes before. But I was able with him he was a real life reindeer before he ate a devils fruit that turned him in to a human….well not really. He took on human features but he was still fuzzy and had an adorable blue nose. Right now he is in his tiny little form running from Lu because he had a homemade lollipop Sanji made for him. Sanji has been doting on the little deer since he came aboard because he helped save Sanji's flower Nami. When Nami fell ill I almost lost it, I thought my good friend and crew mate was going to die. I felt how much she was hurting though my empathy. Now that's she is 100% again we are now off to Alabasta. I hope we can help Vivi she is the sweetest thing I have ever met, so soft spoken and polite. I roll my eyes as Sanji twirls to her with a drink and then grunt when something hits my side. I look back a Zoro and he has his usual scowl on his face looking at me holding Wado the thing that he used to hit me in the side.

"Oi you're supposed to me meditating" he grunts at me and I raise my eyebrow at him

"Oi mind your own biasness you brute" I say to him and one side of his lips raise up believe it or not Zoro and I have become really good friends. He was happy that I meditated like he did and we are able to do it together. Also he's not a very talkative man so I think he like the fact he didn't have to talk to me for me to know his story and or what he is feeling. He is a very lazy man always sleeping, until he fights then he turns in to a demon. I fidget wondering what's got me all… weird feeling.

"LUFFY!" I shout all of a sudden getting to my feet and running to the other side of merry to the rail

"What!" asked Zoro who was on my heels I was about to launch myself over the side before he grabbed my arm and made me look at me " OI WHAT ARE YOU DOIN PHI!?"

"he fell over Zoro I feel it… him down there sinking" I couldn't help the sob that came to my throat I know its stupid he's done this before, many times but it still gets me every time and Zoro rolled his eyes pushed his swards in to my arms and launched himself over the railing. I held my breath while I waited, the rest of the crew came over and Sanji was already taking off his jacket about to go over himself. He was the better swimmer but he didn't have to Zoro came to the surface with Lu in his arms. I heaved a breath of relief. Usopp and Sanji helped them over the railing and they plopped in the ground. Chopped started running around shouting for a doctor until Nami said 'that's you'

"Oh yeah" he says with a blush but there is no need because I kick Lu in the side and he coughs up water and jumps up.

"You piss me off so much sometimes Lu!" I shout out him and he lowers his head and mumbles sorry

After everyone leaves to do what that have to do I stand there with Zoro and Lu still looking at me. That feeling in me crawling making me clench my fists.

"What if I wasn't here Lu? You have to be more careful. How stupid would it have been if you died like that!? What the hell would I have done!? Or Ace!?" I started shouting again and I look at Zoro and he had a shocked face on Luffy did also. I look around and see everyone looking at me, and I perk up. I don't act like this. I don't scream and shout and kick my lil brother and I relax and think. I have this anger in me and I start to think it's not me that it's coming from. My eyes dart around again and realize that it's no one on this ship either I look back at Lu his head tilted to the side. "Sorry Lu" I said and hug him and walked away.

Later that night I was on the Merry head looking out in the open waters. I knew he was behind me before he came up and sat with me. His big brown eyes shining in the dark.

"What is up sis?" he asked in his very intuitive voice the one that rarely comes out but is amazing when it does.

"I think I was picking up on Aces feelings Lu" I whisper

"How is that possible?"

"Either the emotion is so strong, or he is closer then we think" I said my heat jumping thinking about him being close. "I'm worried though Lu, the anger I was picking up was harsh and vicious." I never felt it before and I'm worried about what has gotten him so angry, angry enough for me to feel it across the ocean"

"I know why you can feel mine so strong but how come you can feel his so strong?" Lu asked making an adorable confused face

"Well Ace and I got REALLY close Lu" I said emphasizing the word really as best as I can. Luffy just tilted his head to the side more confused I just shake my head and ruffled his hair "I'll tell you when you get older" I say laying down pulling him with me.

"You only 1 minute older than me" I snort and shake my head

"3 minutes Lu, 3 minutes older!" as I drift off to sleep holding my lil brother.

"I feel like Zoro right now" I whisper to myself. I'm lost in the middle of Nanohana port in the Kingdom of Alabasta. I have walked around looking for the others for an hour and I swear I walked down this back alley 3 times. I'm so glad Sanji wasn't here or he would be all over this. Well I never been here before I don't know where these roads lead. They are all sandy and look the same "ugh" I say out loud fling my arms in the air as I pass the same mouth of an alley I did 5 minutes ago. I'm starting to believe Zoro's moving street theory. I was about to turn left when arms come around me I was about to scream before a hand went over my mouth. I was lifted off the ground and backed down the alley I just passed. Lips kissed my neck and I didn't even fight it because I know this feeling this heat. I'm placed down and I turned and looked up in to the eyes of my love. "ACE….." was all I got out before his lips was on mine. I responded instantly, we can talk about what I just felt after this. His kiss was so demanding so vicious and angry like the feeling I felt from him the other night. So it was both that anger was so strong it leapt miles and he was close. My heart clenched at what I was seeing and I sobbed.

"Please I'll talk to you in a bit I just need this" he whispered against my lips. I nodded and I was turned around and pushed into the wall. I lifted my legs up and wrapped them around his narrow hips. I felt his erection in the crease of my thigh and my core and I shivered. God I missed him, he shoved the skirts if my light purple barely there outfit Sanji found us. I heard the zip of his pants and I bit his neck right near the collar of his long coat he had on. I didn't like the thing but right now I shielded us if someone came down the alley, they would know what we were doing but at least they wouldn't see…yeah that I gasped when he pushed inside me. No hesitation it hurt a little but after his 3rd rough trust he hit that spot and I was seeing stars arcing my back off the brick wall to try to move with him. I tried to block out the images that came in to my head, the horrible images. I constructed on the feeling of Ace my Ace back in to my arms. I held on tight feeling my orgasm coming,

"Ace!" I shouted when I climaxed his name coming back to me after it bounced around the wall. Two more bruising trusts and he followed. He sob grunted in my neck "Ace?" I said more quiet this time and I let my legs drop to the ground. I took his face in my hand forcing him to look at me. "Ace" I whispered this time

"You saw it all didn't you?" he asked and I nodded his eyes darted away from mine. "You see why I have to do it? Why I have to find him?" I looked away quickly, guilt started to eat at me. Would Thatch still be alive if I said something about Blackbeard? That the bastard tried to rape me. Would he have been kick off the ship or killed then and Thatch would be alive. Not murdered by that animal over that fruit!? "Phi, I'm sorry are you ok!? I… I didn't hurt you did I!? What a shitty way to find out your friend is dead…I…I"

"Ace, shush baby." I said taking his face again. "I can't believe this, I think you should go back to Pops" I whispered and his eyes got big

"What!?" he shouted backing away from me zipping as he went. Under my own power I had to steady myself and I started to feel the bruises of his rough handling but I played it off and straighten my skirts and looked back to him he may be mad at me for what I said but he couldn't help the hungry look in his eyes when they finally took in what I was wearing.

"I mean it Ace I think you should go to Pop, I have a bad feeling" he snorted and stocked away from me

"I'm sorry I can't, I'm going to find him and strangle the life out of him" my shoulders sank. I know my boyfriend I know that tone. My lip started to tremble I been wanting to see him again for so long but I didn't want our reuniting to be like this. Rough sex news of a friend being killed by a man who tried to rape me, that I probably could have stopped long ago, and Ace angry at me because I don't want him to go get himself hurt or killed by chasing that loon down. He must have seen my lips trembling because his whole posture dropped and he stepped to me and took my face in his hands. "I'm sorry baby please don't cry" he whisper which only made me want to cry more "I missed you so much" he said "I should have said that and I love you from the start and made love to you not drill you in to a brick wall. I didn't hurt you did I? I wouldn't live with myself if I hurt you" he said rubbing his nose against mine.

"No" I said hugging him to me "I love you so much and I think Lu would want to see you" I said pulling away looking up at him. He kissed me and took my hand and we walked (me painfully) out of the alley.